My Patient Husband

Chapter 42. Fatal

Mato POV, please,

I've run out of sense persuading Felisha to get married before she graduates. Lisha is too stubborn not to grant that one request. Like not being serious about me.

I feel it might be a good idea if I seek a little entertainment outside to take my mind off.

If I keep going like this maybe one day I will definitely hurt him. Force him to do what is out of bounds. I don't want it if it happens.

After returning home from work, I drove my vehicle to a billiard place not so far from home. I chose to play there because I thought it wasn't far from home so it didn't take time to get there. "Find entertainment need not go far". Thought.

At first it is less comfortable because it is not used to it but the night gets more crowded and more exciting. There I met a lot of very friendly people. Invite them to join in playing with them. I think it's good to divert my mind as well.

I played until late at night unconsciously nearing dawn. I rush to end the game and go home. It's enough today, tomorrow to go back to work.

The next day, I saw Lisha was so busy and didn't care about me. I was upset by his indifferent attitude towards our slightly unkind relationship.

After work, I went back to that place. While there, for a moment forgot about the problem with Lisha that made me upset. I had fun with my new friend. Every night is like that. Until one night I met Abraham who was drunk, I saw him looking for trouble by disturbing some women there until almost beaten by people. I immediately pulled him away from the crowd.

Because I didn't know his home address so I brought Abraham home. I let him sleep in the guest room until morning.

Since then we have always been together. Every night we spent time in that place.

When Abraham did not come, he was out of town. I came to that place alone. While I was breaking, I saw a woman looking at me and before long she walked towards me. I tried to shift my eyes "maybe I'm not the goal". Thought.

But the closer he got, the more he smiled at me. I didn't return her smile because I thought I didn't know her.

" Hey.." The woman waved her wiggly hands after being closer to me and then said "You're Mato right?". I wondered how he knew my name.

" Yes right".I replied briefly.

" Woaahh.we can find it here. I haven't seen you in a long time. More handsome. You really don't remember me?" Ask again.

I shook my head not remembering who he really was.

"We are in High School Time. I'm Sherly's an IPS class kid". Sherly extended her hand to shake. I also regretted it.

" Oh that's it. I'm sorry I didn't have so many friends, especially girls. If I wasn't a classmate I wouldn't know them". I said familiar.

"Hehe didn't papa. I understand it".

" Have you ever met Abraham here? Abra who was your old classmate. Remember not?" Ask her. He knew Abraham too. Maybe because they've been here so many times that they know each other. My inner.

"Udah often. I come here almost every night with him. But tonight he's not here because he's out of town". Actually I'm not comfortable talking to women if it's just the two of you. But because I think he's a friend of High School so it's not nice if not in ladenin.

That night we talked like normal friends. My watch lyrics already showed at 2:00 in the morning.

"Udah malem, I'm back first". I said to stand up.

" Can you ask for your phone number?". Say it while holding my arm. Because he couldn't believe that I lied about not having a cell phone so I asked for his phone and typed in my phone number there and then I gave him back his phone to save.

"Okay, thank you". He said with a big smile.

hmm beautiful too, only her makeup looks older than her age. My inner.

I just lifted my thumb as it passed from there.

After that night Abraham and I always met Sherly there. Have fun forgetting Felisha who never accepted my proposal. I never got a message from him. I don't care about my problems with her. I was really addicted to that place. I enjoyed getting drunk until one night Sherly gave me a drink I thought was the usual one but I was wrong.

That woman could trap me with that illicit drink. He's making me feel like a lunatic, he's putting stimulants in my drink that's causing it to get more and more uncontrollable. Sherly squinted her body in front of me. As much as I can focus my mind to stay conscious but my libido is increasing and I can't control it and finally Sherly realized my passion.

He pulled me away from there and took me to his car and left. In the car I couldn't control myself seeing it look so sexy while driving.

Sherly took me to the hotel. Sherly took me to a room I don't remember what number. We went into that room and there Sherly really did it very aggressively. I didn't think he was good at playing. He seems very experienced. I was really made to float because of the game.

"Itahhhh..." I was finally satisfied with the game. Many times we repeated it until we were completely tired and sound asleep.

I kept pushing myself to grab my clothes that were strewn on the floor.

I hope he doesn't hear my gestures until I'm really out of there. I finally got out of the hotel.

I reached into my phone and typed in someone's name to contact her.

"Hello..lu where? please pick me up at hotel XX now". Without waiting for an answer from across the street, I closed the call and walked out of the lobby.

Soon the person I called was in front of the hotel lobby. I got in the car and left.

"Lu Nape could be at that hotel?" Ask Abraham.

I kept quiet and didn't answer. Confused to be honest or not the same Abra. If I'm honestly afraid this matter is spreading everywhere. I threw my eyes out of the car window which I deliberately lowered a little to feel the cool morning breeze hitting my face. Yes, I woke up when I heard the sound of the dawn prayer not far from the hotel. I remember Felisha. I feel very sinful.

I kept quiet and closed my eyes while massaging my forehead. My head hurts even more when I think of the woman I love. What is it about me that has sinned far away.

"Heh..nape you? like last night abis ya ya ya ya messy like that". the Abra still babbling although I did not answer a single word from earlier.

Abra drove me home but didn't come in. He immediately went home because he was going to work in the morning.

" Thank you bro". My only words were thumbs up by Abraham.

I went into the house and went straight to the bathroom to clean myself up.

In the bathroom I flushed my head with cold water hoping to get tired along with the water splashing.

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I sinned. I'm already dirty. I have committed a sin far away. How's this. What if Felisha finds out. Should I be honest with him. What if Felisha doesn't want me to be this dirty anymore. There are fears that come to my mind.

I can't go to Lisha. All those fears always haunt me. I delayed seeing her until a month passed after that incident I did not dare to meet my Lisha. I miss him so much but I'm also too afraid of the mistakes I've made.

I never set foot in that pool again. I'm trying to get away from Sherly. I was disgusted by that woman. She's not exactly the kind of woman I thought she was. He's devious. I hateit.

The bell rang. I frowned, glancing at the weker that was on the nightstand still at 7 am. Who came so early. Was abraham? why would he come so early. I went from the bed to the bathroom to wash my face and do a little hair that is still random typical wake up.

I went out to the main door and opened it.

Deg. This woman again. How does he know I live here. I really didn't think he could find my place.

"Is there anything you're here so early?".

" I went in first and I'm clear".

"I don't need your explanation. Go".

" I'm pregnant with Mato. Pregnant because of you". Deg. It feels like my world is collapsing instantly. I can't believe it because I only did it that night. How could she be pregnant because of me. He must be lying.

"Ohuk...Getting pregnant? because me? it's bullshit. You don't do it with me. You do it with other men too. Don't fool me. Go there far away.." I tried not to be influenced by what the woman said.

"Enak. You have to marry me before anyone knows I'm out of wedlock."

"Hahaha.don't dream of you. I will not marry another woman other than the one I love".

" I don't want to know you have to marry me as soon as I can before my belly looks bloated".

" I need proof that it's my seed. I want you to get a DNA test. If it's proven I'll marry you but don't expect me to love you ".

" all right. I'll prove it". He said and went away leaving my house.

I sit at the door, I die if it's my seed. What I'm afraid of has happened. How's this. How do I explain to Lisha. I can't bear to see him hurt by my stupidity. I can't forgive myself. I'm a stupid stupid fool...

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