My Secret Love's

That Man

"**Past time doesn't just give me memories. But also introduce you to the meaning of life."

(✿ Kristiandi Immanuel ✿ )

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" pardon me "

with the regretful feeling of the man leaving, it was true that he would not have expected everything to be this kind of calamity, he ran with all the guilt remorse.

" akhhhhhhh"

the roar echoed all over the beach, he stood on a rock with a voice he apologized, whether to the night or to the moon. with his sturdy body he plunged into the sea.

slowly his body land began to be drawn into the sea, with thousands of memories, regrets, and deep guilt. he could now only stare at the sternness of somewhere that face he kept he had destroyed it all.

his breathing began to tight because there was no air in the water but he did not care, the waves hit his body until he closed his eyes fused with the sea water that would somehow take him anywhere.

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" huh!!!!!!!"

Kris soon woke up from his sleep, the dream had always haunted him all this time, it was possible that the guilt still continued to alight on him, he said, he could not deny that all this time he realized he had made a big mistake in his past.

Kris immediately woke up from his bed, he walked towards his kitchen with a body drenched in sweat because of the effect of his dreams, somehow his way to make up for his past mistakes.

" !!!

a full glass of water had soaked his dry esophagus, finished drinking Kris walking towards his balcony, gazing out and looking towards the dark-black-looking langgit.

" i wish you well there !!!"

kris said that night, he delivered it on the moon so that it would arrive at someone who might not be able to meet him again, he said, for him someone is something that means something in his life.

a crowbar re-energizes his mind, like a cassette tape in which the memory is turned on like a television that is being turned on and provides entertainment drama of life to him.

....... flashback on ..........

"once!!!!!"

a teenage boy stands on a cliff that is quite steep, the cliff is directly opposite to the strong water that looks ferocious with the invasion of large waves that will certainly eliminate life if it dares to go down on it.

with anger and a sense of betrayal makes a look of hate that leads to someone who is in front of him, he with flaming eyes staring nyalang at someone in his presence.

" Let's ruin our friendship!!!" speak with deep hatred.

" i'm sorry!!!" said the teenager who became the culprit of his problems with his head down.

"bughhhhhhhhhh!!!"

a hard blow managed to hit the frail body of the young man, he just grimaced with the pain, he was completely unwilling to fight with all this, he said, he realized his mistake had made his friend furious.

" Lo have Ar!!, you don't know how much you ruined my life!!!" with tears that managed to escape his eyes Kris kept shouting hysterically to blame his friend.

with full anger Kris blindly his friend, but arka did not retaliate at all he only silent a thousand languages with a grimacing face pain but he remained firmly standing again.

until a teenager with a chatter stopped the fight, with a face of anger he looked at the two friends.

" you're crazy huh!!, are you going to die!!! if you fall under your life bet it "said the teenager

" he's the one who started it all, he's a traitor!!!" point Kris at the arka

arka can only be silent, he does not defend a bit of himself, for his if the anger is retaliated with anger of course all will not produce a positive thing.

feeling the arc did not budge even a little Kris stepped her feet to go, but a hand managed to prevent it.

" wait, I'll be honest about everything !!!" say the child

" what are you doing!!!, all is clear!!" kris said pushing the body of the arka,

because they were too close to the edge of the cliff Kris' push managed to make the frail body of the arka float down, "arcaaa!!!!!" aton screamed hysterically watching the body of his friend was plunged into the ferocious waves down there.

Anton immediately pulled Kris's collar, "please Arka Kris, he can't swim !!" anton was terrified.

Kris just stared pusar in front, he accidentally pushed the arc down to fall down there he was still a child and of course could not swim down there, adults alone are afraid to descend what else is his self that is only a child.

Kris took off Anton's grip, he retreated slowly, Anton pleaded with Kris to help the arc down there, but Kris was also afraid of the rough seas below, he ran so fast that Anton just cried.

" killer!!!!!!"

the cry echoed among these realms, he with his crying voice looked hatefully at the figure who had run away.

................. flashback off. ..............

" Fuck!!!!"

a soft voice resuscitated Kris from her daydream, the gentle hand landed beautifully on her shoulders. Now had stood the figure of the middle-aged woman staring at her full of questions.

" what's up??" said the woman to the child only wayangnya

" what a hell, Kris just can't sleep !!" kris said and watched the mother's steps

" don't lie, you know who Kris is !!" the mother said while looking at her son

" Kris just felt unable to live quietly after the events of a few years ago, it has haunted Kris for life and even made Kris can not sleep well!!" kris looked back to the front

" you know that guilt can never go away, try to fix everything, meet him, arka is still in a coma now, you must miss your friend!!" say to Kris

" but Kris was afraid, his parents would definitely not have invited a murderer like me to visit him!!" kris said with a blank smile.

" mom will help you, you meet him if you continue to fear like this until when you will continue to live in guilt and regret. life goes on, we need to be able to finish what we have done we have to take responsibility for all our actions!!"

" it's not easy but I'm sure Kris can !!" said the mother to her son.

Kris hugged the mother, all this time the figure has always motivated his life never blame Kris for all the events that mamahnya is a wise figure and Arif who is able to calm his soul in adversity.

" may I find a partner like my first love !!!" muman Kris in heart while hugging the warm mother

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