My Surgically Whipped

You once did mas

"Actually, in addition to accompanying Adam here, we also accompanied Adam to ask permission from the besan family" said my mother-in-law opened the conversation.

"What kind of permission request buk, to the extent that besan's family come all the way here nights like this?" ask Umi.

The view of the two men of Adam's master was fixed towards the Adam who had been silent, with Aisyah who was almost sleepy in her sling, maybe Aisyah was too tired because of playing the sea earlier.

I who had been sitting next to my husband felt a bad feeling when I heard his father-in-law's words, Suddenly my mind went blank and lost focus.

Tampa deliberately squeezed my own hands until my nails whitened. My mind is now completely muddled, afraid of what I don't want to happen.

What permission do mom and dad mean?. Did mom and dad come here to accompany Adam to ask permission to marry again. If that's true, don't they think about how I and my parents feel? ask me in my mind.

"You ask what permission buk, do you want to ask permission to bring Zahra and Aisyah home, if only that permission.no need to ask permission to us with mother and father come here. Now that Zahra is Adam's wife, Zahra's permission is now no longer in our hands, but in the hands of her husband's mother's son." and Abah said wisely with a smile.

"Not Bah. not the permission that we want to talk, but." said his mother mas Adam again while offending a little hand her husband who had just been silent.

Everyone stared strangely at his parents Adam, there seemed to be something very difficult to say in front of my family, but it had to be said.

"What's wrong ma'am.. Just tell me we're ready to listen, is this related to Zahra's household?" ask Abah again.

"Yes Bah. This is indeed about the matter of our child's household, Adam should you just explain the purpose of our arrival here to his family Zahra" said Mama-in-law who had talked a lot, it is very different from the father who prefers silence.

Mas Adam looks wrong when mama told him to express his purpose and purpose here. I shot what my husband and in-laws wanted to talk about.

But I prayed in my heart that what I thought was not happening, for I was not ready to hear the shocking news.

Not yet healed the words of Adam when the night of our anniversary, if added again.

I heard the sound of Adam breathing heavily, I stared at him waiting for the words to come out of his mouth.

"Actually the purpose and purpose of Adam, mama and papa came here in addition to picking up Zahra and Aisyah, Adam.

O God, I beg you not to let those words come out of my husband's mouth, I beg God, to be honest I cannot bear that I am not that strong, I am a weak woman, O God, my prayer in my heart.

"Adam also wanted to ask permission to Abah and Umi as Zahra's parents.. Adam wants to get married again."

Deggs..

I know for sure those words will be spoken but it still hurts.

Destroyed already.broken already this heart, it turns out my anger and also my departure from home, can not change the desire mas Adam to marry again, OH MAS ADAM could once you mas.

Suddenly the atmosphere became quiet after Adam mas said his desire. I pressed tightly against my chest that felt tight, I bowed my head in not wanting to see how my family's expression was now.

"Astaghfirullah's... Zahra my daughter." there was a voice that trembled as she said Istighfar while calling my name.

I raised my head slightly looking towards Umi who called my name. oh Umi. those worries and disappointments were clearly visible on her face. Immediately I submit my gaze again because I cannot see all this.

"What do you mean say that Adam?."

The sound of Faisal's cry made me a little surprised, so when something happened to me, Faisal was the first person who would shout to protect me.

"Dad.". "the whimper of Aisha who almost fell asleep in her father's lap.

"Calm down Faisal."

" How can I calm down Abah, when someone we entrust to keep our fatimah so easily he asks permission to marry again" said Faisal with high intonation.

Still I bow my head with ceaselessly I say istighfar with tears in my eyes.You are strong Zahra only those words are always in my heart.

"Be calm, don't be like this, control your emotions" said Salwa to calm Faisal.

If the Faisal mass is filled with emotions like this, it does not change the possibility that Adam will be beaten all-out by the Faisal mas.

Mas Faisal is a good brother who always helps his sister, not infrequently Faisal will fight if there is someone who will bother me.

" I can't calm down Salwa, how can I calm down, when I see my sister being zolimi like this by her husband, she said, this man himself who came to this house asked Abah and Umi to make Zahra his wife, he himself promised to make Zahra happy, but tonight he reneged on that promise. What kind of man are you Adam." said Faisal angrily.

" Salwa please bring the children into your room first, do not let the children see conditions like this" said Abah.

"Now Abah"

Sister Salwa stepped towards me and Adam before taking Aisyah in her father's arms, Sister Salwa rubbed my shoulders.

I raised my head to look at her, Salwa smiled sweetly at me, nodding she said.

"You must be strong Zahra." afterwards take Aisyah and Nurul straight inside.

"Son Adam..What was it that you wanted to ask us for permission to remarry, is that true?" abah asked in a heavy voice.

"Yes Abah.it is true.The words of Adam who asked for permission to remarry are true."

"You are impudent Adam." cried out, Faisal rose up to Adam, who was sitting beside me, pulled his collar, and Adam, and threw a few blows on his face.

"Astaghfirullah" we cried out in shock at the reaction of my brother, we are all here trying to stop Faisal who keeps hitting Adam's mas.