My Surgically Whipped

He's way above me

"Which Ustadzah Zahra is ma'am?" ask Jihan curiously.

"Bak Jihan doesn't know ustadz Zahra?" ask a mother.

"Not buk. understood I lack updates on social media, so information like viral-like that I do not know mothers."

"That's a lot of mbak.. ustadzah Zahra son of Abah Abdullah and Umi Aminah, usually Zahra's ustadzah never talks even we just know the Zahra ustazah."

"So Abah Abdullah and Umi Aminah had children other than ustadz Faisal huh buk?" tanya Jihan is increasingly curious, because he knows Abah Abdullah family members are descendants of preachers all.

"Yes mbak Jihan. it turns out Abah and Umi have a daughter name ustadzah Zahra, the person is very beautiful and smart, the lecture is also good to hear." praise the mothers.

"I became curious to hear the lecture of Zahra's ustadzah daughter Umi Aminah, because I like the family life of Abah" said Jihan.

After a little chat with the mothers, Jihan immediately went home, she immediately searched the phone in the room to see the viral news on social media.

"there's no yes, it's a narcissistic feeling here" said Jihan while pacing around looking for her cellphone.

Jihan came out of her room, looking for her phone outside her room, while pacing Jihan did not get her phone.

"What's neng from back and forth?" ask aunt Salma.

"It's bik... Jihan looking for a cell phone, auntie see no cell phone Jihan?"

"Oh look for a cell phone.that aunt saw on the table near the vase."

"Oh my god, it turns out that Jihan put it here, already from earlier on Jihan Carinya why can forget yes, this must be because Jihan is old huh bik."

Salma's aunt laughed at Jihan's temptation to say she was old.

"There-there's a neng. forgot it's human too."

"Bibik knew it did not turn out Abah Abdullah and Umi Aminah had a daughter who was the same age as Jihan bik, his name was ustazah Zahra, now ustadzah Zahra is already famous bik."

"Oh yeah.. bibik doesn't know neng, neng knows where?" ask bik Salma.

"Jihan knew from the mothers of the bik complex, they were talking about Zahra's ustadzah, that's why Jihan was looking for a cell phone to see her daughters Abah Abdullah and Umi Aminah, respectively, Jihan is very fond of her family life." said Jihan with enthusiasm.

"Yes neng... bibik also like the family life of Abah Abdullah, their family is very good and full of tauladan, but the name of Abah Abdullah's daughter is Zahra?" ask aunt Salma with a frown, because she remembered that the first wife of her adopted son's husband was also named Zahra.

"Yes bik his name ustazah Zahra, he said his people are beautiful and his lectures are also very nice to hear, his people are sinter again, but somehow only now Zahra's ustadzah follow preach like his brother and parents."

jihan's story with passion.

"The name is not foreign all neng.. like the name of the wife of Adam mas." said bik Salma.

"It is impossible bik, many people are also named Zahra, if yes his daughter Abah Abdullah ustazah Zahra his wife mas Adam, surely Adam has told this to Jihan, but Adam said nothing." Jihan said.

"Yes already neng.. let's see the video that said viral, aunty is also very curious."

Jihan stepped onto the sofa followed by Salma's bik behind her, Jihan immediately opened her phone, fiddled for a bit and searched for the video she wanted.

Not long after the video that he was looking for was played, Jihan and Bik Salma fell silent in silence, only the sound of Jihan's phone was heard.

Both of them were equally surprised, it turned out to be true as bik Salma, the person they meant was the same person, the wife of Adam was the daughter of Abah Abdullah, the woman whom Jihan had hurt her heart.

Jihan looked towards the Salma bik who was also looking towards her, their gaze completely shocked, Jihan tried to normalize her expression in shock.

"Neng was right his daughter Abah Abdullah was the first wife of Adam's mas neng."

Jihan was silent in silence, she could not say a word, she immediately turned off her phone, whatever was in Jihan's mind, she was still silent in silence.

"Neng is fine, having learned that Abah Abdullah's daughter was Adam's first wife."

Suddenly Jihan's head felt dizzy. "bik.., Jihan went to the room first." said Jihan as she moved her legs to her room, leaving Salma's bik alone with questions.

Jihan's feelings were uncertain, she was embarrassed that Zahra was from a family that was always proud of the community, not like her family, Jihan is just a piece of kara if she doesn't have a Salma bik in her life.

Jihan instantly closed the door of her room and lay her body on the mattress closing her eyes while taking a deep breath and exhaling her slowly, only silence accompanied her.

"God why it feels like I made a very fatal mistake, I just want to be happy if happiness is not worth it.

now the truth really surprised me, it turns out that my husband's first wife came from a family I always admired.

if it's like this whether I can stand balanced with him, he's so far above me, I don't want to snatch but I just want to feel the same way as what Zahra feels." jihan lirih.

Jihan woke up from her sleep, the reality received at this time really made her embarrassed so that her head felt dizzy, she squinted her head slowly, and Jihan's gaze was turned to the cellphone in her hand.

"I know the love of Adam is greater for Zahra, and I do not want to take the position of first love for Adam, O God, ease the way in my love which is many obstacles."

Slowly Jihan opened up again the video of Zahra's lecture to watch it, every word for word that came out of Zahra's mouth was heard both by Jihan until it turned around.

again the tired breath is heard from the breath of jihan. " His preaching is really good, Zahra really comes from a family of preachers" said Jihan lirih

" But why does it feel like Zahra's talk is insinuating to me, it's spicy and heart-piercing, whether she can't find another subject, one that's not related to polygamy."

Jihan felt a little furious with the theme delivered by Zahra, yes really felt insinuated with every sharp and piercing Zahra word.