My Patient Husband

Chapter 43. What kind of feeling is this??

After the woman's departure, I immediately went back inside the house. I was still shocked by what I got back then. It really destroyed my world.

I'm increasingly unable to meet my Lisha. Jiika is my seed, which means I have to marry a woman I don't love. I never thought I'd marry another woman besides Felisha. I wouldn't be able to if it wasn't my Lisha. I regretted ignoring it. I'm so sorry.

I had to tell Abraham everything that had happened between me and Sherly. Hopefully he can come up with the right solution, which is good for me and also for Sherly.

I grabbed my phone and dialed Abraham's name on it.

"Hello. Assalamu'alaikum..."

"Wa'alaikumsalam..what are you?"

"do you have time for noon?"

"There was. Later it was found at the restaurant deket your house aja. how?" Abraham.

"OKAY. I'll wait there for noon".

" Yes yes, I will continue working first. Assalamu'alaic... "

"Wa'alaikum..."

I'm closing the call. I hope Abraham can help me this time.

Daytime, day,

"What the hell is it? it seems very important". Abraham said after he drank his drink.

I took a rough breath. Remember that time I suddenly said...

I explained everything to Abra Kadabra, I hope he has a solution to this problem that I am facing.

After hearing my explanation, Abra was silent as if thinking of something. He wasn't even surprised when I told him.

" I wanted to tell you about Sherly before". Abra tells her who Sherly really is. It turned out that she was a woman who had put her heart on me for a long time but I never realized it and never wanted to know her heart's intent to approach me. Because I just consider as an ordinary friend nothing more.

Several times he asked Abraham for permission to approach me but Abra never allowed it. Abra threatens her, if she still wants to get close to me then Abra will divulge her life which is a call woman. Yeah, Sherly's been working as a comfort woman. It's worth the grooming always menor.

And what Abra was afraid of happened. But he didn't expect Sherly to do it all to get me. Abra took a breath and threw it away a little rough.

"we wait for the results of the DNA test to come out, after that we just think about how next. You just calm down let me take care of it".

" How can I calm down bro...if the result is positive how?"

"Yes, marry him.How else? Who told bego".

" Fuck really lu. I told you to help me so as not to marry him. Even good to ask for marriage. how the hell". my nagging when hearing the solution he said

finally the DNA test is out. I'm afraid to see the results if it gets positive then my relationship with Felisha is hopeless. It will be completely destroyed. My Lisha won't take me anymore.

I went to Abraham's office to tell him that I had the DNA, but was afraid to open it and see the results. Abraham let me meet him at the office.

"Open aja nape anyway.time you do no fear. The present you're afraid to accept your deeds". Abraham's words always cornered me. I want to tear his mouth that doesn't have that morality.

" Don't do a lot of bacots. Quickly open I can't accept the fact that his DNA matches mine. Oh Allah forgive me".

Abraham grabbed the envelope I threw on his desk. Open it and read the DNA test. Instantly the look on his face changed from relaxed to tense. I looked at the sheet of paper in the envelope.

"Where? why are you quiet?". My feeling is not good.

" Positive bro". He looked at me with a face I could hardly read.

Deg

Destroyed was my wish to marry the woman I love. Fatal mistake I made. Felisha must hate me.

In the end I still married Sherly but I don't know what Abraham told her so she wanted to sign the agreement I made before marrying her. Before that, he insisted that there was no agreement. He promised to make me fall in love before the baby was born. That sentence is repeated every time we meet for the purposes of the wedding I did not expect.

I married Sherly according to the agreement I made. We were married but not at home, I chose to stay with Abraham while Sherly lived in the house I lived in before. After the baby is born we will get divorced soon, so we choose to stay apart to prevent bad things from happening. As for the cost of living, I will still be responsible for it.

From then on I quit my previous job. I chose to resign because I would not be able to suddenly meet my Lisha. I didn't know what to do if I met him at the time. I chose to disappear from Felisha's life. Then I tried to apply for a job in Abraham's office and thankfully I was able to work there right now.

I feel like I'm so dirty, disgusting. To me, Lisha is too dear to be hurt. I follow my passions too much to go wrong too far. I'm so sorry so sorry.

Sure enough, after the baby was born. Sherly and I are finally getting divorced. But after two months of divorce I was shocked by the news of my son's death. I was devastated, so many sins that I have committed are no exception to my son. I feel very guilty because since in the womb of his mother I never cared about him until he was born I was reluctant to accept his presence. Maybe God punished me with the remorse that I have brought to this day.

Regretting the sins I have committed. It began to feel a deep sense of guilt for the woman I loved, right up to my own son. I want to turn back the clock like before all the mistakes happened maybe everything will be okay. But everything has happened, making all the lessons very valuable.

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POV author, though,

Long enough Lisha was asleep in Rufi's lap, Lita who had just returned from her room immediately told Lisha that Ando called her earlier when she fell asleep.

"You're awake". Said Rufi while looking at Lisha who raised her head and sat up. Although both eyes still look puffy but Lisha already looks better than before.

" So Brother Ando called, because you were sleeping so I answered". Report Lita.

"What did Ando say?" Lisha asked as she grabbed her mobile phone lying on the nightstand.

"Ask if you're all right. I think he had a bad feeling about it just called him to your news". Said Lita who immediately got a plot from Rufi.

Lisha quiet. Looking at the clock on the phone screen turned out to be late afternoon. Maybe Ando's already taking a break from his job. Pressing the green button to call the name that called her earlier.

While waiting for the phone line to connect, Lisha asked Rufi for drinking water.

" Fii I'm thirsty, please take a drink ya".

Rufi had not yet moved, Lita first stood up and went to fetch a glass of water for Felisha.

"Let me be Fii". said Lita.

Ando's first call didn't answer. After the second call came a baritone voice across the street.

" Dear assalamu'alaikum". Lisha closed her eyes for a moment hearing the warm greeting from the lover.

"Wa'alaikumsalam.gimana work there, smoothly?"

"Alhamdulillah smoothly. I can VC?" ask Ando.

"THE "VC? wait for me to wear the hijab first". Lisha hurriedly went into the bathroom washing her face, slightly compressing her puffy eyes with cold water to disguise.

Rufi and Lita held back a smile seeing Lisha's lightning-quick movements go into the bathroom then come out wiping her face with a tissue. Then then apply a little powder on his face and lip bam on his lips so as not to look pale. Then reuse the hijab instanya, after which he grabbed the phone is still connected and press the screen that contained the camera symbol.

" Pake the hijab for a long time really dear". Ando chuckled when he first appeared on the phone screen that made Lisha immediately frown.

"Eeh beautiful very nice, where are you going?" Tempted Ando with a stifled smile after clearly seeing his lover's face on the screen that made Felisha's face red with embarrassment. Suddenly Rufi and Lita's laughter broke.

"Hahahaha.kak Ando is not very sensitive". Said Lita who popped her face behind Felisha.

" Eh there's Lita too it turns out yes. Where's rufi?" Asked Ando whose face looked tired but happy because he saw the lover.

"I present brother". Ando chuckled at Rufi's scream from behind the scenes.

Rufi and Lita went back to their respective rooms, giving time for the lovers to greet each other through mobile phones.

" sister. I'm the same Rufi back to the room first huh. You guys please speak four eyes. daa kak Ando". Pamit Lita represents Rufi while exiting Felisha's room.

"huh, I ran away anyway". Ando.

" They've been here since then and he's gone home now".

"Ooh.kirain 'cause I called 'cause he came home".

Lisha did not answer. Ando also silently looked at the lover who seemed to be not feeling well today even though he had covered with powder and lip bam. Ando could still see there was sadness and anxiety on Felisha's face.

" What's up, honey? You sick?" Ando asked very gently attentively after seeing Lisha who just lowered her head earlier. Like trying not to look him in the eye.

"No, I'm healthy. You should be there too?" Lisha asked quickly diverting the question.

"I'm Alhamdulillah healthy. But it seems my heart is not good". Ando looked at Lisha with sadness. Ando's words immediately made Felisha inevitably now look at the lover.

" Why are you? When are you coming home?" lisha asked a little panicked. Afraid that Ando would hear of Mato's arrival this afternoon.

"There's nothing, it looks like my heart is missing just wanting to go home so it can deket same you".

" Gombal is a person ". Lisha pouted and blushed at the same time hearing the muttering from the lover.

" Maha..." Ando laughed loudly when he saw the face of Felisha who he thought was so adorable.

Felisha stared fixedly at Ando's laughing face. "I won't hurt him. I wouldn't hurt someone who was so sincere with me, to be by my side in my hard times".

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