My Surgically Whipped

Two mothers

Five months had passed by Zahra running a household with various husbands, although the heart often complained to divorce Adam but not also delivered.

Heavy taste..really heavy, not hindered by love, but hindered by the baby who is not okay, is not fine, moreover, the more days Aisyah was getting worse as if the chemotherapy performed by Aisyah was rejected outright by her body.

Offers to broadcast Islam through dawah invitations and lectures in various places or television shows that ask Zahra to fill the show, if Zahra can then Zahra will fulfill the invitation.

So that the name Zahra is widely known by people outside the region, the talent handed down by his family as if ingrained in Zahra, he was able to stand parallel with Abah, Umi and his brother.

Not infrequently his family was also often highlighted on camera, people know that his family is a harmonious family, his Islamic family is so strong with a husband who loves him so much, no one knew that his harmonious family had thorns that always pierced his heart.

Currently Zahra is in the hospital accompanying Aisyah who again had to lie in the ICU room with various tools attached to her body, Zahra's eyes swollen due to crying and drowsiness.

He took Aisyah's hand and kissed her several times, the little eyes were not open from yesterday after chemotherapy, ayesha hair that was once thick is now visible scalp because every day the hair falls out on its own.

"Wake up baby. Here mother is waiting for you, open your eyes son. Don't make mother wait like this, wake up don't worry mother, mother please Aisha hear the words of mother, mother, Aisyah is a submissive child so follow the words of the dear mother."

Zahra's body trembled with that word, no tears coming out, as if they had dried up crying for her daughter now, from yesterday Zahra had eaten nothing, it was as if his stomach felt nothing seeing Aisyah's condition like this.

In this ICU room with a quiet atmosphere, only one person was allowed to go inside alternately, Zahra brought her face closer to Aisyah's face, kissing the cheek that no longer contained it, yes kiss Aisyah's left and right cheeks with vibrating lips.

"This way the mother often woke Aisyah, but this way the mother has done repeatedly, why did not Aisyah wake up too, is Aisyah angry with the mother? so that Aisyah does not want to see the mother, whether the mother has a wrong to Aisyah, if the mother is wrong the mother apologizes dear. forgive the mother." said Zahra beside Aisyah's ear with a soft voice.

"Allahu mama sholli ala sayyidina muhammad wa ala ali sayyidina muhammad." not to forget also Zahra whispered the loincloth to the Prophet in Aisha's ear.

"Darling mother out for a while, quickly wake up. Because mother can not bear this longing, mother can not wait to see the smile on your thin lips, Aisyah is the mother's favorite daughter."

After saying those words, Zahra directly came out from Aisyah's room leaving Aisyah back alone in an unconscious state.

When he opened the door, Zahra's eyes caught the people standing looking at him with various settings, people who were always there when Zahra slumped like today, giving Zahra encouragement, maybe if there was no they Zahra would feel alone, lost his way seeming to know the way home.

Zahra smiled weakly looking at Umi and her brother, as well as the two parents-in-law, they were always loyal to accompany Zahra at times like this, words of encouragement from them that make Zahra can be strong.

"Please be patient" said Umi while rubbing Zahra's back. Those words did not make Zahra stop crying in the arms of the two women who were her boosters, she said,

"You are a strong woman dear, maybe these words you often hear, but believe me there will be happiness on the edge of suffering, you can definitely get through this, God willing Aisyah is fine, God loves his people patiently as you love them." said buk Ratna.

Whether the word reinforcement is what can be said if it is strengthening Zahra, all the words of wisdom from everyone Zahra has heard, there are even words that repeat themselves repeatedly.

If Zahra did not have faith and also had such a strong belief, perhaps Zahra was not the present zahra, it could be that Zahra became a mad woman because of the severity of the trials she faced.

"Until when will this end Umi. mama, this journey has been so heavy that it has consumed so much of Zahra's energy, Zahra does not know if Zahra will be strong in the face of this ordeal." said Zahra weakly in that warm embrace.

"Know, son, that Allah is always with those who believe, increase your faith.Strengthen your faith, for at this time there will be many temptations that may lead you astray."

"But Umi...."

Zahra raised her gaze to look at the two women who were so loved, with tears filled with a vision that was so beautiful to look at the two women.

"Don't complain son... Umi never taught you to complain and blame the situation, Umi has equipped you with religious knowledge and you know it, do not be a fool in the face of problems son, you know, Umi knows this is heavy.Kind your shoulders to hitchhike all this, hold on to the Qur'an and al-sunnah, and you will get the answer to all this." said Umi holding Zahra's shoulder.

"Look dear.Tears may flow, hearts may be sick, souls may be weak, but not by faith, you are one of the many women God tests his faith in, God willing, you can love.this is just a test in the world." said buk Ratna.

Zahra's eyes were turned toward her father-in-law who was wiping her tears, she saw the two women who were giving her spirit, indeed God tested Zahra's faith, and she was sure, but God was so good in giving two of the best women who were on Zahra's side as they are today.

"O Allah forgive your ungrateful servant, forgive your servant who knows but forgets how to put himself, you are so good that you have given the servant of the family who loves him so much." zahra said in his heart.

"Thank you mama... Umi, thank you for your love for Zahra, truly Zahra is a lucky woman who has two mothers who are as good as you are" Zahra said with a sincere smile.

"Assalamualaikum." Zahra immediately turned her back to look at a greeting woman and also a man beside her.