My Patient Husband

Chapters 18. Reason

I haven't been able to explain everything to them because I myself am confused by the problems that are happening in my relationship and Mato's sister.

On the one hand I feel guilty for refusing Mato's proposal so many times. On the other hand, I'm really not ready to get married.

I'm really in lema now, I'm more alone and contemplating to calm my heart and mind so I can think clearly in making the right decision, whether to continue this relationship or just end it. My two best friends Rufi and Lita are very understanding of my current feelings, they give time to myself. They always support me.

Unknowingly my tears dripped onto my cheeks and I removed them. I can't be weak just because our new relationship of corn has to run aground and end up just like that. Maybe we're not a match, that's what I always say to encourage myself but not with my heart. My heart can't be compromised, it hurts.

I sobbed without being able to stand it anymore, I don't know what I was crying about. Could it be that my little heart actually wanted the marriage or was it just too tired with the insistence from Brother Mato. I don't know.

If Mr. Mato wants to end our relationship tonight, I will accept it. Maybe this is the best thing for both of us.

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At night, the,

Rufi and Lita were in Felisha's room. They always try to calm their troubled friend. Although Rufi just hugged him and Lita comforted him by teasing him or telling him about their funny stories so that Felisha remained relaxed while waiting for Mato to come.

In the middle of the triad chatter, there was the sound of knocking on the door and the sound of baritone Mato greeting. The three of them looked at each other. Lita immediately moved to open the door. While Felisha clasped Rufi's hand tightly because she was nervous about meeting and talking with Mato after a few weeks of silence. Rufi hugged Felisha once more to appease her best friend.

After Lita opened the door of the room, it was seen Mato who was standing leaning against the side wall of the door by folding both hands on her chest while looking down.

Instantly Mato looked up and turned towards the door with a flat expression. Before Mato asked, Lita who had understood immediately opened the door of the room wide and turned her head towards Felisha and Rufi.

"Fi to my room yuk." Take Lita to Rufi

Rufi nodded then stood up. "Come on." Rufi led Lita out of the room. They left Felisha and Mato silent to each other without anyone making a sound.

Mato looked at Felisha with sadness. He wanted to run and hug his girlfriend without taking her off. Mato really misses the girl.

Felisha then went out to meet Mato who was only silent at the door. Felisha passed through Mato to sit on the front porch seat of the room. But his steps were stifled because Mato who immediately pulled and hugged him tightly.

Felisha flinched, not returning Mato's embrace. Apologies repeatedly came out of Mato's lips but Felisha remained silent. Felisha let Mato hold her for a long time until she felt tight from her lover's embrace.

"Once my sister, I'm claustrophobic." Felisha. Mato immediately let go of her embrace and saw her eyes red as it held back tears. Felisha was stunned to see Mato's red face and her slightly contorted appearance. Not as usual Mato looks like that. Depressing.

Felisha then sits on a chair and Mato follows her lover's steps to sit down together.

"What else is it, brother?" Felisha asked when they were already in a sitting position facing each other.

Mato was unmoved not answering Felisha's question. Staring at him.

Mato is tired of forcing Felisha to get married, but she can't control her feelings to marry him.

But Mato is also afraid that Felisha will get fed up with her request and end their relationship.

"Dear I'm sorry" said Mato after a long silence

"Nothing to forgive, what did you do wrong?"

"I know I was wrong all this time forcing you to get married before college, but I did it because..."

Mato's words stopped when Felisha immediately ignited emotions because of the words of Mato at that time.

"Because what brother? Afraid I'd suddenly say something and go with another guy?"

"Hey hey, that's not it baby, you're beating me up. I haven't finished talking."

Mato pinched Felisha's cheeks and lips in a puff

"Well, it was my brother who said. How the hell"

"That's one of the reasons, baby"

"That's true"

"One dear, that's not the reason, is it? that's why you listen to me first, by the way, do not play serobot aja dong. I'm a lip-snobot you just know the taste"

"That's a pervert" Felisha shuddered to hear Mato speak a little fulgar, her cheeks now red as tomatoes.

Mato's laughter broke.

"Who's the fuck. Old sister who was all sorts of things" Felisha pursed her lips in annoyance

Mato stopped his laughter, shook his head slowly and looked at Felisha fixedly

"So, you want to know the real reason I want us to get married before you graduate?"

Felisha nodded slowly

"So gini baby, besides the reason I told you that if I was afraid of losing you, there was something else as well."

"Honestly, dear I'm tired of men who always try to approach you, even though the fact is you never respond even once."

"I've never told you this story because I don't want you to feel uncomfortable about it"

"There's one more thing.."

Mato stopped his words and turned to look at Lita's room where Derisha's two best friends were.

Mato advanced her face onto Felisha's face which instantly closed her eyes and felt her face warm up.

Mato smiled looking at Derisha's expression Then whispered in her ear. Very close so as to make the feathers bristled.

"I'm tormented every time I get close to you, baby."

Mato's words successfully made Felisha open her eyes wide. He glared towards Mato.

"What does that mean, brother?"

Again Mato chuckled at her and intended to go back to Felisha's ears but was soon held back by her lover and shook his head slowly but Mato put away her hand, grasped it gently and continued whispering in Felisha's ear

"Every time we get close to my sister I'm always on"

Said Mato while looking down at him and Felisha followed him. Instantly Felisha widened her eyes and hit Mato's arm hard. And was about to scream but with swiftness Mato smothered him.

"Mmmm.mmm"

Felisha tried to take off Mato's big hand from her mouth and Mato immediately took it off with a sinless smile.

"Sstt.. Don't yell dong later the other denger" said Mato who smiled bated

"Ih what the hell, sister.kok perverted ya"

Again Felisha hit Mato's arm with all her might

"Awww.pity pain" Mato complained of pain while stroking his arm the former blow of his lover's hand.

"already dong dear.sick to know"

"Totally bawdy sister"

Mato chuckled at Felisha's red face.

"I'm honest baby, every near you rich gini tuh make me torment"

Mato rubbed Felisha's lips slowly. Want it to feel it m****t those rannum lips.

"Don't rich gini brother"

"Why?"

Felisha shakes

"That's why I want your dear halalin chips"

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