My Patient Husband
Chapter 40. Fragile
"I want to know why he left me. I was like a woman who did not deserve to be loved because she had just disappeared, then now appeared before me as if feeling guilty.hiks hyks". Felisha was still hiccuping while taking out her uneg-uneg. Without realizing there was a pair of ears that heard his cries and all his words".
The tall man who was standing outside was glued. His heart was like in a crumb hearing the stuffing of the woman he loved because of his actions. Yes, Mato was fixated with a broken heart hearing Felisha's sobs and sayings.
Ever since his meeting with Lisha this morning Mato has been cranky. Immediately complete the interview process, intending to go see the woman he loves and explain everything. After his work was done, glancing at the clock coiled around his wrist turned out to be time for a break. He grabbed his jacket and then ran to the parking lot to pick up his vehicle.
Drive a little fast to get to the destination quickly. Upon arrival in front of Felisha's room, she momentarily adjusted her breath, took a breath and released it slowly. "I haven't been here in a long time, nothing has changed, hopefully Lisha hasn't moved anywhere else". Immediately on knocking the door of the room that used to be frequented but until the third knock there was no answer.
"It looks like there's no one, lisha's not here anymore". Think Mato.
Leaving her legs slowly towards Rufi's room, looking around who knew Rufi was still there might be able to help her meet Lisha. The closer the incision sounded the sound of a heart-wrenching sobbing. The more curious want to know who is the woman who is sobbing in Rufi's room. And it turns out it was Felisha. Instantly his heart broke upon hearing the woman's words between her sobs.
Silence stuck not knowing how to. Doubtful he stepped his feet closer to the sound of the sobbing. Standing in front of Rufi's room door that was wide open. When Rufi and Lita turned their heads, the two Lisha companions were very surprised to see Mato's whereabouts. Lisha wiped away the tears that flooded her face and turned her head towards the door, unconsciously she immediately stood up, walked and stopped right in front of the silent man looking at her fixedly with a sad face.
" POOR..." The sound of a slap on Mato's face shocked Rufi and Lita. Soon Rufi walked quickly to grab Lisha to calm down. While Lita deliberately let it go because she also felt sick to see Lisha who was always in the shadows by a bitter mass.
Mato unmoving. Rubbing her red cheek from the slap of the woman she loves. Feel like you deserve it. More than that, he will accept it sincerely as long as Lisha forgives him.
Rufi led Lisha to sit on the patio chair in front of her room. Hugging her while saying something so that Lisha calms down and resolves her problems with Mato well. Not to forget he reminded that there was Ando who would be hurt for his attitude like this. So Lisha has to behave properly.
"I'm the same Lita to your room first yes let you guys have time to finish the problem well". Rufi's whisper was only nodded by Lisha. "Remember there's Brother Ando". Rufi continued while smiling in line. Lisha just stared at Rufi who passed with Lita.
Mato walked up to Lisha, sliding the chair right in front of the woman who had slapped her just now. Look at him with sadness. " How are you?" Tanya Mato started the conversation.
"I'm good". Trying to speak kindly and calmly like the message of his best friend, Rufi.
" Do I interrupt your time?"
"No, not at all".
" Thankfully. Thank you for taking the time for me".
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"sorry. I'm sorry". Said Mato while looking down. Embarrassed by her childish attitude left Felisha with no news. Without telling me what the problem is.
"sorry for what?". Lisha spoke very calmly even though her heart was in a stir.
Lifting her face and looking fixedly at Lisha. "I'm sorry I was so childish, left you without news and never came to see you." There was no response from Lisha.
"I'm sorry I did something wrong behind your back then." Keep talking while bowing his face. Mato was too embarrassed to explain everything to Lisha for what happened to her. Lisha let Mato speak.
"I have a child from another woman". With great difficulty he said it. Her face flushed. It was expected by him that Felisha would be very surprised to hear this confession.
Felisha was so shocked to hear the words of the man before her at this moment. But I don't want to say a word either. His tongue was stiff to speak. Then Mato continued his story.
" When you were busy in college when we met less often, I turned my mind to a little entertainment so that I would no longer force you to get married as soon as possible before you graduated from college".
"At work, I went to the pool play, there I was amused and my mind was a little distracted".
" I turned out to be addicted. I spend every night there. Until I met someone who offered me a drink. I thought it wouldn't make me drunk but it turns out I was wrong, it was so intoxicating. But I kept repeating it. I'm like addicted to that drink".
"Since that day, I've always come home drunk. I never dared to come here to see you".
" There I knew a lot of women until I finally met a high school friend. We met there and then became familiar. I thought she was a good woman but it turns out she set me up. He offered me a drink that turned out to be added to a drug that drove me crazy. I saw her so seductively and wanted to pounce on her quickly. And.and finally it happened. I did it with that woman". Mato explained with a red face and reddened eyes.
"I thought I only did it once she wouldn't get pregnant but it turns out that after a month I never saw her again, I tried to avoid her but she came to see me instead, asked me to marry her because she was pregnant with my seed."
Felisha turned her face in any direction closing her eyes for a moment trying to calmly listen to the explanation from Mato, because this was what she had been hoping for. Expect an explanation from the man who left her just like that. His heart ached, it hurt so much, but he had to accept it. Describe everything that has happened.
"I felt like my world was falling apart. I feel so confused how. I don't want to marry anyone but you. I never thought I'd marry another woman besides you because you're the one I love". Staring at Lisha's face that never looked at her. Drop by drop the tears came out but quickly wiped them violently. Mato said that with a broken heart.
Felisha's heart was also shattered by the reality she received.
"I can't believe she's pregnant because of me. I said I'd marry her if it was my son."
"We finally did a DNA test. And it turns out that my DNA matches the fetus in the womb".
"I never contacted you because my mind was too messed up back then. Think about how I explained everything to you. What if you don't want to accept this dirty me anymore".
" I never had the courage to meet you until we met this morning. I'm a cowardly man.I'm a cowardly man". Say it with red eyes. Clenching his hands unexpectedly Mato stood up and immediately raised his fist against the wall of Rufi's room that was right in front of him many times spilling the anger that had been in his storage. Angry at yourself who has far hurt the heart of the woman he loves.
"STOOP!!! Stop brother Mato is enough your hands are hurt". Lisha was very surprised by what Mato did. He involuntarily shouted to stop Mato from continuing to smash his fist into the wall until his hand bled out.
Rufi and Lita instantly ran out of the room hearing Lisha's scream.
" What's the matter Sha...?" Say both while running closer. How shocked they were when they saw Mato sitting with fresh blood flowing in his hands.
Rufi went into the room and soon she came out with a medicine box that was always available in her room. Giving it to Lisha, Lisha swiftly took out the tools she needed. Grabbing Mato's hand to clean her wound, carefully apply the red medicine and then cover it with a bandage.
Mato did not let go of his gaze in the slightest to the woman he had hurt. Her heart grew sick to see Lisha who was trying hard even though she was actually very fragile. Wanting to hold her tightly let go of her longing all this time but she did not do it because Lisha would not allow it.
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