My Secret Love's
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My name is Bella Ayu Ning Tyas is still in 1st grade school SMK at 16 years old has an ideal height.body goals may be said today's child....
Long before today, I wrote about this pent-up love for years . Through writing I can express what I feel right now. That pent-up feeling is, of course, very silly for young people today, but it's a safe way for me to love him.
To be honest, it was actually very painful to harbor that feeling, let alone that person did not know the slightest bit of this feeling.
Until in the end, I had a little effort, so that I could get to know him more intimately, I tried asking for his number from my classmate, that's where I first started a conversation with him (Luis Vernando ) a man" who I once admired was pure white, tall, 17 years old and handsome of course.
Days go by, months change, everything is normal. Until one day, I saw her together with a beautiful woman even more beautiful than me . I'm just an ordinary girl, but that's where I really hurt to see Luis with other people. As her hand clasped tightly onto the girl, as if my heart had stopped beating, it hurt a lot, as if my mouth was locked, I wanted to run so I could avoid Luis and the woman he was with who was so happy laughing. But my feet could not step, as if there was a burden on my feet.
Only tears can reveal how I feel. Is this what you call jealousy? Then what should I do? Do I have the right to be angry with Luis? I'm a nobody to him? how stupid I am, my hands rub these tears .” I know, it was my biggest mistake, loving someone in a very silly way and hurting my own heart" she said
Although I have said, “I am tired, very tired.” but what should I do? I wanted to leave, but this feeling kept haunting me, when and wherever I was. I was really tired, as if I couldn't open my heart to anyone else.
Am I crazy for her? But the truth is, I can't fall in love with anyone else, it's really funny to teenagers my age. But it is true that to this day I cannot know a new love, and of course I will wait until you finally come to hold my hand.
After I saw her together with another woman, I decided not to communicate with her anymore. My heart hurts so much to see her happy not with me.
I daydreamed by the window in my room, asking "Why am I still thinking about her, why am I still waiting for her "murm in my heart.
It was late at night, without me realizing it was midnight . and I got out of my daydreaming place earlier and went to the bathroom then washed my face and brushed my teeth .then I decided to go to bed because I have to go to school tomorrow.
