My Patient Husband
Chapter 48. Guilt
"Kc..You don't love her dear, you love me Felisha you love me the same. What's by saying he's your future husband I'll believe that? No. I don't trust Sha". Mato shook his head, speaking in a slightly loud voice but was restrained so as not to invite the attention of the people who were there.
" Have Sha you can pretend in front of the man but not with me. I can't you lie". Mato continued while standing up to leave the place. Not giving Felisha a chance to speak. "I'll never let you go before you're mine." Mato's whisper was right in the woman's ear while rubbing Felisha's smooth cheek. A slanted smile was engraved on her lips before actually leaving Felisha who sat glued to hear everything she said.
Felisha was silent for a few minutes with her blank look. Realizing from his daydream immediately remembered that there was Ando waiting for him in the car and had not had lunch since. Hurry to the cashier to pay their order bills that have not been touched by him and Ando. Lisha chose to take away the food that had been in her message earlier. Lost his appetite due to the presence of Mato.
Walking towards where Ando parked his car by carrying a paper bag containing food. Knock on the car window so Ando opens the door for him.
" I take away the food, brother. We ate at the kost and yes". Lisha said as she sat next to Ando.
"Oh that. Are we going home now?"
Lisha just nodded without turning to Ando who immediately drove his car towards inde kost.
During the trip, Felisha just silently looked out the window from behind the glass. Ando occasionally glanced at the woman sitting next to him. Gently rubbing his head covered with hijab then grabbed the hand of the lover who was in the lap and grasped it.
Didn't want to ask when the woman's mood wasn't okay. Ando chose to let Felisha's heart settle first and then he would invite her to talk.
The various kinds that were on Lisha's mind at the moment. Wanting to feel he shouted as loud as possible hoping to reduce the burden a little. But baby, that's impossible for him to do.
Slowly Ando pulled over his car made Felisha immediately turn to the right and then look back out the window where Ando stopped, staring in wonder with a frown.
"Why do we stop here?". Tanya Lisha was still looking around which looked lonely. I was surprised because their goal was still far away.
Ando turned his body to the left facing the woman beside him.
" Don't you need a quiet place?". Ask Ando. Felisha looked at her lover.
"Dear is not papa. Here.." Ando grabbed Felisha's body and hugged her. The woman's cry broke in the lover's arms.
"Hikshikshiks.why are you so good with me". Stammering Lisha said it.
Ando closed his eyes for a moment to hear the words of his lover and increasingly tightened his embrace.
" I'm a hix.I'm not a good person.I'm so bad with you.hikshiks..." Lisha fumbled in the middle of her stuffing. "You...have done so much for me but what have you got from me? I. I can only hurt your heart.hiks...I. I.I cannot yet give my love to you huaaaahuaa..." The crying is getting worse. It turns out that guilt to the lover dominates his heart and mind. Feeling that his heart could not be given to a man who had been so patient in facing him all this time.
Ando did not interrupt the slightest speech of the woman who was sobbing in his arms. Let Felisha let out what was a burden in her heart. But when he heard the last word said by Felisha, Ando again closed his eyes which suddenly heated up. Looking up so that tears do not really come out of his eyelids.
"Sir papa. I'll wait until you really love me". Ando said after a long silence.
Slowly Felisha loosened her embrace. Staring at the face of his lover who was trying to carve a smile behind the sadness in his heart.
"Do I still have that chance?" I can't believe what he heard. After being honest, Lisha thought Ando would choose to end their relationship but the reality was not what she thought. Felisha had no idea that Ando would wait until she truly loved him.
Ando nodded and again smiled to cover his grief. Removing the tears that were still standing on the face of the woman who had locked her heart with her thumb. Pecking at the top of the old Felisha's head, as if conveying how much she loved the woman. Whatever he will do to stay with her, loving with all her flaws and advantages.
"Thank you". Felisha said sincerely and touched Ando's body, hugging him tightly again.
" Dear, we go home. I'm laper to eat you. Can you?" Canda Ando who was immediately rewarded with a pinch on her stomach.
"That perverted base". Lisha said that immediately made Ando laugh hearing that.
" Maha..."
Ando drove his car across the streets of the city that began to be quiet because the break was over. The clock has shown at 13:40 they have not filled the stomach at all. Just filled with fried rice at breakfast this morning.
20 Minutes later they arrived at the hotel. After parking the car, because the time of dzuhur is almost up Ando pamit dzuhur prayer first in the mosque which is located not far from there and Lisha immediately to his room which was welcomed by his two friends Rufi and Lita.
"Lho..have you come home alone?" Ask Lita.
"Sama kak Ando but he prayed dzuhur first in the new mosque here". Answer Lisha.
" Ooh.." Lita just ber oh ria.
"I pray dzuhur first yes". Pamit Lisha was taken by both. Hurriedly keep the food-filled paper bag on the terrace table and immediately enter the room to carry out its obligations.
" Okay okay". Answer Lita.
Rufi grabbed the paperbag and took out the contents.
"Where the hell are they, the rich haven't had this lunch". Said Rufi who saw the food menu brought by Lisha in the form of heavy food.
" It doesn't seem to be from Ando deh Fii's house". Answer Lita.
"Yes. Seems like". Rufi.
10 Minutes later Lisha came out with a fresh face in her casual clothes. Sit down to see the menu on the table. Shortly thereafter Ando came with a face and hair that was slightly wet from being exposed to ablution water.
" Bangeeeettttssss..." The whisper of Lita in Felisha's ear when she saw Ando coming walking towards where the three of them were sitting.
"Any time if Ando's brother is handsome, very good too". Said Lita while moving her seat beside Rufi. While Rufi only smiled at the behavior of her two best friends.
They sat eating in the interlude of small talk.
" Aren't you eating?" Ando asked Rufi and Lita, astonished that there were only two empty dishes there which meant only for her and Lisha.
"Udah brother. We both ate". Answer Rufi.
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Rayapharmindo Office.
Dropped his ass sitting on the chair behind his desk. Grab a glass filled with white water and gulp it up the toilet.
Her throat felt extremely dry as she recalled her encounter with Felisha today. Recalling how Lisha walked with other men besides herself, looking at the link of their hands, she said, especially when he saw the loving gaze of the man who was none other than Ando for Felisha made his heart burn. Cupping his face with both palms then violently displacing it.
" He thought I could be lied to that easily". Say it with a slanted smile.
"I don't see an engagement ring on his finger. That means he hasn't been bound by that man". Think Mato.
" However, you have to go back to me, Felisha. I can't if you belong to someone else because only I can love you. Yeah just me". Mato spoke to himself.
The door of the room opened, Mato raised his face to see who was coming.
"Why is your face so tangled? already rich laundry has not been ironed yet" asked Abraham when entering and saw the face and hair of Mato are disheveled like never before.
"What do you need to come here?" Mato asked still with a hostile face.
"Obviously dong sir. Why the hell are you? Is there a problem with women?"
"Gw just met Ama Felisha at the restaurant in front of AA hospital".
" Now continue?"
"Gw hasn't finished talking about playing serobot yet". Omel Mato to Abraham his friend.
"Yes yes...Proceeds ".
" He's going there same bro. They are very friendly hands.bikin I want non-jok people know not.now you already know why my face is tangled.gw want non-jok people". Mato said, clenching his hands in front of Abraham's face.
"But I don't want you to tonjok..lu know who that man is?"
"No. I don't know. I just saw that. But she seems to love Felisha very much".
" Why can you say that?"
"Gw guy men. I see from the way he looks at Felisha.gw also see from the way he treats Felisha tuh make me...BUGS..." Mato stood up and hit the table with his fist. Instantly, the items on the table were scattered.
Abraham muttered while chuckling at the state of his friend who seemed to be burning with jealous fire.
"So you're jealous?" Abra asked calmly as he grabbed the candy on Mato's table, opened his skin and threw it into his mouth.
Mato sat back in his chair.
"Of course I'm jealous..There can be no other men but gw". Said Mato with a voice that started to rise. Annoyed by the response of his best friend who seemed to not care about him.
" What about Lisha's feelings when you know you've had another daughter?" Ask Abra who immediately makes Mato silent do not know what to answer.
Mato Tightened his jaw.
"You sure Felisha's sorry about you?"
"No need to be grandiose..Felisha accept your apology I'm so grateful you". Abraham continued.
" What do I do now to let Felisha go back to me?" Mato's question sounded desperate.
"Yes, apologize first. If you're sorry, then we think again next you should how". Abraham.
" okay that tonight I want to see him. But you promised to help me get Felisha back". Mato was excited again.
"Yes depends on whose opponent you are. I didn't promise". Abraham stood up and passed from there making Mato even more upset for him.
Mato quiet.."The Abra Kadabra seems to know the man. Don't know him". Seemed to think while tapping his finger on the table.
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