My ex, my husband

EPS 80 God Gives us What We Need

In the evening, Bimo comes to visit Rara at her apartment. Rara sat with Bimo in the living room. Rara's face was filled with sadness.

"Is Reyhan very angry?" ask Bimo.

"Yes" replied Rara limp.

"Why don't you try to explain?"

"It's Bim, but he won't listen..." Rara sad.

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Mora: Yes you are more, why the hell should be angry with him? besides just the past, Rara has also received your proposal from Bimo.

Inside her room, Reyhan recalls Mora's words on the phone.

'Aaarrgghh why the hell now I'm irritable and difficult to regulate emotions. Is this what people really feel when they are in love?'

Reyhan stands up, picks up his jacket and car keys, and immediately heads to Rara's apartment and gives Rara a chance to explain.

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"Have not cried" Bimo tried to calm Rara down.

"Do you love her?" continued Bimo.

"I don't think Reyhan has yet, my love still belongs to Obie, but without realizing we already love each other. And I believe over time that Reyhan and I will love each other"

Bimo just silently smiled.

"You know Mia's been divorced?" Rara's.

"Yes" Bimo replied briefly.

"Then you didn't give him a second chance?"

"Let's go. It's hard for me to take it back"

"Then how are you going to get ahead?"

"How about what you want again, you also I do not want to marry, back same Mia too sick, maybe I'm better myself first"

"Sorry Bimo. Even though you know more about me, even though you've known me for a long time, I'm still convinced by Reyhan, I'm sure he's like this just because he's jealous"

'Actually, when Reyhan asked me to be his girlfriend, I refused and said that I was still hurt and traumatized because of my past, but Reyhan did not know who I meant by my past, Reyhan must have thought he was Obie, but he was disappointed to learn that he was Bimo, and now Reyhan must have thought that I had to accept him only to avenge Bimo' Rara.

"Yes.your choice is right Ra.."

"I'm sorry, Bim..."

"I have to go home, maybe you need some time alone. Quickly fix everything with Reyhan"

"Thank you Bim"

Bimo walks out of Rara's apartment.

Yuk!!!! Bimo opened the door then stepped out and closed the door again. Just a few Bimo steps, Bimo realizes that there is someone standing on the wall near the door. Bimo turned around and sure enough, there was someone standing gallantly.

"Reyhan?" Bimo.

Bimo finally approached Reyhan.

"Is your business with Rara done?" Reyhan.

Haha.. Bimo laughed softly.

"He just accepts you. Guard him. Her heart was very fragile, yet she was a tough woman. You're a lucky man" Bimo slapped Reyhan on the back and then walked away from the apartment.

'It turns out that Rara really accepted me, not because she was forced to retaliate against Bimo. I completely misunderstood Rara' Reyhan.

After the incident Reyhan destroyed Obie's photo, and Reyhan knew Obie was no longer on earth, since then Reyhan understood, who is the man Rara loves. And Reyhan has since tried to replace Obie, keeping Rara forever by marrying her.

Reyhan's anger after the restaurant, is not because Rara does not tell her past, but Reyhan does not know, that as long as she waits for Rara's answer, it turns out that Rara is also in Bimo's lamar which turns out to be Rara's past. Reyhan thinks that Rara is lying to him, playing tricks on him, and only makes him a tool to return his heartache to Bimo.

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Bimo Diary

I realized how stupid I was in the past, throwing away diamonds just for the beauty of jewelry, which was fake.

I had no face to ask for a second chance, which Rara obviously gave me either when she forgave me for what I did with Yessi, or when Obie died, or when Mia disappeared after graduation.

I don't know.that I realized, once Rara loved me, she sacrificed a lot, she gave me a lot of opportunities to fix everything but I wasted the opportunity, she used to fight for me. And now it's my turn to fight and sacrifice, to take it off, to let her be happy with her choice. Because after all Rara deserves to be happy for what he has fought so far, and I am just a traitor who does not deserve to be with him who is very loyal to him.

I can understand Rara's decision.When I was injured Mia only once, it hurt even I was reluctant to return. And Rara, whether it's been how many times or even hundreds of times I hurt her, it's only natural that she didn't choose me. Because now I realize how it feels to be hurt, broken, and disappointed. That's why I can understand Rara's position now. And I remain grateful that Rara still and always accepts me as her best friend.

Rara..thank you for fighting for me even though I often make your heart sliced. I love you, my best friend, my greatest ex.

Greetings, Bimo.

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Reyhan enters Rara's apartment, and finds her beloved girl sitting crying.

"Reyhan?" Rara was surprised to see Reyhan coming.

"Reyhan forgive me. I was never forced to accept your proposal. I. I just..." Rara.

Reyhan did not need an explanation because Reyhan had been standing at the door for a long time and heard everything Rara and Bimo were talking about.

"What?!" Rara wonder.

"I've heard all your conversations with Bimo. Stop, come!" Reyhan walked closer towards Rara while widening both of his hands as if ordering to enter into her arms.

"Stop!" rara said while stepping back.

"Why?" Reyhan's confused.

"What do you want?"

"Hugging you"

"Just wait until marriage!"

"What?!"

"That's a punishment for scolding me and for driving me out of your study!"

'Huft.... want to hug just have to wait until marriage?!!' Reyhan.

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I, as the author, apologize if anyone is disappointed. However, choose Reyhan or Bimo, still wrong, and still some are disappointed, it is like that when we take the decision😊

I myself as the author who made this story really upset my friends😌 but I myself learned a lot from what I wrote. For example:

Thor. the relationship must love each other (right) but ko Rara said only need to be loved

We see Rara's position yes, Rara realizes that she loves Obie but Obie is no more. Rara is also conscious, still harboring a taste with Bimo because after all Bimo is her first love. But. we see, that Bimo still loves Mia, Bimo still has a taste for Rara because after all she had a relationship with Rara, but the reality is that Bimo's return is only because he feels sorry to have wasted Rara. While Reyhan, Reyhan has not loved Rara, which means Reyhan or Bimo, both did not love Rara at that time. But Rara sees how serious Reyhan is to establish a more serious relationship, and Rara does not want to lose a second time just like when she lost Obie. Rara and Reyhan, they realize that they have not loved each other, but they promise each other in a 'right' bond and try to love each other later. And they believe that they will love each other as time goes on.

Though already fighting for Bimo why not unite?

Bimo is a man who is easily bored and unsteady, and also does not have firmness. Therefore, Rara prefers Reyhan even though he is new to Reyhan, because in Rara's eyes, Reyhan is a man who has strong intentions and assertiveness and he is more courageous to make decisions. Although Reyhan is jealous, but he is not 'rough'.

This is not fair thor for Bimo

Would if Rara decided to marry Bimo, be fair to Rara?. If Bimo is disappointed in Mia once she doesn't want to go back. What about Rara being disappointed so many times?

For Rara..

Betrayal is something heinous, even if it has changed, but it does not rule out the possibility of not doing it again. So Rara was afraid of going into the same hole.

Bimo and Rara struggle in vain dong?

There is no vain struggle, friend :). As Obie said, the struggle will surely end beautifully, but beautifully not only on that road.

Obie told me to fight for Bimo

Rara struggles for Bimo, but when Obie comes back in her dream, Rara finally realizes that Obiepun must want her to be happy. And Rara believes the meaning of Obie's 'beautiful sentence is not just on that path' , he means.. That Reyhan is into the indahan itself.

Poor Bimo, the injured party is Bimo.

When we make a mistake, of course we also get a loss, right? without realizing it, that what we plant, that's what we will get. At least all that made Bimo aware and changed for the better.

And from Bimo we learn that..

Going when saturated is not the right decision.

Leaving people by our side only to those we admire is not the right choice.

And when someone has betrayed, it is difficult for others to believe again.

And when it had reached the point of regret, then there was only delay left.

Thor is the same as Bimo

If Obie was still alive, Rara would not have chosen Reyhan or Bimo😁.

Friends never the heck we are in the choice between desire and reality that is not balanced even contrary. Sometimes we insist on getting an A, when clearly God knows that what we need is a B.

It makes us think that God is unfair. But obviously all of that is because God loves us and God better understands what we really need for the best for us.

Yes in short, Bimo is Rara's wish, but it turns out that God gave Reyhan that maybe it was an answer to what Rara really needed during this😁️

Rara married Reyhan ga exciting, no challenge because she just knew

Getting to know new people is a big challenge. We have to learn hard to understand this person. Surely there will be many trials that Rara and Reyhan face after marriage, what is it? are they strong enough to survive? wait for the continuation, up every day at 00.15🤭

What can you learn?😁

However it all depends on your own point of view, because each human has a different mindset and each human has a unique love story each😊

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"Ah I'm so lazy, don't want to continue reading"

Its alright. From the beginning I did not force anyone to read my writing. And I am so grateful to you who have been and who will still read the '😊.

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