My Secret Love's

Meeting Father-in-law Part 2

“Gen, have you read the messages in our group?” ask Gilang when they also just came out of the registration room for a proposal. Well the two men had just met the proposal exam submission requirements.

Gentala was confused by raising her eyebrows, “Emang what's in our group?” ask Gentala.

“Pak Azzam and Husna invite us to lunch together. The girls who have booked his place.” said Gilang.

“What does Zahra also come with?” gentala asked when he heard the girls called by Gilang.

“Why did you ask me about that? Why not directly contact the little girl and ask her if she is coming or not.” Gilang.

“Ck .. I did not dare to contact her.” said Gentala lirih.

Gilang also turned to look at his friend and cousin, “Why? Do you have a problem with her?” ask Gilang.

Gentala shook her head and shrugged her shoulders, “Entah lah. I'm confused too. It's just that after lunch that time at the wedding of Mr. Azzam and Husna he acted as if away from me.” Reply Gentala.

“Then did you ask her why she did it?” ask Gilang.

“I dare not meet her.” replied Gentala.

Gilang who heard that immediately patted his cousin's shoulder, “Temung him and ask him directly why he avoided you. Remember ... don't do the same thing I did. Don't repeat my mistake. If you like it, say it. If not, then let go of him for someone who might love him. Don't be selfish by holding her without certainty.” Say Silang sage.

“Why suddenly you suddenly wise Lang. You are like everyone else.” said Gentala with a smile.

“I just don't want what happens to me to happen to you. Learn from my experience.” Silang.

Gentala nodded, “You calm down. I wouldn't do that either. You know it's not me it's still smarter than you if in this case.” Gentala timpal.

“Sial!” aspirat Gilang not accepted.

Gentala laughed at the reaction given by his cousin, “No need to think about me. You better think about yourself too. Don't you want to fail a second time? I see that your relationship with Andita has not progressed. Do not let only you repeat the same mistake.” said Gentala.

Gilang who heard his cousin's words also took a deep breath and only then he realized that he was the same as his cousin was in a quiet-safe phase, “I was confused to do what Gen. I was afraid to take it as an outlet for my pain because of Husna's marriage stay. I don't want people to think of it that way. I'm confused what to do?” silang.

“Not to be confused so. You just make sure all the feelings in your heart. If your heart is convinced that you do not have the feeling of love, like or admiration again to Husna then pursue your love. Don't let go and do it quickly.” Gentala patted his cousin's shoulder.

“I tried to hurt her myself. But I doubt myself. I still admire Husna, Gen.” Gilang said.

“Wah, you're bad. She already has Lang's husband. Be aware lah.” Gentala.

“Ck, I know too. I was also willing to let go of her for her happiness. But do you think it would be that easy to forget the first love.” Silang.

“I don't know that and I don't want to know especially if I have to feel it. I don't want to fail at loving someone. I don't want to feel what you feel.” Gentala replied flatly without pity to her cousin who was expressing her sadness.

For Gentala, Gilang must be able to move on immediately if he really wants to be happy. Cannot dissolve in sadness for too long. After all, someone who can not be reached by us must indeed be released. Not to forget his shared memories but all that is done so that we stay mentally healthy and stay awake.

“Ck, did you never love Kania until you could say that Gen?” ask Gilang loudly.

“Kania? He is not my ex-boyfriend. Remember I did it on your orders. To spy on the plan Kirana was going to do to Husna. So I never had any love for her. Maybe I like it a little bit but that's all. No more.” Reply Gentala.

“Then how now?” ask Gilang.

“What is it now?” ask Gentala back.

“Stupid basis. Of course your feelings for Zahra. Is it just a casual liking like to Kania or not? Just don't understand.” Silang.

“I don't not understand it's just that the topic you're talking about is a little off the mark until I get confused myself.” Gentala.

“Apologies for that. No need to talk about it anymore. Now answer my question.” Silang.

“Zahra? My feelings for Zahra? She's sweet, cute little and spoiled. I used to have a dream to have a boyfriend or maybe a mature and not spoiled wife-to-be, who could go anywhere independent without my help. But as soon as I met her. Knowing her. My ideal wife-to-be changed 180 degrees. I became like her and set and certify that my wife type should be like her.” said Gentala laughed laughs at herself because suddenly her words sound strange in her ears.

“Set and certify? You're odd. It's like a law. You're stranger than me. I'm sure the extent of our heartbreak will be very different. Could have been you'd worse later.” Silang.

“Ck, don't swear me. I won't be heartbroken. I made sure of that. And if it happens, hopefully, what you've said isn't done. Seeing you heartbroken I've shuddered in horror especially if I imagine I'm in such a position. Ih amit-amit.” Gentala.

Gilang also laughed loudly at his cousin who was like a girl when saying the word amit-amit.

“Don't pray for me that bad Lang. I don't like her. I should be able to successfully get what I want.” Gentala.

“Aamiin. May God hear your prayers and mine too.” Silang.

“Are you also begging for something?” gentala asked with a grin on her lips.

“I'm also a human who of course has a wish, Gen. There is no need to laugh at me because we are in the same phase. Not much different.” Silang.

“No, we are different.” Sahut Gentala quickly rejected the remarks of his cousin who said they were in the same phase.

“Ck .. It's up to you to admit it or not. But in reality, that's what's happening. You're in the same chase phase as me.” Silang.

“But you're still better than me. You don't have a mass that you're trying to forget. While I am .. see I am still struggling to erase that feeling in my heart. I don't want to take my mass into the future that I want to knit well so that it won't be easy later.” Silang.

“Like him we do have to fight together for it. Hopefully we can do it.” said Gentala.

“You can definitely.” Husna suddenly said that he was behind the two young men. Until making Gilang and Gentala look at each other and as if asking each other if Husna heard everything they said or not.

“Eehh Na's. How long have you been there?” gentala asked trying to be calm.

Husna also approached the two friends with a smile, “Since. I heard a little bit of what you were talking about. I also understand a little who you are talking about. But rest easy I won't be a leaky bucket.” Husna looked at Gilang and then smiled.

“Na, i-it was not necessary-”

Husna shook her head, “I know. I won't think about her. Calm down. After all forgetting is something that is difficult not all wink or turn the palm of the hand. It all takes process. And I'm just proud of what you said earlier that didn't want to bring the mass into the future. It was a wise decision and I supported her.” cut Husna.

“Still I'm sorry Na.” said Gilang felt guilty to the girl who for almost four years filled his heart.

“No need to apologize. There is nothing wrong with falling in love because we cannot choose who we fall in love with. It appeared suddenly and would be difficult to forcibly disappear. But one thing I want to say, Don't let the love you have will blind you to the point that it will turn you into someone else or maybe into a bad person.” Husna.

Gilang and Gentala were just silent to hear Husna's words, “Honey!” call Azzam.

Husna looked at her husband, “Mas!” reply Husna.

Azzam immediately approached his wife and smilingly looked at his wife's two male friends, “Lang,

Gen, did you guys just get guidance?” ask Azzam.

“Iya sir. We have just completed the registration of our proposal.” replied Gentala representing.

Azzam nodded, “Wah .. nice dong. Hopefully we can have a test together. I will also be signing up for the results exam soon.” Husna.

“Wah, congratulations to you Na.” Gentala said.

“Thank you. I'm sure you can also immediately finish your college well and later you will become successful and great entrepreneurs.” Husna.

“Aamiin.” His second reply.

“Hopefully your schedule will be out soon and all launched. If you need help just come to me, I am ready to help you.” said Azzam.

“Thank you sir. We will remember his.” this time Gilang who spoke.

Azzam nodded, “Alright if that is the case. We say yes first. Ohiya you are also invited to eat right by Betty and Andita?” ask Azzam.

“Invited sir. This we will soon slide to his place because we also want to help a little there.” Answer Gilang.

“Hum, fine if that is the case. Please tell the girls that we will be a little late. We still want to go somewhere first. You also do not have to wait for us if you are already hungry. Take it easy, everything will still be our responsibility. Please say that to them.” Husna said.

“Good. You guys be careful.” Say Gentala and Gilang together.

Azzam and Husna nodded then they immediately stepped closer to the car, “Abang, sister-in-law!” suddenly there was a voice they were familiar with. Who else would try if not Zahra.

“What's up?” husna asked as soon as her sister-in-law was near her.

“Nothing. It's just that I want to come with you guys too.” Zahra.

Husna who heard that also immediately looked at the husband, “Terasih to you just baby.” said Azzam handed the decision to Husna.

Husna who heard that smiled, “Alright. You can come with.” Husna.

“Yeay! Sister-in-law is the best.” Said Zahra glad to give a brief kiss on the cheek of her sister-in-law.

“Don't kiss brother's wife dek.” protest Azzam.

“Ck, brother's wife is my sister-in-law. So I also deserve.” Zahra said she did not want to lose and she immediately got into the car ignoring Azzam.

Husna also chuckled to see the face of her husband, “Then. It's nothing, mas. I am only yours.” said Husna stroking her husband's arm.

“Abang don't be like a kid. Sniping. Let's go.” Zahra said from the car.

“Ck, yes-yes. Basic bauble.” Reply Azzam annoyed.

Husna smiled and then he immediately got into the car as soon as Azzam opened the car door for her. Azzam got into the car as soon as he made sure his wife was in safely. Zahra, who saw her brother treat her brother-in-law, smiled and hoped she could feel it later with the man she loved and loved.

Suddenly Zahra turned to Gentala and Gilang who turned out to notice them since earlier, “I'm sorry that I seemed to avoid. But like her this is the best path for all of her. I don't want to commit sins that will make me not focus on achieving what I want. I want to be like a successful sister-in-law even without her family status and identity all along. Become a famous and talented writer whose work is always in later.” Inner Zahra.

“Gen, why don't you say hello?” asked Gilang to his cousin as soon as he saw Azzam's car passed leaving the parking lot.

“For what do I do it?”