My Secret Love's

Feel Guilty

Once again Dean kissed Ara gently, even as Ara's hand was about to push her, Dean managed to fend her off and instead deeper kissed Ara. The real Ara also has feelings for Dean finally enjoying Dean's kiss.

Dean pulled his lips and Ara tried to take her breath slowly. "Ara, I'm sorry about you. I'm totally out of control." One of Dean's hands shut Ara's body.

"Why am I doing stupidity a second time? Why am I enjoying a kiss from you? I know it's not for me." Ara immediately shed her tears.

"Don't cry, Ara." Dean gently rubbed Ara's tears that fell slowly on her cheeks.

"I'm just gonna go. Let's just say this never happened."

"Wait, Ara!" Ara's hand was held by Dean.

"What else?"

"The kiss is for you, Ara. I love you."

"You don't joke with me, it's not funny, Dean.

"I'm not lying to you, Ara. I honestly say this. You knew? Actually I borrowed a book that I wanted to use to express my feelings for you, Ara. I lied about another girl I liked."

"You must be lying. You must have been rejected by the girl you liked, so you tried to get close to me, let alone know I liked the letter."

Once again Dean's hand hung on the sidelines of Ara's rambuat. "Trust me, Ara. The girl I like is just you. Even from us it's a kid. I just liked you, it's just that I was afraid to say it back then and there's a strong reason why I was afraid to approach you."

"strong reason? Why are you afraid to approach me?"

"It's all still got to do with our family's past, Ara."

"What do you mean?" Ara looked very confused.

"I want to explain to you, but I'm still looking for the right time."

"Tell me, Dean."

Just as Dean was about to say something, suddenly Ara's phone rang and Ara saw on her phone screen the name was Mas David. Ara immediately came out of the room by checking the surroundings for fear that Mas David was there. When in a sense of loneliness and safety, Ara walked towards the front and was followed by Dean.

"Ara, why are you so long?"

"Mas David, I'm sorry, I was back here, but I went in the room wrong because I heard a noise in that place, so I was curious."

"Yes, I met Ara in my old office and that room has not been used for a long time."

"Yes, then Dean took me out and showed me the way."

Tania noticed Ara and Dean's face, and she felt that if there was something they were hiding, Dean had feelings for Ara.

"You're a very curious person, Ara. To the point of hearing the empty room you come. Spooky, tau!" marta exclamation.

"But you're okay, aren't you, Ara?"

"I'm fine David."

David's hand held Ara's. "Other times I won't leave you alone because now you are my responsibility."

"Well! You guys are so sweet."

"Yes, now we just go back to the show."

David didn't know that Ara and Dean were throwing their eyes at each other.

"Where is it, Uni? Why isn't he here?" Via spread his gaze.

"She must be in her bedroom, Via. He must be sleeping."

"You're so good, Uni."

"Why son?"

"You can be close to Aro and know all the activities of Aro, even you can go in and out of Aro's room."

"I'm a maid here. Not only Aro's room, Ara's room as well."

"Have you never fallen in love with Aro? Aro's a cold, but charming guy, any girl who knows him or even just looks must be in love with Aro."

Uni speechless. "I don't dare love her, Via. I've said it a few times with you. It's already! Via, don't discuss this."

"Yes, but you're going to move to the hostel as soon as possible, right?"

"Yes, I'll move in soon." Actually this Union felt as if Via wanted once the Union immediately out of Aro's house.

"Then, I'll help you pack later."

"Yes, Via."

Via finally permits to go home and the Union back to do its job.

The day passed quickly, Ara who was curious to find out about what Dean wanted to say at that time was trying to find a way so that he could talk to Dean alone, but there is still no chance because Mas David always keeps Ara busy with taking Ara to college, even often take Ara for a walk.

"Miss, you can go to my room for a minute."

"What's up, Ara?"

Uni enters Ara's room and Ara tells her about everything that happened during Mas David's birthday party, even until the kiss between her and Mas David.

"I'm really confused Uni, I feel so guilty about this."

"I don't think you can do that, Ara. What you did to Mas David was wrong and evil in my opinion. Mas David has been very good with you, especially now that he is your lover, but you betrayed him with others."

"Uni, don't even corner me like that. Aki doesn't want to do evil with Mas David." Ara looked sad.

"What if it's not evil. You should not accept the time Mas David declares his love for you, let alone Mas David looks serious with you, not just messing around."

"Yes, too! How now? I'm confused, let alone in a moment the two old man David will come."

"You have to be honest with David. You said everything the same to him about how you feel about Dean."

"But Dean said yesterday that he actually loved me from childhood, but he didn't dare to admit it because there was something about my family's past and him."

"Huh? What's the matter?"

Ara shook her shoulders slowly. "I don't know myself, Uni. I want to know what's going on with my family and Dean so he's afraid to express his love."

"Hem .. just be curious, you should know Ara. If Dean isn't nice to you, forget him because there are still very nice people who love you." Ara nodded slowly.

That night after dinner, Ara immediately let her into her room, she wanted to contact Dean and Ara wanted to make an appointment with Dean.

"Ara, sorry, am I bothering you?" Dean contacted Ara first.