
"Naura loves knowing this is Aunt Lisha and this is Aunt Lita". Lisha, Lita I'm sorry I brought my daughter Naura to meet you guys because there's no peace at home". Yoga made the two women wonder.
" Oh hi Naura.pretty very beautiful.salam know ya from aunt". Lisha and Lita smiled sweetly at Naura.
"Hello aunt atu Nola". Answer the girl who immediately made both of them anxious to hear Naura's speech that was still slurred to mention the letters and say her name Nola which means she is Naura.
" Aunty Lisha mamah?" Ask Naura.
"Naura here baby let my papah ya". Yoga changed the mood.
While Lisha and Lita look at each other, shocked to hear Naura calling Lisha mama.
" Naura dear, call Aunty aja well so good in the horror do not aunt.." Lita grinned after saying it. He felt too old to call a aunt. While the little boy only nodded, the look in his eyes looked at Lita.
" Naura, papah, have you told me how dear Naura is now where dear?" Gentle Yoga doctor said to his daughter.
"In Heaven". Answer the girl. The Yoga doctor smiled at his daughter. Lisha and Lita looked at each other again, surprised to hear that. Both felt compassion for the very small Yoga and Naura doctors, who still desperately needed complete parental affection.
" If mamah is already in heaven means aunty Lisha is not her mamah Naura yah..". Say Yoga doctor again.
The little boy's eyes immediately glazed over and was about to cry. But immediately in the wipe of tears that had almost come out with his small hands. Naura seemed accustomed to her condition that sometimes had to cry and wipe her own tears because the papah is busy so she is trained to be independent even though there are grandparents who care for her.
Felisha's heart felt pinched, could not bear to see a child as small as Naura was not getting affection from her mother because she lived for ever. His eyes also glazed.
The Yoga Doctor stared at Lisha long ago. Like there are things to say but because there is Lita and also Naura so he paused. Lita, who realized that, immediately asked for permission to take Naura for a walk in the park behind the restaurant.
"Naura dear, we go back and back with Aunty Lita yuk.." Take Lita to Naura. The girl turned to look at her papa as if asking for permission and the Yoga doctor nodded.
Naura came down from her lap and walked towards Lita who was already standing waiting for her. Grabbing the girl's hand, grasping her and taking her around.
"Lisha, I'm sorry about what happened at the restaurant that night". Say Yoga after Lita and Naura are invisible.
" No problem doctor. I'm the one who should be apologizing for leaving the doctor to dinner alone that time". Lisha felt bad remembering herself at that time who came home from the Yoga doctor and did not eat dinner with him.
"Actually at that time I wanted to say about my feelings to you, but.." The Yoga doctor hung up his words and Lita silently waited for the continuation of his words.
"But it turns out you're engaged and soon to be married". Yoga draws in breath and throws it away violently.
Lisha doesn't know what to say. He also did not know that it turns out that Yoga doctors save more feelings for him when all this time they have only met twice.
" And. I was surprised to find out that you were Ando's fiancee my cousin". Yoga continues to smile bitterly.
"I'm sorry doctor.." That is all that the woman can say.
Yoga shaking. "No Lisha, I should be the one apologizing for not finding out first whether you have a relationship with someone else or not. It's a good thing Ando didn't hit me that day knowing I was trying to get close to his fiancee". Yoga smiled wryly as he recalled Ando's cold attitude towards her.
Lisha smiled stiffly. " I'm sorry about Ando's attitude doctor".
"During my education abroad, I never returned to Indonesia so I could only hear the news of Ando's engagement by phone from my mother without knowing who my cousin's future wife was. And if you want to meet my daughter Naura then they'll come to me there".
" I've been continuing my education since I left by my wife. I'm almost crazy every time I remember that I couldn't save my own wife's life. Deep guilt almost killed me slowly".
"But Naura, the little princess Anisa left for me, always made me realize that I should stay sober, I should stay sane, because there's a little angel that I have to take care of and raise at his request before blowing his last breath". Yoga seems to take a breath and breathe it out slowly. Trying to reduce the tightness in his chest.
" I ended up choosing to continue my education abroad so that my mind was a little distracted from deep loss and guilt".
" Until the time I returned to Indonesia, my mother still has not given up on introducing me to some of her acquaintance's daughters, but it made me even more nervous. I really still feel at home closing my heart to other women".
"mmm...If you may know, since when did the doctor return to Indonesia?" Ask Lisha.
"About 3 months ago". Replied the doctor Yoga look laughingly remembering when he returned to Indonesia.
Felisha is just a beard. " So Ando did not know that the doctor had returned from abroad? " Task Lisha again because she remembers her second expression when she met at the restaurant that night. Their facial expressions were like old friends who had just met after a long time.
"Look..Ando knew that I was back but we had never had a chance to meet because after I returned I was immediately busy with work, as well as Ando he was always busy with his work. He even went to the restaurant that night. Ck.ck..." Yoga nodded slowly.
"Yes Ando is busy with work and busy with his fiancee". Inner Lisha. Not daring to reveal it can only be said in the heart.
" You know, when I first saw you in the cafeteria at the time, I somehow fell in love". Yoga looked at the silent Felisha.
"I feel like I have hope to move on with my life and Naura." Continue the Yoga.
"Doctors will definitely get a much better new life with the right woman. I will always pray for the best for the doctor and also Naura" Lisha said sincerely encouraging Yoga doctors who look desperate.
"Aamiin.thanks Lisha.." Yoga guarantees the woman's sincere prayer.
Yoga inhales a lot of oxygen and discards it roughly. Had he been destined to meet the woman before Ando met Lisha, he would not have let her go. Unfortunately Ando was his cousin, he could not have taken Felisha from Ando.
Lisha reads the incoming message on her phone without opening it, she sees Lita's name on the screen.
"Sha...have not spoken to a Yoga doctor? I've really laper 😥 "
"Siniah.sini eat first".
Soon Lita and Naura came up with a crackle containing some snacks and milk boxes.
" Father..." Call Naura while running small towards the Yoga doctor. "Nola was buying eklim in tanaa papah.." Report Naura to the papah while pointing her index finger at the minimarket there. Lita grimaces to hear Naura report activities that should be their secret.
"Naura had ice cream?" Tanya Yoga while lifting her little daughter onto the lap. Naura nodded in spirit. Lita was caught giving Naura ice cream.
"Hehehe". Said Lita cengengesan.
Yoga smiled and then let Lita sit down to eat. He himself immediately immediately immediately feeds his daughter painstakingly, Yoga is accustomed to taking care of his own daughter from bathing to bribing her. That's all he does very well.
" If so papah children eat rice first, dear. Aaa.." Yoga feeds Naura who immediately opens her mouth to receive a bribe from the papah. Naura is the type of child who, according to her, never fuss about food at all.
"Had to be puffed up, his son's henchman ate it". Thought Lita.
Felisha and Lita notice the interaction of the father and son. Felisha's heart was touched to see the Yoga doctor who fed her daughter while asking her to tell her about anything. Without feeling the food on Naura's plate runs out without waste.
" Yes....Naura's great!!!" Lisha and Lita clap as the Yoga doctor inserts one last mouthful into Naura's small mouth. Naura clapped for herself.
The smiling Yoga Doctor watched her eager daughter finish her meal and drink her water to the toilet. How Yoga wanted to see her daughter grow up with no lack of affection, but it seemed to be the destiny of God that required her to care for and raise her own.
Although his work is quite draining of time and energy. Yoga always tries to give the best possible time to the princess. Whenever there is free time, Yoga always invites her to play and invites her to tell stories whatever her daughter wants. Wishing her daughter always felt happiness even without a mother at her side.
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