My Secret Love's

Nala Avoid

“What's all?” ask Gentala.

Zahra looked at Gentala, “Hanya-”

“Do you want a romantic love disclosure?” ask Gentala again.

Zahra fell silent and then she nodded, “Not every woman needs certainty. And every man is obliged to give it. Never hang the feeling of someone worthy of his clothesline. So if Gen doesn't have any feelings for me. Don't treat me like someone special to you. The heart of the woman was very weak with a gentle treatment. They can interpret it as a concern and a sense of the other. So don't do it again if you don't have any feelings for me. Act like when we have not known before.” Zahra.

Gentala who heard the long words from Zahra smiled. He did not expect that the girl who had a distance of 3 years younger than him had such a principle related to the feelings he had. The girl seemed to have feelings for him. But that didn't make her beg for love. He still protects his self-esteem. It is indeed the definition of a girl who is attractive and makes her interested in approaching. Believe me, that was the girl he had been looking for all this time. The girl who is not weak will feel her.

“I like the principle you hold. You are not weak because of your feelings. I don't want to say anything to make sure I feel for you. But one thing is for sure all the attention or what I gave you in these few days. Nothing is fake. My heart wants to do it. We have also known him for a few days. So to ascertain a feeling or express a feeling will definitely get a question later. For that I will not reflect on my feelings before I really confirm them. I also don't like to hang someone's feelings. But can't we live this way still like this?” ask Gentala.

Zahra fell silent and then she smiled and nodded, “All right first. Do not involve any feelings in our relationship. Don't let anyone baper. We can say only make friends.” Zahra said with a sweet smile adorning her beautiful face.

Gentala although a little objected to the word friendship but he could only obey without saying trite reject it because it had to happen. He'll obey but he'll make sure that the girl next to him will be his. For that, to be with a special girl like Zahra, he must also try his best so that he does not get embarrassed because it is not worth it with Zahra.

Not that special girls must be obtained in a special way and must also be treated special. For that, he has to work on everything. He will do the best for all of them. He would not let Zahra belong to anyone else. The girl he had already marked as his. Never would he allow anyone else to get close to anything else until it touched the girl's feelings.

***

While on the side of Andita and Gilang also happened something similar to the thing that happened to Zahra and Gentala but for that they started it with silence. The two are awkward with each other.

“Dita!” call Gilang softly after a long time in the car it's a state of silence.

Andita turned her head and looked at Gilang, “Ya!” answer it briefly.

Well, he did feel that Andita had changed. Andita who he knows is Andita who often interrupts his talk and Andita who is a little splashy even though not as good as Betty. But Dita is also not as cold and mysterious as Husna. She is a fun and humorous girl when she talks. Until these few days since she was sick close to Andita who was not as chatty as she knew her made her feel the loss of Andita that she knew. Andita turned into a silent figure. He hides his own feelings. For some reason now he feels Andita and Husna to be two people who are opposite. The humorous Andita now becomes just like the Husna she used to know. Husna is now the Andita he knew. It was as if they were exchanging souls.

Andita who heard Gilang's words smiled, “I have not changed. I'm still the Andita you know. It's just in a better version. You won't find Andita who will interrupt you again. I'm trying the best version of myself. I realized I had to grow up. Can no longer act childishly. So this is the thing I went through to be able to transform into a mature figure.” Reply Andita.

“But I like you the way you used to.” Silang said softly until Andita could barely hear him.

“Why do such a thing? Not if we can transform into a mature figure without having to change things before, especially with attitude.” Saying Silence again.

Andita who heard that also smiled, “Maybe what the chairman of the level said is true. But each process of self-maturity of each person is different. Have a different path. Not everyone is the same. This is the path and the process of self-maturity that I choose then it will definitely do.” Andita.

Gilang who heard it was silent, “Alright. If it is your choice I can do anything else to reject the choice you have chosen. Hope you succeed with the method you have chosen. I won't burden you anymore.” Silang.

“But can we be friends?” connect Gilang.

Andita who heard that also chuckled, “That kind of question? Of course we can be friends. We have not been friends all this time.” Andita.

Gilang smiled and nodded, “You are right we are friends. I don't know why I can ask questions that are not quality.” said Gilang.

“Hum, no problem. Everyone will sometimes make different questions with the desire of his heart.” Reply Andita.

“It's not just Dita's friend's offer. Don't you understand the implied intent of the offer? Why are you being such an insensitive figure about it. But being friends is no problem either. However I do not want to lose again for the second time his.” Inner Gilang glanced at Andita.

“I don't understand the intent of the offer. It's just that I try not to understand him. I don't want to hope for more even though my heart wants to. I don't want to feel pain.” Inner Andita.