My Patient Husband

Chapter 8. Glances

Two weeks later,

Felisha and Muza spent their days getting to know each other. Muza is trying to make Felisha comfortable with their closeness, while Felisha is trying to accept the presence of Muza nearby.

But it's been two weeks that they have approached but Felisha hasn't had more feelings than just thinking of Muza as a friend. For him Muza is a friend who can not make him fall in love like men and women who approach each other. Felisha is still trying to feel her feelings for Muza.

This afternoon Felisha's class has a practice schedule in the Basic Chemistry lab on campus. The lab is close to the classrooms of Muza and Indri. When Felisha and Lita walked into the laboratory room while Muza's classroom was boisterous, there was a long whistle, there was also a stale greeting hoping in reply.

Muza looked out the window facing the badminton court, curious about what his friends saw, and his eyes were perfectly rounded because he could not believe what he saw. Muza saw Felisha and Lita walking down the campus corridor to the laboratory, which passed through the classrooms of Muza and Arsen. Both wear practice clothes or lab robes. Felisha looks more beautiful when wearing it. Muza's eyes would not turn away from Felisha until he regained consciousness and went straight out of the room to catch up with Felisha and Lita.

"Sha, Felisha." Call Muza

Felisha and Lita looked back and found Muza walking while running towards them. And the boisterous voice was increasingly heard, this time not only heard from Muza's room but also from the room next to her which was none other than Indri's classroom.

Felisha glanced towards Indri's room, she had seen Indri who was looking at her cynically. Fortunately, he saw a photo on Rufi's phone sent by Reni's brother. I know which Indri is.

Muza smiled sweetly looking at Felisha. "You're going to the lab, huh?" ask Muza.

"Yes." Yeah." Felisha

"what time is it?" Muzas

"just a little while." Felisha replied while glancing at her watch

"oh if so soon it will be late, I also want to go back to the room" said Muza while pointing at the room.

Felisha and Lita nodded. "Yes." Yeah."

Muza returned to his room and his male friends came to him and asked him if he knew the beautiful girl they had seen.

Of course, Muza was happy to answer yes to their questions. At once Muza felt there would be many rivals to approach Felisha. His heart would not be willing if many men were staring at Felisha with adoring gazes like his friends did. His possessive soul suddenly appeared. He didn't want to until someone wanted to take Felisha away from him. No, that's not gonna let him.

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One month later,

Felisha and Muza are still trying to get to know each other more closely, more precisely Muza who is trying to make Felisha fall in love with him. The more days Muza became possessive of Felisha, as many men wanted to approach Felisha but Felisha ignored them. It made the men even more curious to him. Although they knew that Muza was in a relationship with Felisha. It did not diminish their curiosity for Felisha. They said as long as the yellow janur has not curved then their chances still remain

Muza's possessiveness grew when someone openly expressed interest in Felisha. It warms Muza's heart and doesn't want Felisha to leave her monitor. Every day Muza clings to Felisha, wherever Felisha goes Muza always follows her. And that makes Felisha uncomfortable. At first Felisha understood him, but over time he could not if it had to be followed continuously in every movement.

"Fi, Ta , I don't seem to be able to keep going on Muza every day. I'm worried." Felisha complained to her two best friends Rufi and Lita.

"Yes Sha, brother Muza is so possessive like that." Said Lita while frowning feeling astonished by Muza's behavior lately.

"That's a sign that Muza's sister is in love with you Sha, afraid of losing her that is. hehe" Rufi said cengengesan.

"Love is love, but not so much. I can't move him around like that. Huft.." Felisha let out a rough breath

"Where I don't have the same taste anymore he tuh. the more uncomfortable I feel." he continued.

Rufi and Lita looked at each other and tried to calm their troubled companions. Lita rubbed Felisha's back and Rufi moved to lay down on Felisha's bed. Yeah, they're in Felisha's room right now. They are doing college work.

"I want to break up from Muza's sister" said Felisha suddenly who made her two best friends wide in shock.

Rufi immediately woke up from her bed and came down from the bed staring at Felisha with a panicked face.Similarly, Lita turned to Felisha with a similarly panicked face.

"What's wrong?" ask Felisha who was not answered by her two best friends.

"You sure Sha?" ask Lita

"Sister Muza is good at Sha." Rufi

"You spoke well of Muza Sha's brother." Litta

"Later on, I couldn't bear to see Muza. hehe's face" Felisha

"Yes I can't wait to see Muza later, I see she's in love with you." Litta

"But you're done okay Sha so we can still win the same brother Muza." Rufi

"Yes yes." Felisha

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Felisha POV

Today I sent a short message to Brother Muza for the appointment, and he immediately agreed. And here we are, in a back garden not far from the campus cafeteria.

"Sister, can you ask me something? I asked Muza. Start chat.

"May, ask me what I can do." Replied Brother Muza with a sweet smile to me. Duuhhh I can't bear it.

"If you may know why lately, do I feel that Muza's sister has become very possessive?"

Brother Muza let out a long sigh after being silent, a moment later he said "i'm just afraid of losing you Sha, I didn't mean to make you uncomfortable." Regretfully

"do you mean brother Muza?"

"Yes, I'm afraid you've taken people before I manage to make you really fall for me." Answer

"Sister, I'd like to say something but I hope Brother Muza doesn't hate me." I looked at the face of Brother Muza who turned into a bit of panic and just kept waiting for what I was going to say next.

"I'm sorry, sister, we've been trying for a month to be in a relationship, all this time I've been really trying to be able to feel the same way that Muza's sister feels for me, she said, but I can't feel my heart falling for my brother either. I'm sorry." I said it with great heart let alone see the face of Brother Muza who changed softly. Aaahhhhh I really feel bad, I want to feel like I just disappear from his presence.

Brother Muza looked at me and was silent for quite a while. And it made me feel even more guilty. It was so painful to feel guilty.

"Can't I just give Sha one more chance?" suddenly ask

"I'm sorry brother, I'm really sorry. I can't force myself to do that. I hope you understand how I feel." I looked at him hoping he could see how I didn't have any feelings for him.

"Well Sha, I'll keep waiting for you hoping that someday I'll have that chance. I hope we can still win Sha." he said with a smile. Aaahhhhhhhh relieved it feels Oh Allah.

"Of course, sis, thank you for your understanding, sis and once again I apologize." I said with full force

"May I hug? as a farewell and we become friends." he asked, which I answered immediately with a trouser

Brother Muza just smiled and then rubbed the top of my head covered with hijab.

"Thank you for your month-long time Sha, you want to give me a chance I'm so grateful. Thanks to ya."

"Thank you for being patient with me for a month." We smile at each other. It was as if the burden we felt all along had been blown away. Haahhhhh relieved it feels.

The Muza POV

Inevitably I had to let go of Felisha, I saw that she seemed to be a little tormented with our relationship because she basically had no more feelings for me.

When he asked to end our relationship, there was a sense of unwillingness. To be honest I was hard to take it off but I also realized I couldn't be selfish by forcing her to keep trying to make her fall in love with me. Actually, he's been kind enough to me by giving me a chance. He has been really good for a month. He has no more feelings for me but he always appreciates me. He never denied my words. She's a good woman. Hopefully one day he will have the same feelings as me. I am still selfish for him. haha

Today we really don't have a special relationship anymore. So inevitably I have to hold myself back if I see him near by another man. Huufft patient Muza sabaarrr. I stroked the chest. In love the opportunity to make friends I am grateful you.my inner

I told all about me and Felisha to my best friend Arsen. He could only look at me pity and return to give me some spirit. Which I only reply with a smile.

Haaahhhh heartbreak doesn't taste very good. Although we ended it well but my heart is not fine. Still not willing anyway.

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