My Surgically Whipped

Last time

Zahra POV.

Aisha's body we brought back to Umi and Abah's house was planned to be buried there, and my two in-laws also agreed to it, somehow I could live my days without my beloved daughter.

Aisha is like a lamp in my life, the daughter I love the most, but God loves her much more than I do, sometimes I want to be angry about fate, he said, to question why God would take Aisha from me.

But I realized, what I had the right to ask was the destiny that God gave me, I was only a human being a most despicable servant, the servant who committed the most iniquities and sins, and the one who committed the most sins, so that I remember the world is just a decoration, so that makes humans forget the purpose of his life.

I looked at the stiff body, soon Aisyah's body will be bathed. I, Umi, mbak Salwa who will bathe Aisyah's body for the last time, this will be the most precious moment for me.

Aisyah's body was lying on the bed of the bathhouse, her body was covered in a long cloth that only showed her bright face, from yesterday my tears never stopped crying my beloved daughter.

I stroked her face again, I rubbed her cheek with my right hand, I smiled looking at the beautiful smile on her face, the last smile that would probably make opium for me, and I would never see her again, but that smile will always be in my heart.

"At this time you keep smiling beautifully baby, this is what makes you will always remember you, this smile of yours will always make you miss" I said

Ma'am Salwa and Umi rubbed my shoulders, encouraging while looking at me with a smile, it was very difficult to take Aisha, but this is God's best destiny for Aisha and for me.

"Look at Zahra's unburdened face, Aisyah as if sleeping and reluctant to wake up, her smile is so sweet" said Salwa as she wiped a tear from her eyes.

"Betul mbak.he is so beautiful if smiling like this, but unfortunately this is Ayesha's ending smile."

"Thank you Zahara for the brief presence of Aisha, but know that Aisha carries color in the lives of all people, her behavior, her intelligence, her funny language and her cute face, making people smile when they see it, surely anyone who sees it also wants to have a daughter like her" said Umi.

"Iya Umi. how lucky Zahra even though only a few years, Zahra happy Umi" said Zahra.

Immediately and with a heavy heart the three of us bathed Aisyah's body, carefully rubbing her body while reciting prayers at each activity.

"This is the last time you bathe, dear mom" I said in my heart.

After bathing Aisyah the three of us again wanted to continue taking care of Aisyah's body for safekeeping, but again my head felt heavy, like there was a heavy object pressing on my head it felt really sick.

At times like this I do not want to lose my consciousness like before, with great difficulty I hold back so that my body does not fall and lose consciousness again.

I walked slowly while holding the wall so that I did not fall back, but it felt in vain slowly my body seemed to float as if no longer resting on the floor, until I no longer remembered anything, everything's dark.

Until I don't know how long I was unconscious, I woke up in Umi's house in my room, no longer I heard the noise that sounded inside Umi's house.

I stared at the entire side of the room with a confused look, I felt that I was having a long nightmare, my name flashed and my daughter's face in my mind, "Aisha, where is my daughter." I said in my heart asking where Aisyah was.

"Is it a dream or is it real?"

Immediately I tried to get up from my bed, I almost fell down again because my body felt so weak just to step, but with a strong determination I could walk to reach the door.

I opened the room door and it turned out that Salwa was in front of my room door while carrying a tray containing food.

I passed through Salwa's body while searching for Aisyah's whereabouts in this spacious empty house, where everyone was why Umi's house felt so quiet, and where Aisyah was now.

"Zahra what are you looking for? " tanya Salwa approached me.

"I was looking for Ayesha mbak, could I see Ayesha?, I had a nightmare about Ayesha, I dreamed Ayesha left me mbak." I said looking at her.

Sister Salwa took a deep breath and exhaled slowly, yes smiling at me while rubbing my shoulder.

"It was not Zahra's dream, it was the fact that Aisha had left us, and now Aisha's body is downstairs to the cemetery to be buried. "

I was surprised to hear that, back in my memory, I thought that when I realized it was just a nightmare for me, but it turned out to be the reality I was facing.

"I mean mbak?" I was hoping it was just a joke even though I knew it was reality.

"Aisha's body will be buried immediately Zahra." re-mbak Salwa.

"How can they eat my daughter without me?"

I can't stand my tears back flowing just like that, I'm a crybaby but they are very strong for me, why can they immediately want to eat Aisyah without my presence mother who has given birth to her.

"I really don't think, mbak, I want to see Aisyah for the last time, why did you guys take Aisyah to the cemetery?" ask me again with a voice that rises because it suppresses emotions.

"Zahra, calm down, you've been unconscious for a long time, we've all been trying to wake you up, which is very difficult to wake up, and it's not good to postpone the body to be buried."

Tampa listened to Salwa's explanation again I immediately wanted to leave her, but Salwa immediately pulled my hand, I stared at her while frowning me.

"What's wrong, mbak?"

"Where's Zahra going?".

" I want to see Aistyah."

"Your body is not healthy.from yesterday you have not eaten, let's eat a little" said mak Salwa with a soft word.

"No mbak. I don't want to miss my meeting with my daughter, I don't know how a mother feels."

"But eat a little. "

"If I eat, how can I get there on time, I don't want to miss Aisyah's funeral process."

With a heavy heart, Mak Salwa immediately let go of my hand to let me out of the house, I immediately opened the door of the house, and now I was confused how I could get to the funeral.

If walking on foot is certainly going to be late, because the location of the cemetery is quite far, suddenly my eyes look at the white car that just stopped in front of the fence of the house, until someone got out of the car, it turned out to be a Faiz bang.