My Surgically Whipped

desire Jihan

Jihan follows Adam as he continues to walk in front of Zahra, although his heart aches from not being recognized by Adam in front of others, but Jihan knows that is the consequence of marrying Adam.

At the beginning of Adam and Jihan's marriage they have agreed that their marriage will be kept secret, because it will affect Adam's work, especially now that Zahra has begun to be known by the public, he said, if Adam's second marriage is exposed then it is inconceivable how many blasphemies Jihan would receive.

Arriving at the hospital garden, a beautiful garden that is not so spacious filled with flowers and green trees that cool the eyes, in the middle of the park there is a fountain that adds to the beauty of the park.

Adam led his two wives to a park bench near a fairly large tree providing cool air while sitting underneath. Adam immediately sat down followed by Jihan sitting next to him.

The three people were both silent imagining each problem revolving as if there was no way out, Zahra took her breath and exhaled slowly, she saw her husband and her honey who did not open their voices at all.

Zahra could feel that Jihan's face was still clouded by gray clouds after hearing Adam's utterances that he did not acknowledge her, Zahra knew what the reason Adam did not acknowledge Jihan as his second wife, in addition to the exact work of Adam also does not want his family to be the material of the community.

In the heart of Zahra smiling mocking at the destiny that Jihan chose, no woman would accept cheerfully any betrayal given by the man we once trusted to guard her.

"Look at that sour face, I don't know why I'm so enjoying that sour face, just this is how it looks bad, this is a fate that you chose for yourself Jihan is not recognized and will only be my shadow." said Zahra smiling amusedly in her heart while throwing her face after seeing Jihan's sullen face.

"Don't waste my time, just tell me what you want to say to me" said Zahra, opening the voices of the two men from her own daydream.

Hearing Zahra's words, Jihan and Adam immediately turned their gazes towards Zahra who was speaking, Jihan offended a little Adam's arm gesturing to start what they wanted to discuss.

As soon as Adam became groggy because of that, he knew the discussion he would discuss with Jihan would definitely offend Zahra, but inevitably Adam had to say it now because there was not much time left.

"Tell me, I don't have much time to serve you" Zahra said.

"Look Zahra. sorry before if the new mas say now, because given the unstable condition of Aisyah so I do not want to add more problems." adam said while scratching his head that was not itchy.

Zahra and Jihan were both silently waiting for the next word to come out of their husband's mouth, Adam took a slow, heavy breath as he said this, I know for sure after saying this will happen again.

"Actually mas and Jihan plan to go to Malaysia for one week" said Adam ventured.

"When?" ask Zahra.

"Actually euhm.mas and Jihan had planned this a month ago" Adam said with an unsightly face.

"Answer when?" asked Zahra again in a still soft voice.

"Tomorrow, the plan is tomorrow we will leave" said Adam with a saliva that is difficult to swallow, because he saw the beautiful face of Zahra as if he wanted to pounce on her.

"Sir... calm down first mbak, this is not what Zahra thought." Jihan tries to calm Zahra from the emotions that are controlling Zahra's mind and heart.

"What do you know about my mind Jihan, you know nothing about my heart, which mother is not hurt when her daughter is struggling with illness, his father who should have been by his side instead wanted to have fun with the other wife, wasn't it sick enough that you gave me?" zahra said with emotion.

"Not so mbak.hear our explanation first."

"Istighfar dear..listen first to our explanation don't talk like that, this is a public place."

Zahra took a breath and exhaled slowly, she held her chest that was stirring with her right hand, not forgetting that it was a matter in her heart.

"Darling we want to go to Malaysia is not for fun, let alone for a honeymoon as you think, but we are there something we have to do, believe me dear...we didn't go there for fun" Adam said earnestly.

"You chose Jihan over Aisha mas, Aisha our daughter, she was lying unconscious, if possible you do not have to come back again." said Zahra who swallowed so much disappointment.

"Honey. mas and Jihan to Malaysia for treatment, Jihan was sentenced to have problems with her uterus, so it is difficult to have children, we have planned this a few months ago" said Adam.

"Mas." Jihan was so embarrassed when she heard Adam's words, she objected when she heard Adam's words that seemed to open her disgrace in front of her husband's first wife, she did not want Zahra to mock her barren woman.

"For what's covered again.this problem has become like this, it's impossible to close again" said Adam made Jihan lose his face in front of Zahra.

"Sir.no man is perfect, I am also a woman, I want a child born in my womb."

Zahra looked at the woman sitting next to her husband, apparently their departure to Malaysia for treatment hoping to have offspring, if the problem is not Aisyah, of course Zahra will not think about what they want to do.

"You want to have children, what about my son who is still in there, even his eyes seem reluctant to open, still want you to separate a father from a child?"

"Bak I did not intend to separate Adam from Ayesha, we had planned this from the beginning before Ayesha went into the hospital, I also wanted to be like mbak, I want to be called a mother by a child, I have those ideals" Jihan said with teary eyes.

"Honey, we won't be there long, after the completion of the treatment done by Jihan we will definitely go home, Aisyah will be fine here, Aisyah will be fine, because there's a great mother who's always by his side." Adam said.

"What about his father?" zahra asked silently for a moment.

"His father is too cowardly and does not deserve to be called a father." continued Zahra with such sharp words.