My Surgically Whipped

The broken promise

I took off my arms at the mas

Adam, I'm sure Adam just wanted to prank me, without me noticing my tears were dripping down my cheeks.

"It's not true, you're lying right, say mas.. let's say that you're just joking with me, aren't you, mas,?" I asked with a wiggle on Adam's arm.

I looked at Adam with tears that had broken, but Adam did not answer my question, he immediately clutched my body in his arms, the words of Adam made my heart break, I'm sure Adam was just pretending.

"Please answer me, you must be lying, right, you can't possibly want to marry again right?" Ask me with a voice that starts to rise.

"What I'm saying is true zahra, I want to remarry, please you allow me to remarry." Adam answered seriously

"Deggg." Oh God is sick of this truth

"But why mas?, what is my fault?, what is my lack?, so that you want to marry again, have I ever done something that has hurt your heart so much that you are angry with me, I said, you always say that you love me so much, what now the feeling of love is no longer in your heart mas, why do you break this heart mas," I said with a voice that shook to hold Isak crying.

I hold this heart that beats fast, not because it is in love, but because it is so painful to hold back the disappointment, the wounds and broken at the same time that I got from my beloved husband, the person I trusted the most.

An indescribable pain, a wound that did not bleed but left half my body shattered. I must not be crybaby, I must be strong to face all this, the heaven I built must not be destroyed just by the presence of others, you must be able to destroy the heaven we have built.

"I love you so much Zahra as I used to, you are not wrong, you are nothing less, you are a perfect wife and also a sholehah, but this heart, this, having loved another woman, I beg you to let me remarry, ", said Adam, pleading with me.

" Why then do you have the heart for me and our daughter's ice, you've just been so romantic asking us to eat at a fancy restaurant, and you're buying me this expensive locket, you know, what's mas for? is this to persuade me that I'll allow you to remarry, is that it?" I asked Adam in a high voice, only this time I raised my voice in front of my husband, and only this time Adam really broke my heart.

It never occurred before in my heart that this would happen, I forcefully pulled the necklace that had just been put on Adam's mas on me until it was cut off,

"This is why you took back the necklace you gave me, I think our household is fine, with confidence I always boast of you to others, I always said that my husband was a very good man and would never betray me." I threw the broken necklace on the floor, adam was very surprised to see me throw the necklace, immediately Adam knelt down and hugged my leg.

"I'm sorry if I've hurt your heart, but I'm just a regular human zahra, I can't control my heart to fall in love with another woman, I beg Zahra to allow me to remarry, I promise I will be fair to you?"

said mas Adam

I have never seen Adam humbling himself to my knees under my feet, so much love for my husband to that woman?, is there no meaning for me and Iisha?, no more?, so she easily destroyed my trust.

"I have always believed in you, but what in return, do you want me to allow you to remarry that way?, do you not remember your promise, you promised to always be with me and never leave me, right?, you reneged on all those promises mas, you're so evil," I said excitedly

"I'll be fair to Zahra, if I remarry I'll be fair to you, I promise you," said Adam.

"How could I have believed your promise, the promises you have made you renege so easily,"

I said let go of Adam's arms at my feet.

"Take off the mas, let me go." I tried to let go of Adam's embrace but he very strongly hugged my leg, shaking his head.

"No zahra I won't let you go unless you allow me to remarry please,"

I don't know what the woman did, so it made my husband so eager to marry her.

"Have you guys been having a husband and wife relationship, so you insisted on marriage?"I asked Adam with tears that I could not bear.

"We never did anything that crossed the line as a husband and wife, she was a good woman just like her,"

said Adam.

"There is no good woman who corrupts another woman's household, the woman you say is good has taken my husband, the father of my son. Is that what is called a good woman?, if you want to get married again, get married. I let you marry again." I told Adam.

Adam was steady towards me with a smile of happiness on his face, so happy my husband got permission from me to remarry.

"You may marry again, do what you want, but you must divorce me first and then you may remarry." I told Adam.

I pushed his body a little strongly, and Adam let go of his embrace at my feet with a face that was shocked and tense after hearing my words.

Immediately I ran to her room Aisyah, I locked the door of Aisyah's room from the inside, I approached my little daughter who was sleeping soundly, I said, I lay my body beside her and I stroked her hair lovingly.

"However, your father Ayesha, your father wants to give you a new mother, your father wants to build another heaven, your father breaks our hearts" I said with tears in my eyes, I want to scream loudly.