My Secret Love's

Jealousy part 2

"Mas, since when can you break into CCTV?"

Azzam who heard his wife's question instantly fell silent. He forgot to think about what reason would be given to his wife was related to this. He forgot his wife was very good at thinking about what happened and is now added to the ability of a woman who from birth must have been equipped with the ability to read minds and easily curious about something.

“I-it mas know since-” said Azzam stuttered.

“It's a problem if it's not good at lying it don't try to find a reason to lie because I won't forgive you if you do that. You're my husband. So I as your wife should know anything about you. We just got married a week ago and I still understand that we don't know each other. But to go ahead later. We should know each other already. I do not want to be suspected of abandoning my husband because I do not know at all about my husband. So we should talk about this. Let there be no more secrets between us.” Husna.

Azzam nodded. He knows his wife well, she is not a girl who likes to talk a lot. His wife was more concerned with action than talk which she found exhausting. But if his wife was already talking then there must be something that is not okay.

“Well later we'll talk about it. Mas will tell you anything about mas.” Azzam.

Husna also smiled and then he immediately spoiled on the arm of his husband, “I hope mas do not mind at all with this behavior of mine.” Husna.

“I'm starting to love you mas.” Husna continued to. He could not possibly say that because as usual a woman was very self-respecting in the presence of a man even if it was their husband.

After seeing the CCTV both Husna and Azzam agreed to give a deterrent effect to Kirana. They each called their own confidants. If what Husna did was known by Azzam then different from what Azzam did, Husna did not know it. As Husna said that those who are newly married without knowing each other deeply before him and only know the only lecturers and students so that they do not know each other another and make them cover each other's secrets. Although Husna has said his secret as a writer but there is still one secret that he hid from his husband until now and honestly he felt very guilty doing it.

“Sorry, I have not been able to be completely honest with you. But I promise I'll forget all about it and we'll live happily.” Husna again looked at her husband. They joke around with each other until the two decide to go home.

Now Husna and Azzam also came out of the faculty building running in air until suddenly there was something pulling Husna's arm. Husna who was not prepared for it also accidentally fell into the arms of his attractive person.

As soon as Husna realized he immediately retreated and looked at who had pulled him, “Two levels!” husna said then she immediately retreated to the side of her husband.

His real Azzam was annoyed to see the man before him who had already boldly pulled his wife when within his reach. Wanting her taste she destroyed the man before her but unfortunately it could not be done because this is still the campus area. Better now listen to what reason the man will give to defend what he has done, “Why did you pull Azarine like that Gilang?” azzam asked flatly hinting that he was trying to control himself from the vexation that came.

“Sorry sir but this is my business with Husna. There is no connection with my father. Can I talk to Husna?” gilang's permission looked at Husna and Azzam fearlessly.

While Gentala who observed from afar could only condemn what his cousin did that he thought was very stupid and very stupid. Whether love can indeed change a person can act stupid and crazy like that.

“So, I don't want to talk to you chairperson level. I refused her. Come on mas, we're home.” Husna refused.

Gilang who heard Husna's call to Azzam was different now increasingly make him realize that like him he had no chance at all. Like he had to back off. Like what he did by trying to deny the news that Husna was married was wrong. He was just trying to let his heart get hurt about it. Like he really lost. But no she had to listen to herself with her own ears that the girl she loved since three years ago when she first saw, should she be relieved to someone who had just come.

It was his own fault that did not dare to reveal his own feelings to the girl. He was indeed stupid and guilty of it until now he had to swallow a bitter pill for losing the girl right before his eyes. Yet again he would not give up on realizing the determination of the nay who wanted to hear himself from Husna's lips that Azzam was her husband.

“Na, at least tell me what's your relationship? Is it true what kind of relationship you guys are talking about?” tanya Gilang weak.

He is very weak and fragile to accept the reality. The reality that was in front of his eyes but he tried to refuse. If he said the current condition of his if anyone pushed him a little, surely he would fall. That's him now.

Gilang also looked at Husna who was like her very different from Husna whom he knew who was silent when someone called her this and that. Husna did not mind any of the nicknames given by those around him as long as it did not hurt him. This is what made her love Husna. I want to protect that girl. Of course, in addition to the iris of Husna's eyes, which according to him is very beautiful especially when added the girl is smiling.

Now the girl in front of him looked very firm and authoritative. Husna doesn't seem to need any more help from him. The girl looks different but she has to admit that the feelings she has for the girl remain the same.

Glare shook her head slowly, “It's not like that, Na. I just want to hear directly from you that you guys do have a relationship so I don't speculate badly about you guys. I just want to try to convince my heart that I have lost and have no hope whatsoever.” Answer Gilang.

Azzam who heard the words of the man before him that sounded sad made his pity and also sad. But that doesn't mean he's going to let his wife belong to that man. It never will. Azarine Salsabila Husna was his wife and during her time the owner of the name would only be his wife. Wife of Azzam Faruq Munawwir.

Azzam could see the sincere love in the man's eyes for his wife. But of course he still won't let go of his wife.

If Azzam had already realized the love in Gilang's eyes for Husna then it was inversely proportional to what was in Husna's mind and gaze upon hearing Gilang's words. He became confused himself.

Husna is indeed smart behind the mysterious attitude that he has but if it is about feelings moreover it is a feeling of love then he cannot understand it. He doesn't understand anything about it.

Husna himself was aware of what made him unable to recognize the love in his heart. It was because of one incident in his past that made him have to bury that feeling along with the sadness and pain he had. But one thing is certain and only realized after marrying her husband or maybe since the first meeting with her husband was at the bookstore. The fortress of love in her heart was slowly eroded and she began to be able to recognize the love in her heart. But again it only applies to Azzam. If it's for another man then somehow he can't do it.

“I don't understand what you're saying it's a level leader? Why do you say hope and defeat? What is his relationship with the one we are talking about at this time.” Husna asked in her confused tone.

Azzam who heard the question coming out of his wife's lips which was very far from what he was thinking was now confused himself and wondering what his wife was pretending to be unconscious or how does. But the confused expression that is very contrasting in his wife's shows it makes her believe that his wife was indeed not aware of the implied meaning and Gilang's view to her that hints at love.

Gilang is indeed Azzam as soon as the question comes out of Husna's lips, “I love you Husna. So for that I want to know what the real relationship you have is so that I can step back and not interfere with your relationship. So that I can rearrange my broken or broken heart because my love was lost before I even expressed it. So at least even though I feel confident about 90 percent have lost. But what's wrong I bet with ten percent of it. Who knows, you don't have a relationship and the call you gave just now is just part of a brotherly relationship. Who knows if you and Mr. Azzam are only brothers and sisters and have only been revealed now because of your mysterious so far.” Silang.

“A-aku ..” said Husna did not continue because Gilang directly cut it.

“Don't answer Husna first. I'm not done talking. Listen first to this expression of my heart so that I will not feel like a loser for getting rejected before expressing my feelings. I've liked you since the first time I saw you at the college introduction. Then the more it got here the more it took root in my heart and I realized that it was love. I was stupid for not admitting it when I realized that feeling. But I'm not doing that for no reason either. I don't want to bother you. I can see that your wish is one that wants to graduate quickly. I want to protect you from far away. As long as you're good then it's for the best. But it turns out that the choice I made was wrong. I can't tell which is best or not. I'm afraid you're rejecting her.”

“I am a fool. I must confess my feelings without thinking whether or not you will reject them. Now I'm just regretting it all when it's too late. I really didn't expect this to happen. But maybe this is his destiny. So can you pity this loser of love so by saying the real thing between you. I just wanted to make sure. If it's too late then I promise I'll step back.” His final Gilang words completed his long words.

Husna was silent to hear the heart expression of the chairman of his level that somehow made him a little sad. She did not expect that anyone would love her like that. Really he does not have the heart but what can make destiny has made his choice. Husna had also found a way in which his heart wanted to go.

Husna looked at her husband and Azzam nodded slowly. He personally admired the honesty and sincerity of the love that the man who was three years younger than him had.

“Look, I didn't mean to hurt you but my heart has already found its destiny. My heart has found another heart mate. My destiny has found its destiny partner.” Husna looked at Gilang and held her husband's hand in front of Gilang.

“Thank you for the love and sincerity you have for me. I'm sure out there must be a girl who deserves to accept the sincerity of your heart. Once again I say thank you. But I also don't want to lie and I also want to realize that wish.” Husna spoke again and then he looked at Azzam.

“I and Azzam are a married couple. We are married.”