My Secret Love's

My Secret Love's
Is it Today?



In a hospital in the student city of Yogyakarta Saina struggles between life and death to give birth to a baby. If people generally give birth in the company of the husband, different from Saina. He himself was alone in feeling the pain in a room measuring four times three. Her cries and screams echoed throughout the room. Sweat drenched his face. Both of her hands clutched tightly onto the white bedsheet on which she lay.


"Come, ma'am keep going! A little more, ma'am come on!" Obstetrician's order to help Saina's delivery.


"There's still less doctors, but Saina's mom is running out of steam." Say one of the nurses who helped her labor.


"We'll wait a minute, if surgery is necessary, then we'll do it for the safety of the mother and baby." Said the doctor.


"Good doctor." Answer the two nurses who helped the doctor who helped deliver Saina.


"Thomas, do you really not care about me? Look, I will soon give birth to our baby. Are you not kasian to me, when he was born later he will grow up I have to answer what if he asks about his father?" inner Saina.


That willing word wasn't really Saina's feeling. He still wished Thomas cared for him from the bottom of his heart. Every day he looked at his cell phone hoping for a message from Thomas. And every night he looked towards the door hoping Thomas would come to him. But his imagination is just an illusion. Thomas never showed himself again. As if I don't know him anymore.


"Come, ma'am, a little more!" The doctor's orders.


" Oak...Oek.." the sound of the baby's cries echoed in the room. With a single push Saina managed to give birth to a cute baby boy.


"Good mother, boy." Said one of the nurses.


Saina could not help but hold back her cries. It felt like there was no word he could say, even he could only smile while shedding tears. This time it was not tears of sadness, but tears of happiness because she became a mother.


"Sir, don't you want to go inside?" ask Siti.


Yes, Thomas is in the hospital. He heard Saina's screams in the room. Even her tears trickled when she heard the cry of the baby. His heart trembled, just like it used to, when Miska was born in the world. The difference used to be he directly carried Miska. But, this he did not carry his child.


"No need to be, I don't think I deserve to be in that room. I heard her cry was very relieved and happy. Let me look at it and keep it from afar." Answer Thomas.


"But it would be happier if you could go inside. Can carry the baby." Persuak Siti's.


"No need, I'll see it later. I'm picking up my son and Saina yeah, bi!"


"Master don't talk like that. Not now, sir is alone. There is nothing wrong with being in a relationship with Miss Saina. Together to be a whole family."


"My mom doesn't approve of that. From the beginning he did not like Saina. And when I found out Saina was ruining my household and Mauren on purpose. Mama's not like Saina much. He does not hate his grandchildren. But, mama is hard to accept Saina."