My Secret Love's

Kissing Lightning

The day changed with the week. Mauren was still puckish with her decision to split with Thomas. She no longer lives with her husband. After that day he stayed at Mauren's parents' house. Countless times Thomas apologized but Mauren's heart wasn't moved. The only path he had to take was to separate. Maintaining is not important, but if between the two there is no sense of care and love for what is maintained?

Mauren just got back from the office. Tired of working all day paid off by seeing the joking princess. He sat on a long sofa made of synthetic leather.

"Mommy, why is daddy working so long? We're not going home, are we, mommy?" ask Miska.

Mauren's heart feels pinched. What he should answer. His daughter is very smart and active. Want to say work out of town, afraid that Thomas might come to see him.

" Hello, Missa baby! " Sapa Darren from a distance.

Mauren and Miska turned to the source of the voice.

"Hello, Om Darren! Uh, what's that bring? ask the curious Miska to see the big blue color box that Darren brought. The little girl immediately approached Darren because she was curious.

" This is for the kindest and most beautiful niece." Darren gave the big box the blue color.

"Well, what is that?" ask Mauren who is also curious about Darren's gift.

Miska was helped by Darren opening the box. Come up, big pink bunny doll.

"Wow. Missa likes it Om. Thank you, yes, om!" Miska.

"Together good children." Answer Darren.

"Miska wants to tell oma the same opa deh Om. If you get a gift from Om Darren," Miska immediately runs towards the back garden where her opa and oma are taking care of their flowers.

"Be careful, don't run Miska!"

"Nega mommy."

Miska slowed her steps. He walked slowly with his nanny in the back.

Now live Mauren and Darren who sit next to each other on a long sofa with a short distance. Both of them were silent and dissolved with their own thoughts. Mauren can't start a conversation. And Darren is confused where to tell him first. The relationship becomes a little stiff when Mauren has taken care of the divorce process. Darren was impressed to be colder than before.

"You just got back here, huh?" ask Mauren.

Darren nodded his head.

"Oh, that's it."

"Where's the process?" What the process means here is about Mauren's divorce.

"It's been taken care of by papa's lawyer. So just take it right. Thomas's been asking for references a lot, but I don't want to."

"Make a show of status if you're married" Mauren replied with a laugh.

"Status aja, keep your own tormented right? You are beautiful and kind, and you deserve to be happy. So stay who is not for you. There are plenty of friendly homes to go home. And many more shoulders are sincerely for you to lean on. Like me, "Darren's eyes are on Mauren. Not a bit off from the beautiful woman he had loved from a long time and secretly.

"Himself is called. Very confident of you, sir!" Mauren.

"Confidence is a must."

Then they laughed together. His sense of being with Darren Mauren's problems disappeared instantly. His best friend can truly be trusted in everything.

 

"Now what are you going to do? Saina's content is getting bigger and bigger. Mama doesn't think about you. Got the diamond, you threw it away. Mama can't prevent Mauren's decision because it's all because of your mistake." Mama Darren.

" Ma, I'm sorry. Everything was beyond my expectations. When I took Saina off, she was pregnant, ma. "

Mama Thomas just took a deep breath. He wanted to beat and maki the son, but all of it was already porridge. He also did not want to interfere with the household problems of his son.

" Are you planning on marrying, Saina? "

Thomas was silent to the mother's question. How can he after marriage directly divorced. What would people out there think? How did he convince Miska that the girl would soon have a sister? Problems that he made himself and now also have difficulty overcoming these problems.

"Mama Thomas's answer?" snapped mama Thomas.

"I don't know yet."

" Of course, my mom is going to sleep. Not end your mind with you. Take responsibility, as a good man. Don't run away from responsibility!" Pinta the mama.

Mama Thomas went into the room immediately. The clock has shown ten o'clock at night drowsiness can not be held by the old woman.

Thomas was still in the living room. Tobacco smoke billows in the air, a warm cup of coffee does not forget to accompany him in the night. Very quiet and lonely, now he knows like this when all is gone. Sometimes we are only aware of the meaning of presence when we lose the person. Miska's carefree speech is rarely heard and spoiled seduction from Mauren really he misses. Right now it was just meaningless regret for him.

Mauren is awake. He saw his sleeping daughter hugging a rabbit doll that Darren presented. The boy's plain face was very soothing for him to look at. Selfishly he did separate Miska and Thomas, but this was the only path Mauren had to take.

"I'm sorry mommy, son! Later you will understand, why mommy made this decision. We are not together in a marriage relationship. But we will be together in the role of parents and educate yourself well. Mommy hope you understand one day, son!" Mauren lirih.

Tears trickled her eyes later when she was officially divorced from Thomas. How will he face the question of Miska who at times asked why mommy and daddy are not together anymore. No one wants to end their marriage. But, when this decision is taken believe me, he is already at war with his own mind and mind. By desperately convincing yourself that his step is the best for everyone, although sometimes there is still a sneer that always colors his step because of his decision.

Because man sees only one side, he does not want to see the other. Just look at the bad, and just listen to the ugliness of people without seeing the good. Whatever decision Mauren takes is best for him, because it is Mauren's life