My Patient Husband

Chapters 14. Initially

Mato always said that Felisha is no less beautiful than her female colleagues in the office, even Felisha is not only beautiful from the outside but also has inner beauty. Beautiful from the inside, Felisha has such a kind heart that it gives off an aura of natural beauty and without realizing it Felisha admired many men for having it.

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The Mato POV

Felisha is a beautiful and cute girl, adorable. Her cabi cheeks and her petite body make her look like a Junior High child. He first saw her while she was still following the orientation process. I see him almost never smiling every day, he looks a little indifferent compared to his friends. All I see is a girl who doesn't pay much attention to her surroundings. If there was anything he had to do, he was like going straight to his destination without looking elsewhere.

One time I was walking towards the library room and Felisha was walking towards the office where the lecturers were located close to the campus library, If to the library, it will pass through the corridor of the room where the lecturers are located. Maybe he had some business with one of the lecturers there. I came out of the toilet and tidied up my clothes and did not see if there was someone in front who was also walking first. I accidentally hit him and he almost fell, fortunately I immediately pulled his arm so he wouldn't touch the floor.

"www.."Felisha

"Astaghfirullah.sorry. I didn't intentionally." Please me after Felisha immediately pulled the arm that I pulled earlier.

"It's not papa sir." Felisha said to me, "Call Brother Mato no sir, I am not that old." My expressionless voice heard her calling me "sir".

"Yes, brother." He replied expressionlessly just like me.

After that Felisha turned around and left from before me. I was silent for a moment to feel astonished, there was a girl who did not smile shyly so fitting to meet me, usually every meet a girl must give out the sweetest smile especially if I greet.

I wonder about her figure. I want to get to know him closer. What kind of girl is she. For a few months I was looking for Felisha and finding out where she lived secretly without anyone knowing. After feeling enough I tried to approach her, but I did not expect that she already had a lover.

I slowly backed off but not with my heart. The more I avoided meeting him, the more I saw him, either with his two best friends or with his girlfriend. My heart burned when I saw him with his girlfriend even though I did not see any love in Felisha's eyes, I was like seeing two friends but a man who put his heart on his girlfriend. that's what I saw.

I again felt there was hope for me to approach her again, but had to wait until their relationship ended. It's a silly thought, but that's how I feel. I felt that Felisha did not love her lover, but it seemed that her lover loved her very much. Let people say I'm selfish but I can't deny my feelings.

One month I waited for the opportunity while busying myself with work without letting go of my eyes to Felisha until I finally heard the news that Felisha and her boyfriend had broken up, there was no relationship anymore. I seemed to get a breath of fresh air as my mind was mumbling due to the piled up work.

I immediately found out about the breakdown of Felisha's relationship with her ex-boyfriend. Yes ex-lovers because they have no relationship anymore. I approached her two best friends, Rufi and Lita. At first they were reluctant to tell me everything about Felisha but in the end they understood that I liked their best friend. I told her the beginning of my love for Felisha.

I felt more optimistic when Rufi and Lita said that actually Felisha never felt more to Muza's former lover but Muza who was chasing Felisha's love. Haaahhhh really heard it all made me excited to approach Felisha and express the feelings I had been feeling all along.

Actually I'm a little hesitant to express my feelings in the near future because somehow Felisha just broke up from Muza. Well, even if I knew that Felisha had no feelings for Muza.

I met up more and more with Felisha's two best friends to plan when it was the right time to express my feelings. And yes, I called Lita this afternoon asking if she was with Felisha. The three of them were in the cafeteria for lunch. I told Lita that I would come to the boarding house tonight to meet and talk to Felisha. Lita agreed and she said she would tell Rufi about my plan.

At the kost,

After the Maghrib prayer, I prepared in my casual attire to go to Felisha's place. I turned on my engine and drove it to the boarding house where Felisha lived.

After Lita was picked up by her lover she sent a short message to me that Felisha now lives alone with Rufi. Soon I was in front of the boarding gate because it was not so far away and not so close.

I parked my vehicle in the parking area and went inside because there was no boarding father or guard there so no need for permission to meet his boarding boy.

When heading to Felisha's room that Lita had told her the number. There I saw Felisha and Rufi who were sitting chatting on the front porch of the room. Felisha looks a little surprised by my arrival in kosan while Rufi expression is normal because she has been told by Lita about my arrival.

"Assalamualaikum.." I said.

"wa'alaikumsalam sis.." replied Felisha and Rufi in unison.

I approached the two girls, and immediately sat down by Rufi while Felisha was still silent.

"Please sit down." Rufi pointed at one of the seats in front of Felisha. Which made Felisha instantly turn towards Rufi with eyes slightly glaring in disbelief.

"thank you." I said.

"Sorry sister, Lita's out probably home a little late." Felisha said to me. Felisha thinks I'm coming tonight to see Lita.

I glanced at Rufi and said. "Rufi can I have a word with Felisha?" my question was a little formal and it made Felisha turn her head quickly towards Rufi with furrowed brows. I was surprised what I was going to talk to him about. Rufipun. "Sha, I'll go to the room first. Nye.." Rufi waved at Felisha and immediately got up from there in a slight hurry.

I silently looked at Felisha who had a flat expression and was a little wondering. I was confused where to start but I had to express my feelings tonight. I'm not very good at being stale so I'm straight to the point. haha

"What are you talking about, brother?" ask Felisha. "can I help you?" continue again

"No, I just wanted to ask you something."

"What brother? about Lita, sister?" felisha asked the more curious I replied with a headband.

"What is your relationship with Muza?"

"How about you, brother."

"You still walk with him?" ask directly.

"Udah is not my brother. What's up?" Felisha still looked confused by the circumstances. Adorable.

"Felisha, I like you, I'm in love with you, don't you want to be my girlfriend?" I said tudepoin and solemnly, but Felisha did not answer, she was too shocked to hear my words.

Silent,

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"Sha..Felix.." I touched the hand of Felisha who managed to regain her consciousness. I don't know why he was silent and didn't answer.

"What's wrong, brother?" Felisha stammered in response to my call.

"I like you, I'm in love with you Felisha. Will you be with me, be my girlfriend?" I repeated my statement and question. And Felisha just shook her head while looking down to make my heart dag dig dug. How did he shake his head, did he reject me? Haaahh that question mark immediately crossed my mind. I'm really not ready if Felisha has to turn me down tonight. Yes, I am that seegeois.

"But why Sha?" I'm not impatient.

"Don't Mato's brother like my best friend Lita all this time?" tanyakanya.

I smiled and said. "I've always met Lita and Rufi, not just Lita. I asked quite a lot of them about you because I knew they could definitely give me a lot of information about you. Not putting your heart on Lita but on your own. For a week I asked them both.

Felisha was again struck by my statement. He still doesn't believe what I'm saying.

"I asked for time to answer Mato's question." Felisha finally said after a long silence.

"How long is Sha?" Much

"Sunday brother." Felisha asked for a week and I object. It's too long in my opinion

"Tomorrow the answer." I tried to negotiate.

"Five days old." Felisha

"That's a long time Sha." I'm squeezing

Felisha took a deep breath and exhaled slowly. To him this makes no sense. Perhaps he would ask his two best friends Rufi and Lita to make sure of it.

"alright. I'll wait for the next five days." I replied, but I'm not sure if I can wait for the next five days because I'm going out of town to work. But there is no certainty when it will be time to leave. Felisha just nodded.

"I'll go home first." I stood up and went home.

"Yes." Yeah." That's Felisha's answer. What else do you expect my inner Mato.

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