My Patient Husband
Chapter 51. Denyuuutt my heart pounding feels beautiful
Felisha POV, please,
I woke up this morning with mixed feelings. There is happiness, there is sadness there is also longing. I don't know who I miss, tears like always wanting to slide freely from my eyelids.
I wonder what really happened to me. Why am I being so melancholy. Is it because I have really let go of Mato and started to learn to accept Ando with all my heart? Or is there still a longing left for Mato? Ah no no. when happy if I keep like this. I can't be like this, there's a lot of happiness that Brother Ando has been giving all this time.
After the dawn prayer, I felt uncomfortable with my stomach. Hurry up to take off the mucus, throw it on the mattress with just any chance because of the sudden mules, running into the bathroom. After completing my wish, I was coming by the moon.
"huh my mood so sensitive since last night".
Get out of the bathroom and wear a pad that fortunately I always provide in this room. Suddenly thinking of the face I was wearing just lest the blood come through about the face hastily examined it and thank goodness there was no blood I saw there.
"Sssshhhhh..aduuuhhh my stomach hurts so much".
I grimaced, sat in a chair and grabbed the phone that was on the table. Seeing the clock on the phone at 4.50 am. I find the number I named "My Angel" and then press the green button to call, no need to wait for a long time for the call to connect.
"Assalamu'alaikum's chat..." I heard my mother's voice across there. I asked to answer my greetings from my mother, trying not to sound like I was crying.
"Wa'alaikumsalam mom, same mom healthy dad?". Still trying to sound okay.
" Thank God be healthy, son.How are you there, Healthy?" Ask mother.
I nodded as if I were in front of my mother.
"What's wrong? You want to love?" Hearing Mom's question, I couldn't bear to not sob.
"I miss my mom's dad". I sobbed until I stammered.
Instantly I changed the call, from voice call to video call. I want to see firsthand the people who have made me exist in this world.
" Why are you crying hmm?" Mom's soft voice immediately greeted as the video call connected.
"I miss mom..." Still sobbing until feeling tightness in the chest.
"Istighfar darling. Astagfirullahal...Astagfirullahal...Astagfirullahal..." I followed my mother's orders to tell me to be istighfar.
"Udah ya.don't cry again later beautiful ilang.." Saying a soothing smile.
"If you haven't got a job there continue to miss mom and dad, come back here first oruh". Further.
I can only nod again.
" Where's dad mom?" I didn't see Dad there. Maybe go to the mosque for morning prayers.
"The father of morning prayers congregates in the mosque. Just go home again". Like I thought.
" How are you, baby?" Mother's habit of calling never escapes this question.
"good. Thank goodness..." I smiled as I remembered last night Brother Ando came just to see me for a while and then came home. Brother Ando always has a way to make me blush.
I slowly wiped the tears that had bathed my cheek.
"You guys are okay, right? No fighting, son?"
"No, ma'am.we're fine there's no problem".
" Yeah. invite you here if Ando has free time".
I'm nodding. "Yes ma'am later I asked Ando first when we have free time soon yes ma'am".
" Assalamu'alaikum." came a greeting from the father.it seemed like the father had just come.
"Wa'alaikumsalam.." replied the mother in a slightly loud voice. "Dad you come home, would you like to talk to me?" mom looked at me with a sigh that I answered with a nod. The camera seemed to be wobbling because the mother was walking towards the father.
"Ica Yah.nelpon crying, she said kangen.." Mother's words were immediately greeted with laughter from father and only made me sullen.
"Haha...Old baby father with rich mother aja nangis-nangis. If you miss here go home". Dad pointed a camera at his face and mom's face made me sob right back.
" Huuaahuaaa.dad don't call me a baby anymore. Ica is big now. It's graduation". I was sobbing hearing the name old baby from my father.
"Very well if you get to Ando tau". My threat.
I laughed at my threats.
" Hahaha..did you fear the baby?"
"Yeahh.." I shouted.
Dad laughed, it was so good to tease me. Mother was just shaking her head to see a father who was so happy to tease me with the name of a baby. That's how you treat me, my mom and dad said I'd be a baby forever for them both my parents. It doesn't matter if I have children. Remembering that, I again wanted to shed tears.
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It did not feel like we had been talking for 1 hour, discussing all kinds of topics. After talking long enough with my father and mother, we ended the video call this time with a feeling of plume. How relieved and happy this heart sees them in good health and happy even though they only live together without me there.
Suddenly thought of wanting to hear Ando's voice when he woke up. I saw the clock showing at 5:50 in the morning.
"He must have woken up from earlier". I thought as I pressed the green button to make a voice call to the number I named "Kado" stands for "Kak Ando". hihihi
" It's so sexy." What's wrong with my brain. Apparently he just woke up, did not pray dawn?
"Hello..Assalamu'alaikum". Brother Ando repeated his greeting that I had not answered since.
" Eh wa'alaikumsalam." I was surprised when the typical hoarse baritone sound of waking up was a little louder than I had thought.
"What time is this?" Say again.
"Wake this brother already want 6..you do not pray dawn?" Tanyaku.
"Break dong prayers dear, but sleep again afterwards".
" Oooohh kirain does not pray at dawn sleep ampe at this hour".
"Where may be dear mamah may not let me keep sleeping, must have been busy gedor-gedor door if I did not wake up morning prayers. hehe.."
"Hehehe.iya yes".
" Tumben this morning call baby..kangen huh?"
"Idiihh Narcissist really is a person". This time I let my guard down until I forgot the reason for the question that might come out of Ando's lips. Hufftts
" Hahaha...yes if you don't miss, then what dear?"
"Can't you?" I finally answered like that. But there was no answer to just the sound of running water. Looks like he's in the bathroom. I don't know what he's doing now.
"May be very dear, may miss it but do not cry again ya..." Reply to Ando finally after a while. I heard Ando's laugh a little far away, it seemed like he kept his phone away from his ears.
"Iiiisshhh what the hell".
" Haha...I can VC?"
"No way.I don't want a VC I haven't showered. hehe.."
"No papa, a week of not taking a bath also you keep beautiful and fragrant for me.."
"DANELBAAALLLL..."
"Who's a tombal baby, I'm serious".
" I'm dying with his cell phone if I'm in the womb". Aiihhh my cheeks are hot right now, fortunately not VC. If not, I'd be ashamed of him.
"Haha...Jutek. Why haven't you taken a shower, honey. hmm?"
"For mager".
" There shower first let seger. I'm getting ready to go to the office".
"Mmm.alright..Assalamu'alaikum..."
"Wa'alaikum...Kiss dong in the morning let me work today".
" Muacch..." I kissed my phone screen with a little sound *******. Aahhhh shame but yes no.no he does not understand directly right******guwehh.haha..
"Content with.muachh". uh brother Ando sent back ********.how dong..huuhu.
I hurried to hang up because I was confused about what to answer and this is why my heart was pounding. Could be this danger. I looked at the black phone screen, took a breath and then I exhaled slowly from my mouth. I held my warm face with two hands. Early in the morning has been made pounding the same brother Ando.
" Kok I'm as pounding as this is just because of sibling brother Ando this morning. I had been with him for years but only this time I felt something like this. Could it be that I've fallen in love with her?"
Tok tok tok tok
"Shaaa.open door". The knock on the door followed by Lita's screams shocked me and immediately answered Lita's call with a shout as well.
" Yeaha bentaarrr..."
"So what the guy from earlier called also not nyahut". Omel Lita when the door opens.
" Sory.I'm not horrified. What's up?"
"I want to go ahead and buy breakfast, would you like to leave?"
"Oh.iya yes.. I want some bude chicken porridge Come one". My words that I immediately get a piece of green money and give it to Lita with a smile knot. I saw Lita shudder at my behavior this time.
" Napa you smile so much".
I shook my head strongly. "No papa. Smile that Taa worship.morning looking for reward". I said as I pushed Lita out slowly.
" Tumbent..." His forehead frowned at my chattering as he walked towards Rufi's room.
"Fiii..Rufiii.." Turn of Rufi's door in Lita's gedor.
Litaaa Lita.mau buy breakfast only wakein people se RT.
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