My Secret Love's

My Secret Love's
Meet Again



Saina is ready to return to Yogyakarta. He was thinking about leaving Jakarta. For his efforts to win Thomas's heart bore no fruit. Her pregnancy has entered the age of the ninth month. He must be extra careful because the content is weak. Before returning to Yogyakarta his plan he will meet Mauren first. I want to apologize for all of his mistakes.


"Are you all bi ready?" saina asked Siti who was still busy putting some clothes in the suitcase.


"Living in this suitcase is non." Answer Siti.


"I'm going to see Mauren this afternoon. I want to apologize even if it's free. He won't see me either." Saina. He thinks it's like Mauren wouldn't want to meet someone like him.


"But Mauren refused to meet non Saina lo."


"Yes, I'm sorry Siti, has hurt a good woman like her. I was blinded by love. What I thought was sincere and he considered a friendly home, turned out to be just a messianic to me. His love was pseudo and I had to fall again. It's okay, these are the consequences I have to take.


Everything we do will reap its rewards. Plant your goodness will be good too. Plant the evil, and you will get the bad.


"As long as there is time, there will be opportunities to improve the non self. No, humans have two sides: good and bad. Nothing is perfect and nothing is eternal. Mistakes are a form of self-learning to become a better person. If true continue later even the value is one hundred and continue non."


" Yes aunt was right. Thank you, because aunt doesn't judge me."


" I am also a human being who is much wrong, why I have to judge the mistakes of others. Miss's life is a miss herself with her various stories. So too with me. We have our own scenarios. " Obviously Siti.


Saina shed tears upon hearing Siti's words. He is grateful to have Siti. A man chosen by Thomas himself to take care of himself.


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A few months ago the hammer on the tap sign Mauren has officially parted with Thomas. The woman's footsteps felt light as she exited the courtroom. Unlike Thomas who was bowed lethargic. As if something was missing from his life.


"Come, we're home!" Bring Ratna. Who does not play is a friend who is also a lawyer Mauren.


"Come," Mauren followed Ratna's footsteps.


Thomas looked at Mauren with a sad look. A sudden longing filled his chest cavity. Some months he was not at home with Mauren and his daughter had made a different lifestyle. It's true what people say. You will feel lost when that person is gone from your life. And at that time you will appreciate how a presence.


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"Are you sure you want to meet that woman?" ask Darren to Mauren.


The woman who was called Saina. He wanted to see Mauren just to apologize.


"Remain dong, anyways why would I not want to meet him? After all, Thomas and I are officially divorced." Answer Mauren.


"Fear you're emotional again like that time."


"I guess the emotion is not me, but you," Mauren laughed at Darren's words.


He remembers very well when Mauren was fragile and left home, Darren was the most angry. The man did not accept that he was hurt. Even Darren happily always comes to Mauren's parents' house to comfort Miska. One proof that friendship and sincere love exist. Darren gave without expecting back.


"I'm definitely emotional. If killing was allowed, I'd kill him right then."


"Lantas, after you kill is it satisfied?"


"I'm not satisfied, but at least the person who hurt the woman I love is no longer on her side."


"Luckily, you still have strong faith so you're not reckless. If you make a troublemaker, I'll make sure I don't want to know you again."


"I'm certainly not that stupid, baby."


"What do you call it?" mauren asked to make sure she didn't hear wrong.


"Darling," he replied as he turned towards Mauren.


"Yes, Bee,"


Cittt... The sound of car tire friction and asphalt immediately sounded loud.


"Be careful, Darren!" Shouted Mauren.


"Sorry, you're not hurt, are you?" tanya Darren confirmed the situation of Mauren.


"So I didn't hear you wrong, did I?"


"What?" ask back Mauren pretended not to know what Darren meant.


"Call me Bee? Do you accept my love, right?"


"Ngga, too. I haven't been divorced for a year. So, it's gonna take a little longer. So I'm not on the itchy widow stamp,"


"One year two, or even three years or ten years I'll be waiting for you. Until it's really ready. There is no compulsion. I'll wait for you!" Darren.


"Hopefully yes, you're not bored waiting. Walk again! Afraid of her Saina waited long."


Darren continues his walk to the cafe where Mauren wants to meet with Saina.


Mauren took a deep breath as she was about to enter the cafe. Her memories appeared several scenes about nearly eight months ago. Where he met the woman who came to his house by claiming to be pregnant with her husband's child and willingly made a second wife. His gaze swept out in all directions, looking one by one at the visitors to search for Saina's whereabouts. His gaze stopped toward the beautiful woman with hair in her ponytail as well as her already large belly a sign she was about to give birth.


Mauren approached the seat. After arriving, he immediately sat down elegantly.


"You've arrived, how are you?" ask Saina.


"Well," Mauren replied with a smile.


Saina was a little clumsy and scared. He was confused about where to start.


"Em, I want to apologize." Saina said with a bow.


"For what? That past problem?"


"Yes, I'm sorry I ruined your household," now Saina's tears are shed.


"Yes, the wound is invisible but, really imprinted. The household I guarded collapsed instantly. You know, back then, I wanted to scratch your face, grab your hair and maybe I could do more than that. But, I remember you were pregnant."


"Yes, I'm stupid and I don't know the shame of coming there."


"It's over me and Thomas. My life is fine now. My bad time is over. And most importantly me and my baby are happy now. Much, much happier when I was with Thomas first."


"I wish I hadn't embarrassed that."


"What the hell, with you doing that. I found out that Thomas wasn't worthy of being my partner. I think I'm too nice and pretty for a guy like that."


Mauren deliberately said that. She is not a soft woman. He is intelligent, independent and will not be that easy to humble in front of others. Maybe it will be different if the story in front of him is not the woman who became the destroyer of his household. Mauren won't look weak in front of a woman like Saina.


"You're right, you're too valuable to Thomas."


Saina also confirmed Mauren's remarks. He was intimidated by Mauren's words but he deserved it. Saina did not argue at all because it was true.


"Learn from your mistakes. Don't do it again with the others! I'm enough of a victim." Mauren said softly but hinted at a threat.


"Will not, I don't want any more. This is the first and last time. I also want to say goodbye, I will go back to Yogyakarta maybe, will not return to Jakarta."


"Would you come back or not is none of my business. Choose your way of life, you're free to live anywhere without us telling each other and we don't know each other well, do you?"


What a word Mauren so striking. But Saina doesn't care about that. Two sincerely apologized and he deserves to be blamed.


" However, the child I bear is the brother of your son."


" Yes, they're brothers but we're not, are we? "


"Then what if they're brothers? You want us to be brothers too, or don't you want me to take care of her too?" mauren.


"Not so, I just want after this we can be friends, even if it's very difficult for you."


"You already know it's hard, so I don't have to answer, do you? It took me a while to accept all of it. It's not me who hasn't healed from the wound. But, my son is the real victim of your actions. You'll be a mother too, I hope you understand. And I'm sorry, if there's nothing else you want to say," Mauren got out of her seat and left Saina.


Saina's cries broke, her efforts were in vain and she accepted all of them. Because her mistake was not small so Saina accepted it all.