My Surgically Whipped

Deteriorated

It had been one week that Adam did not go to work, having returned home from Umi's house with a scar on his face, because of the blow given by his own brother-in-law, Adam locked himself in the guest room at Jihan's house.

Adam did not return to Zahra's house, because Adam knew that his house must be empty, and that it would disturb his mind and increase in stress, Adam's mind continued to drift thinking about everything that happened like a nightmare for him.

She lost her daughter in the blink of an eye Aisyah left her and would never return, imagining that Adam was so devastated, at this moment it was so felt to lose his daughter, Ayesha's smile, Ayesha's laughter, Ayesha's laughter, and the funny behavior of his daughter is always reflected in his memory.

Adam smiled slightly when he saw the photo of him and his little family sitting on a garden chair with Aisyah on his lap holding a yellow balloon, Adam kissed the photo with tears streaming down the corner of his eye.

Now Adam felt so lost Aisha, he regretted that he had left Aisha at the last time, he could not say goodbye words, even did not know where Aisha's tomb was.

If the time could be turned, Adam would repeat everything, would accompany Aisyah at any time, would not a little Adam leave her, he would continue to be beside her while holding her daughter's small hand.

"I'm sorry dear father, bad father son. Dad is so evil, I leave you when you need me, I'm sorry dear father." Adam said in silence.

"Tok. tok.. tok. "sounds the sound of the room door being knocked from the outside.

Adam looked at the door, knowing that outside it must be the sleepy Jihan, but Adam was too lazy to open the door, and saw his second wife.

"Mas..open the door, I know you must not have slept" Jihan said as she continued to knock on the door tighter.

"Mas..open the door..."

Jihan did not give up, she just kept knocking on the door, so that her husband would open the door of the room, Jihan was not finished with the behavior of Adam, who had been locked himself in the room for a week, without meeting anyone, including Jihan.

Even Adam did not want to eat, but Jihan will always deliver food to Adam, he did not stop thinking until Adam was grieving, making Jihan a headache to see Adam's attitude like this.

"Mas quickly open the door." Jihan ordered again in a loud voice and slightly snapped.

Until slowly the door opened, showing the pale face of Adam, even the fine hairs around Adam's jaw began to grow long, Adam looked towards Jihan with a view that was so difficult to interpret.

Tampa said whatever Jihan went inside with the food she was carrying, Jihan turned on the light so the room was bright, because Adam just turned on the night light to light his night.

"It's been almost a week now, do you want this to continue to grieve and lock yourself in here continue." said Jihan looking at Adam who was met with blank stares from Adam.

Jihan took her breath in annoyance, she was so annoyed with her husband who was like an undead, a blank look with a pale face that had absolutely no energy, no energy, it was as if the soul in the body was not Adam's soul.

"I'm tired of seeing you like this, anyway I don't want to know, tomorrow you have to work again, let the past be a lesson for you and also for me, anyway, hopefully in the future we will be better. "

"You don't understand what I'm feeling" said Adam weakly.

"Don't understand how the hell mas, you don't understand what I feel, if this is about Aisyah's departure, I also feel it mas.

and if your attitude is like this because of Zahra's words, I also feel pain. "

Adam just sat quietly on the bed, he was so lazy to see Jihan or argue with Jihan, for now Adam only needs calm do not want to be disturbed.

"Eat the mas, you can't keep going mas, you have to rise from the slump that occurs in your life, forget for a moment the problems we have faced."

Jihan stepped in front of Adam who was sitting on the bed, yes stood up and immediately pulled Adam into his arms, Jihan rubbed Adam's hair that began to extend and also Adam's back, Adam's back, give a moment of quietness to Adam.

"I'm sorry, I know it's hard, but please forget it. Don't fall like this I don't want you to be like this, I need you to strengthen me too" Jihan said.

Adam returned Jihan's embrace, she wrapped her hands around Jihan's waist, buried her face in Jihan's stomach while closing her eyes, inhaling the fragrance from her body.

"Mas also apologized." said Adam softly.

Jihan released her embrace on her husband, she held both cheeks of her husband with both hands while rubbing gently, the fine hairs on Adam's cheeks so felt in Jihan's hands.

Both of them smiled sweetly while looking friendly, Jihan kissed Adam's forehead for so long, yes hope this is the last time Adam slumped like this, and forgot all the problems that befell them both.

"Mas..tomorrow shave your beard, because it is very ugly and very disturbing." said Jihan teasing Adam while blinking one eye, making Adam smile to hear the words of his wife.

"Mas doesn't want to shave her, because this will make the mas even more handsome." Jihan laughed at the pain of her husband, and with anxiety Iya pulled out Adam's cheek.

"Ganteng from where the hell mas if this, almost like a parent only."

Jihan stepped up to the food she had brought, picked it up and brought it to Adam, and put it on the bed, looking at her husband with a smile that never faded in his face.

"Eat first mas. than you did not eat."

Adam looked at Jihan who wanted to bribe him, his heart warmed when he got good treatment from his wife, with a smile Adam opened his mouth to take a bribe from Jihan.

"Good boy, it turns out that this time the meal was all gone" said Jihan when she fed Adam one last spoonful of food.

Adam saw Jihan who was getting ready to clean up the place to eat that had just eaten, Adam immediately grilled Jihan's hand when Jihan wanted to step out of her room.

"Where are you going?" ask Adam.

"Jihan Exit mas.mas sleep well tomorrow will have to work" said Jihan smiling.

"Bus company tonight Ji."