My Surgically Whipped

Abah's Return

Now I was in the room I used to live in before I married Adam. After the bath I continued to do the ashar prayer, and also read some holy verses of the Quran.

Just as I said, my heart will be at peace if I return to this house, even though my domestic problems are still a burden in my mind and heart.

The pain that Adam gave me was really deep, there was no wound and no blood but it felt really tormented. I can't imagine what it would be like if my husband were really going to get married again.

I was so curious about the woman who found a position in my husband's heart, as to what the woman was like that it was so easy for Adam to turn away from me,

Though I have devoted my whole life to her, even I have given birth to a very beautiful daughter for her. I took my hape on the dresser in my room, and I activated the phone.

Because after sending a message to Adam's mother this morning, I immediately turned off my gap. After I turned on it was a lot of messages from Adam, who asked me why I went home to my brother and mother, and why I did not tell him first.

I read one by one the message until it runs out, (japan worried about my condition mas. I have reached my parents' house, I am fine here... you do not worry about me and Aisha).Reply me so that Adam did not worry about my situation.

Even though Adam cheated me out of our marriage. But still my love for him remains the same.

I hung my life so much on him that it was so hard to accept the fact that before me and Adam got married, you ever advised me about home life.

Abah's words were still clearly recorded in my brain when I chose Adam as my husband.

"Zahra Abah's favorite daughter... Abah and Umi allow you to marry a man of your own choice...

Abah just wants to tell you to be the wife of Solehah, because your heaven is now in the guidance of your husband. Observe all your husband's wishes as long as they do not mislead and conform to religious law, soften your voice when speaking to your husband.

A wife is required to respect her husband and also love her husband. But remember Zahra.your love for your husband must not exceed your love for your god, lest you make your god jealous because of your love for man.

Know that Zahra can leave you at any time, only your Lord is always with you and those who believe.

This is your decision Zahra.. Abah and Umi can not force you, live your household with all your heart, Abah and Umi prayers are always with you." said Abah at that time.

"Yes Abah.inshaallah Abah's advice will always be Zahra remembered, thank you Abah and Umi has given blessing for Zahra to marry Zahra's own choice man, Zahra, forgive Zahra who could not fulfill Abah and Umi's desire to marry the Faiz bang." I close my eyes to this pain while remembering Abah's words.

What would happen if Abah and Umi found out that my household and Adam's family were being hit by an unexpected storm, whether Abah and Umi would be disappointed in me, sooner or later everyone will know.

Like hiding a carcass, over time it will be smelled too, let everything happen because of your will, Rabb, I as a servant only have to prepare myself when a bigger storm hits my defenses.

I went straight to the window of my room, when I heard the sound of a car entering the courtyard of the house, greeted by the cry of Aisyah and Nurul who called Abah and also Faisal mas, accompanied by Salwa's mummy and also Umi.

I smiled a little when I saw their behavior, the people I loved had all gathered, making me forget for a moment the pain inflicted by Adam.

With a little hasty step I took my feet towards the yard, there were already my family members who welcomed the arrival of Abah and Faisal mas.

Immediately I approached mbak Salwa and Umi who was standing on the front porch while staring at the white car that brought Abah and Faisal home.

"Grandfather... Fathering.... Uncle.." the cry of the two boys who were so happy to welcome the arrival of Abah and Faisal, We all smiled to hear the excited cries of the two.

"Grandfather's grandchildren are here.as soon grandfather brought a lot of gifts, this he made grandchildren beloved grandfather." said Abah approached and q gave some gifts to Aisyah and Nurul.

Abah immediately knelt down to align his body with the two tiny bodies, Abah immediately embraced Aisyah and Nurul simultaneously. While kissing Aisyah's right cheek and Nurul's left cheek reciprocated kiss on both cheeks Abah by Nurul and Aisyah.

Again a heartwarming scene occurs at the same time, if time can stop wanting to feel always in happiness like this.

I glanced at Umi who was also staring at them with a hilarious feeling, I hugged Umi from the side, while leaning my head on her shoulder. I would be spoiled if with my family, my attitude is not much different like Aisyah and Nurul.

Unexpectedly, the back door of the white car that brought Abah and Faisal home opened, came out a handsome man in a blue-cowel-dongker shirt.

I know the man, he's Faiz's bank, the man I was once betrothed to. It would have been a long time not to see him after my marriage and Adam's, bang Faiz immediately continued his education in Egypt.

Bang Faiz approached Abah and the children while throwing a sweet smile at me, I immediately released my embrace from Umi because I realized the existence of the Faiz Bang.

Bang Faiz was already considered like his own child by Abah and Umi, he was also good friends with Faisal, that is one of the reasons why I refused to be betrothed to the Faiz bang.

I don't have any feelings for him, I just consider Bang Faiz as my brother, I'm sure he doesn't have feelings for me either, even though bang Faiz never explained his heart to me.

Abah mas Faisal and bang Faiz approached us, followed by Aisyah and Nurul who held Abah's left and right hands.

"How is Abah, Faisal, and son Faiz's return journey, are there any obstacles?" ask Umi after we finish shaking hands.

"Alhamdulillah Mi. Nothing happened to us."

"Alhamdulillah then.. let's go straight in, surely you guys have been very tired especially with Abah, is Abah's legs tingling because of sitting too long?" tanya Umi gave attention to make me smile Abah and Umi always so care for each other.

I just looked down when I accidentally looked into the eyes with the Faiz bang, I was really uncomfortable with the existence of the Faiz bang here, the feeling used to be nothing like this.