My Secret Love's

Not a Hero

In the morning, everyone is enjoying their breakfast.

“Are you guys moving today son?” asked Abi Syarif again when last night Husna and Azzam had said it and asked permission for this. It has been allowed but now Abi Syarif is back to ask.

“Iya abi's. We'll move in today at nine. Kan had asked permission last night and abi had allowed it.” Husna's speech is gentle.

Abi Syarif also laughed at the words of his daughter because there was a tone of protest despite being said gently, “Ahh sorry son. Abi forgot that you guys asked permission last night.” Abi Syarif said with a smile but it sounded sad.

Husna also danced his long breath and then grasped the hand of his abi, “Does abi want me to stay here longer?” ask Husna.

Abi Syarif looked at his daughter then looked at his daughter-in-law, “If indeed abi wants us to delay our move then just say abi. We'll do his.” Azzam.

Abi Syarif shook his head, “It's not like that son. It's just that Abi didn't expect that time was going so fast. The night changed so quickly with the morning. The daughter who used to be his abi and umi looking forward to his birth is now married and will move from this residence. We don't want you guys moving in just that we're not ready for that. But abi wouldn't be selfish. This is your decision so abi will not forbid your move son. Azzam, abi only have one message for you please take good care of this abi princess. He was very small but he was forced to mature because of our old age and bore many responsibilities that should not be borne by a woman. But how else we only have him. So only he is our one-on-one hope.” Abi Syarif looked at the princess who had tears in her eyes.

“Abi, don't say that. I'm still one town with you guys. The distance of this house with Azzam mas house is also close. I will occasionally visit you.” said Husna stood up from his seat and hugged his abi.

“Abi knows it son. You are not close to us but we know you love us very much.” reply abi Syarif.

Well, indeed Husna was not so close to his parents because since childhood it was educated to be a child who is responsible for himself and others. She was born as the only daughter of a rich family but that does not mean she is like in the story of a princess who was very spoiled since childhood because of her one-on-one.

Abi Syarif and Umi Balqis did love their daughter but they instilled an attitude of responsibility since childhood to the princess. They knew if they spoiled their daughter with wealth it would make her a spoiled princess and would not be held responsible. She was a single daughter but in such a protege as the first son who had great responsibilities in his family. But that does not mean that both parents do not love him. They are very fond of her but it is placed on something and has been in her portion.

Husna's life is very orderly and disciplined since childhood carried over until he was an adult and it is what makes him not so close to his parents especially since the incident. Husna and her parents only showed their affection behind the caring attitude. They have their own way of loving each other and that can only be seen by certain people.

The atmosphere of breakfast this morning is very emotionally draining where abi Syarif and Umi Balqis expressed affection and pride for their daughter.

“If you don't want to move and still want to be here. Then just do it, baby. Don'tbeafraid. I won't get in the way of your wishes.” Azzam said as they were in the room together.

Husna who heard the words of her husband was staring at Azzam then immediately approached her husband and hugged him, “I've decided to move and come with you mas. I won't retract my words anymore. It's just that I didn't expect that abi and umi loved me that deep. I think they love me less. But it turned out wrong.” Husna.

Azzam hugged his wife tightly, “Why do you think so? Why do you think that your parents don't love you dear?” azzam asked him he was curious about his wife.

Husna shook her head in the arms of her husband, “Au do not know mas. I don't know. I don't know why I have such feelings.” Husna said.

Azzam also smiled by still hugging his wife, “Already, do not think again if it is so. Now all you have to think about is what decision you're gonna make. We can stay a day or maybe a few more days here if you want.” Azzam.

Husna shook his head again, “I don't want to go. We want to move. I'll visit them sometime.” Husna.

Azzam nodded, “Alright if so. We'll be ready if that's your decision.” Azzam.

Husna took off his embrace and Azzam helped wipe away his wife's tears, “Don't cry anymore dear. Mas can't if you see you crying like that.” said Azzam. Husna was smiling too.

Then about half an hour later, Husna and Azzam were already down and Husna's belongings had been placed in the car. They just stay goodbye.

“Perform yourself well nak.” says umi Balqis.

Husna nodded and hugged his mother. Then after that she switched to hugging her abi, “Jaga health abi. Husna will visit abi and umi later.” Husna.

Abi Syarif and Umi Balqis nodded. Then after that they immediately headed to the yard where Azzam's car was parked there. Husna, Azzam and Zahra left immediately. Then not long after that the car drove away from the main residence to the Azzam residence which is quite close also from here only takes approximately 20 minutes.

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Now Husna and Azzam had arrived at the modest residence of Azzam and his sister. Zahra immediately got out of the car and she immediately ran into their residence first.

Azzam and Husna followed down and a little smile at what Zahra did, “Come!” said Azzam then he immediately brought his wife inside.

“Wa’alaikum greetings. Please enter brother-in-law. Welcome to our home. Hope you feel at home and like it. I Zahra as your sister-in-law greet you wholeheartedly.” Zahra bowed and let Husna in.

Husna smiled to see what her sister-in-law did and she immediately stepped in and they were inside. The house has been cleaned. Like Azzam already told someone to clean it because the wife will come here.

Azzam and Husna immediately headed for their room on the second floor. Azzam immediately opened the door of his room that will now be a room owned by his wife's shared, “Welcome back in this room dear.” said Azzam.

Husna smiled and then he immediately stepped in and smiled, “Hum, I like it this is very in accordance with my taste. Thank you mas.” Husna smiled.

Then after that they immediately arranged Husna's clothes in Azzam's closet with Azzam of course help his wife, “Mas, since when did mas prepare the rest of the closet like this for me?” ask Husna.

“Sisa closet? Where?” azzam pretended not to understand what his wife was asking.

Husna also pointed to the empty closet, “Hum, that. Don't pretend you don't know what I mean. I'm sure you must know just pretend not to know because there must be something.” Husna said mendumel.

Azzam became anxious himself with his wife's behavior. At the end he hugged his wife from behind and kissed Husna's cheek.

“Mas, ticklish. Freelance mas. Husna wants to dress up. Don't disturb.” Husna.

Azzam who had felt sorry for his wife was finally released her and they also rearranged the clothes in the closet.

About half an hour later his staring at the clothes was done as well. Now they were lying on Azzam's bed.

“Mas, it's the weekend end. We also have nothing to do and if cooking is still a long lunch time. So than we'll be asleep. Better let's tell you what was delayed yesterday. I have promised you. I'm curious mas. I can't wait anymore.” Husna looked at her husband, tilted her body to look at Azzam and touched the jaw of her husband.

“You want to know which one?” ask Azzam.

“All I want to know. But mas tell me first that was in the cinema at that time.” said Husna.

Azzam smiled then he nodded and tilted his body towards his wife until then they now look at each other, “Yang time in the cinema ya. Hum, this is the length of the story, baby. Are you sure you want to listen to him?” ask Azzam to make sure.

Husna nodded, “Hum, I want to hear all of it mas.” Husna said sure.

Azzam smiled and then he nodded his head, “Hmm, as we talked about yesterday. Nothing happens in this world by chance. Then it's true. Our meeting to the mall that time is not a coincidence even our meeting before that was not a coincidence as well.” Azzam.

“When meeting?” ask Husna, getting curious.

“It was a few hours before the meeting in the cinema. I will tell you first that I believe you might be annoyed if you hear the confession.” said Azzam.

“Emang why can I be annoyed?” ask Husna again.

“You will surely know all his.” Azzam.

Then he immediately took a deep breath before starting his story, “You know that time before you went to the cinema you went to the tea garden right?” ask Azzam.

Husna recalled and then he nodded, “Hum is right. How could you know? Don't tell me you're stalking me so I know what I'm doing.” Husna.

Azzam chuckled, “There's nothing like it baby. It's just like it's a little like that.” Azzam.

“Mas that day on the same day you went with Zahra to the tea garden to see something. I don't know why mas want to go there but like it's destiny that leads the mas there. Once there you and Gus Rahman came out of the plantation area to go home. You're done seeing the tea garden. You don't know or maybe you don't realize that Zahra and I are there. You get in the car immediately and you go from there leaving the tea garden to go back home.”

“You knew it when it was jealous. Mas did not get out of the car and meet people there but immediately turned back the car owned by the mas from there and followed you from behind. Zahra who at that time went with the mas. He was surprised at what he did. At that time I was really jealous and wondered who the man that went with you was. Mas also sent a message in our guidance group at that time by speeding up the guidance time.”

“Mas at that time also did not drive Zahra home but she chose to get off at the minimarket with the house at that time. Then I immediately drove the car to the campus. Long story short, I arrived first from you to campus. You've been five minutes if you're not wrong. You came earlier than Andita and Betty back then. Mas immediately checked the proposal and you remember that moment by suddenly evaluating you. You know what the reason was for doing that back then. Well because I want to make the person who drove you tired of waiting for you and long with the mas at that time. But who would have thought even though I have tried to find a difficult question to ask you but you easily answer it. It was just like being upset at that time. Then in the end the guidance was finished and you immediately went out with your two friends. What are you doing outside you observe from inside the room. Everything you do is even related to how he opened the car door for you. It really makes me very jealous.”