My Secret Love's

Rhein the Bullies

“So what mas also want to have children soon?” husna asked.

Azzam who heard the question asked by his wife immediately looked at Husna with a serious gaze, “Why ask this question?” ask Azzam back.

Husna shook her head, “I just wanted to ask. I wonder what my wish is. Do you really want me to have children immediately or not.” Husna.

Azzam also smiled at his wife's words and hugged her, “Emang you are ready to have children at your age as young as this?” ask Azzam softly.

Husna looked at her husband and smiled, “Didn't every married couple have to have children soon. I as a wife have that duty to you. To be ready I must be ready. After all umi and abi are old who surely want to see their grandchildren born.” said Husna.

Azzam shook his head, “Azarine, listen to what you have to say. Mas admitted that mas did want to have a child soon but not by forcing you. I want you to get pregnant because of your own wishes. Getting pregnant and having a child is a big decision in the household. Remember that pregnant you too. You're going nowhere with our child-to-be. Then you're the one who bet on life in childbirth. Then there you must not take care of them, love them, and educate them. I may be helpful once in a while, but you're still with them. So to get pregnant and have her child later. It all depends on you, baby. Umi and abi may indeed want to have grandchildren soon but they will definitely understand and accept our decision later. You're still young, baby. So why do we have to rush to have children. We'll have children when the time is ready. We'll have children when we're ready.” Azzam said at length.

“What mas don't want to have a child from me?” ask Husna.

Azzam shook his head, “You misunderstood what you said dear. I may not want to have a child from you. Mas really want to have children from you and only you.” said Azzam then kissed his wife's lips at a glance.

“If that is so then we soon have children only mas. I don't want us to delay it. I'm afraid if we delay later it will be bad for us. I'm afraid too if I'm going to be pregnant long because-”

“Sttss, don't talk like that. It is God's destiny. Although umi and abi lama have you as their child but look at the princess they get is very so good and beautiful.” said Azzam.

Husna smiled and hugged her husband, “If so, I want to get pregnant soon mas. I don't want to delay any more. I want when my son grows up I'm not too old. I don't want to be considered my son's grandmother when we walk together like I do when walking with Umi. I know umi's feelings of pain must have heard that but she hid her because she didn't want to hurt my heart as her daughter. Honestly since then I no longer want to go the same way umi not because I don't want to but I don't want to umi called like that again by others.” Husna said in her husband's arms.

Azzam nodded, “Alright we will soon have children but not necessarily program. We just go this way first. We enjoy every process of his.” Azzam.

Husna nodded, “But are you ready to be a mother? Don't you want to graduate first and then work for the company and write again.” Azzam.

“I can leave the responsibility of the company to you my husband.” Husna said.

Azzam also chuckled, “I'm not as capable as it can bear the responsibility of your company dear.” said Azzam.

“But I believe in my husband that he must be able to do it. My husband can do it.” Husna.

“Mas, I want to say something again. I want to know your parents. I mean about all of it. I've seen their pictures and somehow I feel that they're not strangers. But didn't we know each other before. So how could I know your mom and dad. I want to introduce them. I want to visit them. Greet them as your wife as their daughter-in-law. Can I take me to see them?” ask Husna.

Azzam nodded, “Honestly these last few mas also thought of this. Wanted to introduce you to them but I thought you were busy. So I don't want to bother you. But thank goodness you're talking about this. Later tomorrow weekend we visit them yes.” Azzam.

Husna nodded, “Thank you mas.” Husna said hugging her husband was tight which of course in reply by Azzam also not less tightly.

After that, the couple finally fell asleep during the day hugging each other and just woke up at half-four.

“Mas, wake up!” said Husna woke up her husband who was still asleep.

Azzam immediately opened his eyes and looked at his wife smiling, “Let's pray mas. In the mosque like his already finished.” Husna immediately got out of bed and went to the bathroom.

Azzam was left still lying in bed trying to get up and get out of bed and he tidied up their bed. Not long after that Azzam immediately went to the bathroom for ablution.

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“Mas, we go to home umi and abi yuk. I want to stay there.” Husna said after they finished praying and Husna was tidying up their prayer equipment.

“Did you miss abi and umi?” ask Azzam.

Husna nodded, “Hum, I miss them.” replied Husna honestly.

“Ya already let's get ready to go there.” Azzam.

Husna smiled then immediately approached her husband and hugged him, “Thank you. I love you.” Husna smiled happily then immediately took off his embrace and ran towards the walk in closet and not long back he immediately headed for the bathroom.

Azzam just smiled at what his wife did, “I want to hear you say love me dear. That's the phrase I want to hear. Although your attitude is a show of acceptance but I also want to hear the expression of your love. I'm selfish but that's what I want.” Mumbled Azzam looked at the bathroom door where the wife was inside.