My Life Friend

Cannot Be Saved

In almost 30 minutes they walked down the road to go to the Hospital and finally Nathan entered the hospital parking area that night.

It just so happens that Nathan has contacted his personal doctor first so they get treatment right away.

A few nurses and nurses helped her in the examination room.

"Mr Nathan, what exactly happened to Miss Calista?" ask the doctor before he checks. "Ahhhm no Doc, suddenly his stomach cramp and pain," replied Nathan speaking like that to the Doctor because Calista had not told him what had really happened.

Calista fell silent while thinking better The doctor examined her and explained what happened to her baby before she told him the truth.

"Then let me check on Non Calista" said the doctor with the nurse who helped him.

Nathan nodded as he waited for the doctor's explanation.

Doctor Mahen is her personal Doctor Calista, since her pregnancy she once a month controls and checks the condition of the baby in her stomach.

Doctor Mahen checked with tools and all sorts of things, as he sighed.

"Mr Nathan, Miss Calista had bleeding most likely earlier she had fallen and hit hard" Dr Mahen explained.

At once Nathan's face was pale and frightened, what he Calista fell on but why did he not tell.

"Ehm I mean Doctor miscarried?" her question was still confused yet fully understood about the pregnancy of his wife.

"It could be if the bleeding doesn't stop" Dr Mahen explained. "Oh my God, what really happened to you, Calista?" nathan rubbed his face in frustration, he looked very sad his face really did not radiate happiness.

Calista was still silent as to what, at this moment tears were speaking to explain the moment of shock they heard this bad news.

He only realized that since he had been bleeding, his lower abdomen was very painful and cramping.

Calista did not dare to look at Nathan's face anymore, his body tensed and trembling violently. Right now whatever Nathan says in his emotions he is ready to listen and ready to face.

Nathan's tears were unbearable when he heard this news from Doctor Mahen, Nathan looked down at his wife as he stepped closer to Calista, who was lying tearfully.

"Darling to explain to me what happened?" he said sobbing while kneeling on the floor with his chin stuck to the lip of Calista's bed.

Calista turned his face not wanting to look at Nathan's very sad face, he also joined in crying softly.

"A-a-I'm sorry, it's all my fault," she replied softly, her lips trembling with no power to say a word. "What's really going on Calista please explain!" nathan was furious because Calista spoke half and half.

Calista rubbed her cheeks filled with tears took her breath in deeply and greeted her slowly.

"It was true that at college, I fell and hit my stomach" he explained, grimacing in pain. "I'm sorry I haven't been able to be the best wife to you" she continued, regretting everything that had happened to their baby.

If she had listened to her husband's words to stay at home not have to go to the campus, maybe it wouldn't have been like this.

Calista was really sorry, he squeezed his chest which was very tight because of his crying

Nathan looked at him in disbelief as he shook his head, he moved from there away at Calista's bedside

"So how's Doc, is there a way out of this?" nathan asked in a hoarse voice. Doctor mahen sighed and said. "The only thing to save Miss Calista is that we have to give up the fetus in her stomach" Doctor Mahen nervously replied. Actually he could not bear to say that sentence, he understood and knew exactly how the broken heart of Nathan and Calista today.

Heartbeats Nathan and Calista seemed to want to be dislodged when hearing the statement from Doctor Mahen, Nathan was really tight as the oxygen around him had run out, his legs limp no longer strong to stand.

That's where their grief broke, Calista was really shocked and felt very guilty about harming their baby-to-be.

Just to feel this happiness taken away, Calista swore in his heart to avenge this to Steven, all for the actions of Steven who had harmed him.

"How are you and Miss, what can we do now?" asked Dr. Mahen to advise not to hold the fetus too long, when in USG the fetus already looks blue and the formation has been exhausted so the possibility of the fetus is lifeless.

"Is there no other way, Doc?" nathan replied in a voice full of tears to ask for a miracle so that the fetus survived.

Doctor Mahen shook his head as he swallowed his saliva. "The fetus is not safe in Miss Calista's stomach," he explained in a weak voice, for some reason Doctor Mahen felt sorry to see the couple in grief.

Calista cried hysterically when she heard again that if her fetus was lifeless, she yelled pulling her hair in frustration. His body wriggled to and fro, crying as if he could not accept this harsh reality.

Because in the examination room very noisily Raysa peeked from the outside to see Nathan and Calista were crying hysterically together, out of curiosity and not tege he finally entered without permission again to Doctor Mahen.

"Calista, what's going on?" her question ran towards Calista's bed while calming Calista down. "Sa, my baby Sa can't be saved anymore!!!!!" said Calista with a hoarse voice seemed crowded to express it.

Raysa gawked at his body as though he was running out of energy to move when he heard Calista's words, he was also struck by this incident. Regret also grew in his heart, he said if only he did not pay attention to Calista who prevented him from being taken to the Hospital maybe the problem was not like this.

"Oh my God" said Raysa shut his mouth in disbelief at what he heard. "Sa, I'm really guilty of harming my baby, hikks, hikks, hicks,!" said Calista hugged Raysa firmly, there he took out all his strands. Many sentences after sentences of regret he called but the voice that could not be heard was so unclear that Nathan did not know it.

Raysa hugged Calista while stroking her hair and shoulders to calm her best friend, and sure enough she was worried that all was going on right now.

This was all a mistake from Calista who insisted he would not be immediately referred to the hospital when he just fell earlier, he said, not just that Raysa has been forcing but what can make this friend who is very firm and does not want to listen to the word people and this is the result.

"Delivering him Calista may have God provided better than this, indeed we think God is unfair to us but on the other hand he has a much better plan for you," raysa's words appeased Calista's heart, who was heartbroken and disappointed in the gift she was given.

Sometimes we humans often blame God, where he gives us a very special gift that cannot be given by man, there will be a time soon we enjoy the gift, he said, and then he took it back from us.

Our feelings are indeed broken and disappointed in God, but actually behind all that God replaces it in a different way, believe after the rain will rain, after sadness comes happiness.

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The story of the loss of the Author's baby has also been felt, very sick and very disappointed in God. But over the course of time the Author has accepted this painful reality slowly God replaces the happiness of the other not only about the child but about togetherness to the couple and family.

So for those who are in this position, accept freely do not blame God because the problem does not come if humans are not careless, God has sent someone to warn us but because he insists that is the result to be borne and received.

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