My Surgically Whipped

Go home

"Are you sure son, you're going home today?" ask Umi.

" Yes Umi Zahra is going home today, Zahra has been here for a long time, it's not good to leave Adam's mas at home all this time."

It has been four days since Adam and my father-in-law came that night, I have not yet returned home.Today I plan to go home, I plan to, forgetting my unsettled heart and restarting my activities as his wife.

" Yes, if it's your decision, let Mr. Rahman drive you, if there's anything, don't forget to tell us."

I just nodded to say umi, staying here is a beautiful thing, a lot of lessons and advice that I get, but my obligation as a wife should not be left behind.

" What time will you go home." asked Salwa.

"bakda Zuhur Mbak, let Zahra same Aisyah get ready first before going home."

"Sir is sorry about your household problems, hopefully your household will be harmonious as usual, not changed with the occurrence of this problem."

"Amin.. Zahra also hopes like that, hopefully Adam can forget the woman as he promised" I said.

Because Adam has promised to forget the woman, I don't know what the name of the woman in his heart, and I hope that his promise this time will be truly fulfilled.

We sat on the front porch jokingly with Umi Mbak Salwa and Aisyah, there was no Nurul because she was going to school.

"this is his snack Umi, Mbak Salwa and Mbak Zahra, please eat" said mbok Imah put a snack underneath.

Mbok Imah works part-time at this house, if his job is finished, mbok Imah will immediately leave home, because his house is not far from here.

"Thank you mbok."

" Together Ma'am, yasudah the mbok want to leave first back." said mbok Imah pamit left us on the front porch.

" Umi, Ma'am please take care of Aisyah for a while, Zahra wants to go to the room first, want to sort out the goods."

"Yes, let Aisyah be with Umi and your Ma'am"

Aisyah looks relaxed in the lap of Umi while eating snacks below by mbok Imah.

Arriving in the room, I tidied up some of my clothes and also Aisyah's clothes which I did not have much under from the house.

Tampa purposely set my eyes to the small black box that was behind my old clothes, I took it instead.

Inside there is a beautiful prayer beads that are light blue, and a neatly folded sheet of paper. This is a box giving Faiz bang, I don't know what's inside because I just opened it now.

Bang Faiz gave me this city when I refused an arranged marriage with him, and made an engagement with Adam's mas. This box was given before Faiz bang continued his education in Egypt.

I set my feet in the direction of the mattress, sitting while staring at a beautiful light blue prayer beads and a piece of paper, to open the paper turned out to be a letter.

{ Verily if Allah wills good for a servant, he will cut off from his heart a bad view of good deeds.

God will also prevent him from telling the good things to others by speaking yes, God will also make him busy thinking about his sin.}

I don't understand the meaning of the letter at all, only bang Faiz understands because he wrote, although it seems like this letter is intended for my life, I don't know.

I fold the letter back in the box as before, I will bring the prayer beads and the gift letter from the Faiz bang.

After doing the dzuhur prayer I and Aisyah get ready to go home.

"Mother Aisyah is very happy we are home today, and Aisyah can't wait to meet her father, Aisyah is very upset with her father" said my daughter.

I smiled at her hearing Aisyah's words, said the kangen who had always come out of her words these few days.

"Please, I'm sure you're also very happy to meet Aisyah."

After saying goodbye to my family, Aisyah and I got into the car that was going to take us home.

In the car I sat pensively thinking about my meeting with Adam.

There was a little bit of worry when we met Adam's mas later, whether we would be awkward because there was a small storm that just shook our household.

"Bak has arrived.mbak Zahra has arrived, mbak woke up" said Mr. Rahman woke me up.

"Astaghfirullahhalazim, sorry sir... Zahra accidentally overslept." I said because I accidentally fell asleep on the way.

"It's okay Ma'am, we just got there"

"Darling.kak Aisyah woke up we've reached home" said I slightly swayed my daughter's small body.

"We've arrived, mother?"

"Let's love we're here, let's go down"

"Sir, thank you sir has delivered Zahra and Aisyah, this is a little sustenance for the father, please do not be rejected sir" said I while handing over several hundred thousand bills.

"Thank you very much Ma'am, I'm so bad" I just smiled at Mr. Rahman's reply.

"Yes sir, Zahra and Ayesha go in first, be careful on the way."

I stepped my feet towards the yard, the quiet atmosphere welcomed us, surely now Adam was still in the office.

I pulled out the key in the bag and I opened the door.

My gaze was fixed on the entire room, there was a difference that happened when I was not in this house, the house that usually looks neat and clean, now looks dusty.

In the living room many leftover packages of snacks that are not thrown away, I can only be privileged to see the condition of my residence, a week I leave it like this.

"Our house is dirty" said Aisyah I did not respond to the words of my daughter.

While holding Aisyah's hand I stepped foot into our room, the state of the room also surprised me, a lot of dirty clothes Mas Adam who piled up, causing an unpleasant smell.

Without resting I collected all the dirty clothes from Adam, and I put them in the washing machine.

After I finished washing the dirty clothes, Adam, then I stepped my feet into the kitchen to cook.

And again made me stand out and stroke the chest, lots of dirty dishes in the sink and the rest of the fast food wrapper.

"It's a mess of your life without me, even if it's only a few days I leave you, but still you intend to hurt my heart, do you not see my sacrifice, I hope you can learn from this experience." I said softly.