
It didn't feel like 3 weeks had passed when baby Calista and Nathan left the world.
Now Calista's body has begun to recover but his heart is still sore and sick, still he did not forget his baby who died of selfishness.
In those three weeks he seemed to continue to grieve without any happiness on his face. Plus the husband who is still reluctant to her makes Calista's mind dizzy until carried away.
Nathan became quiet at this time, leaving early in the morning and going home late at night. He spoke soberly to Calista without any romantic words he revealed.
Usually if he goes to work he is obliged to give kisses and hugs to his wife but since their baby-to-be died he does not even a little more do that, he left alone without the hug and kiss again.
Calista is actually very cornered, where she is in grief because her baby did not survive but coupled with an angry and disappointed husband to her. How does Calista feel right now?
It really hurts but he is strong to strengthen himself so as not to look sad again.
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After a long day outside, Nathan returns home at 22:00 p.m., Calista, who had been sleeping but had noticed her husband's arrival.
He heard footsteps enter the room and then move into the bathroom.
Calista sighed, raising her head to make sure that Nathan had gone into the bathroom.
He is not strong with this condition continues, they as husband and wife must greet each other and talk.
From the deepest force Calista gathered the courage to speak that very night to Nathan.
Calista waited almost 55 minutes for Nathan to come out of the bathroom, she had prepared a change of clothes for her husband that she had not done in three weeks so tonight she began preparing her husband again.
Nathan came out of the bathroom and found his clothes there had been prepared, he turned his face towards Calista who was sitting leaning on his bed.
He grabbed the shirt and said, "Thank you for getting dressed for me" he said, stepping away from the dressing room without waiting for Calista to answer.
Calista's mouth was open to answer but because he immediately left behind he paused his intention to say any sentence.
"Ahhm, honey, has dinner?" calista said he dared to speak when he found out Nathan was back in the room.
Nathan still looks cool and cold like he doesn't mind Calista. "Already, why?" the reply asked back. "Ohh no, I don't think you're eating out so I was waiting for you" Calista replied brick-styled with my face.
"Hmm then I want to go downstairs for a while to eat," Calista said again as she reached her feet on the floor preparing to leave their room. "I'll be with you" Nathan said with a chuckle as he followed Calista out.
Calista's face gawked, he stopped his steps looking at Nathan in disbelief if he was accompanied. The night before Nathan had never been like this when Calista went downstairs.
With a shaky step she walked without speaking to her husband her buckling felt creepy because Nathan who walked from behind like a horror ghost without speaking.
"Sit down, I'll get you some food" Nathan said, pulling up a chair for Calista as they reached the dining room.
She sat occasionally staring at the back of her husband who was taking food for her.
Tonight he looks confused, he feels Nathan is a little different from the baby how this week his heart is so cool and hopefully they will come back to make up.
"Eat it, you look very thin in a few weeks," said Nathan put the plate and a variety of food menu for Calista. "Thank you," he nodded back as he grabbed the plate. "Let me take it for you, "prevent it, while taking over the spoon that Calista holds.
Calista looked at him with a clumsy face while nodding letting Nathan take it for him.
Nathan filled the dishes with a variety of foods and vegetables and prepared to feed Calista.
"Well eat," he said, offering Calista's mouth. "Hemm" Calista nodded his throat as he opened his mouth. A happy smile began to be seen in his lips when Nathan returned to be warm to him, tonight also he hopes they no longer bloom each other.
"How's the restaurant going, how crowded is it as usual?" ask Calista a stale base to expel the nervousness between them. "Hem bustling as usual" he replied with a face that was still flat and cold.
Calista nodded while chewing food into his mouth. "How are you doing, has he fully recovered?" nathan asked while bribing back the food to Calista. "I'm healthy, I don't feel sad anymore" Calista replied, meaning her body has recovered but if Nathan knows her heart is still not.
"Good, it means you can enter the campus again," said Nathan either he fishing Calista or how. Calista stared at her while gulping down her drink.
"No I won't go to college anymore" he said with a dislike face when he heard Nathan's words. "Why?" nathan asked briefly with one eyebrow raised. "A-a-I decided to focus on being a housewife for my husband, and hope God will take the place of our children" Calista replied nervously, he had thought this way so he had to tell Nathan about what he had planned.
"Aren't you sorry about what you decided?" Nathan thinks he's confused, can't believe Calista's determined like that. She is willing to not go to college to be a good housewife for Nathan.
Calista silently lowered his head. "It's my decision, I won't regret it" he replied with glassy eyes.
Nathan looks pity looking at Calista who said willingly left his mind for her sake. "But Calista you're only a few years away, aren't you done?" his speech gave a little pomp to Calista. "I don't care, what I want right now is to get pregnant again," she replied firmly as she lifted her face with eyes that had been soaked with tears.
"I'm sorry if it was my attitude that made you so determined, I'm just disappointed that you couldn't look after our future son Calista!" nathan said regretting his cold and indifferent attitude toward Calista.
His heart is broken, sick and disappointed in Calista who neglects to keep his womb but he does not intend to stop Calista from reaching for his ideals
"It's not all because of your attitude towards me, it's all I've done to make amends to our dead baby-to-be" Calista replied in a hoarse voice
Here he was unable to hold back his tears, he shed all his frustration and heartache. He cried so much that his mind became calmer.
Nathan moved from his seat to approach Calista, swiftly hugging him tightly giving his shoulders to Calista's back.
He stroked while giving a kiss on the head of his wife gently, actually during this one month Nathan really missed Calista but he tried to pretend indifferent and selfish to test how Calista behaved to him.
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