My ex, my husband

My ex, my husband
EPS 75 Evaporates Everything



Late in the evening, Bimo and Galih come to his apartment with Rara carrying a lot of food and snacks. On the terrace of the apartment, Rara sat with Bimo and Galih. They laugh and joke together, even they also do videocall with Mela, Sasa and Aldi. They let go of longing and nostalgia for their time in college.


'For a long time I didn't get together with them, I'm happy today to be able to laugh again with them even though some only through Rara's videocall.


"Eh I go first" Galih stood up and prepared his bag.


"Where are you going? ko rush?" Rara's.


"I have a promise with Mora" Galih grimaced.


"Hmm who now has a girl, cie-in aja deh" Rara meredek.


Garth smiled widely.


"Well, keep going back up what?" Bimo was confused because Galih had left with him.


"Mora come here, pick me up" Galih.


Finally, Galih said goodbye and then came out of the apartment because there was an appointment to accompany Mora somewhere. While Bimo and Rara were still sitting on the terrace of the apartment.


"Who is mora?" Bimo asked Rara.


"Galih's girlfriend"


"Anything got a girlfriend???"


"He emmm"


"You familiar?"


"Well, I know Dong Bim. Mora is my best friend at work. Mora is exactly like Galih. Instead I brought them together, uh it turns out they really fit together" explained Rara.


Bimo nodded as if understanding.


--


Mora and Galih stopped by to eat fried rice on the side of the road.


"Cock just a pesen drink?" Moras.


"Yes, I ate at Rara's apartment, just like Bimo Rara. So it's full"


"Bimo is here???" Moras.


Mora already knows who Bimo and how the story of Bimo and Rara during college, who else if not Galih who told it.


"Yes, it turns out that all this time they misunderstood. Bimo is not married, and has been busy working"


'Why did Rara never tell me that Bimo was here huh?' Moras.


"You think.. Rara still loves Bimo? and does Bimo still love Rara?"


"Hahaha I don't understand either, their relationship is complicated. But what I see as their friends, they are still affectionate with each other, but yes, the nature of Bimo is so, the nature of Rara is so. That's why they often misunderstand"


"You know nothing.. Reyhan's been nagging Rara"


"Seriussss???!!!!!" Galih surprised.


'Rara hasn't told me yet. Even though today, Bimo also wants to treat Rara' Galih.


--


Rara stood up from her chair and was about to enter the apartment.


"Where are you going?" Bimo.


"Come in, watch a movie instead of bete" said Rara.


"Mmmmm Ra's... "


"Yes?"


Bimo stands up and confronts Rara.


"I... " Bimo scratched his back neck as if confused. "I-I want to say something" he continued.


"What by the way?"


Bimo fell silent and looked seriously at Rara's face.


"So serious for your face" Rara gave a small laugh then about to go inside but immediately prevented Bimo by pulling his arm.


"I want us to get married" Bimo said quickly.


Rara turned body. Looked at Bimo's face for a moment.


"Haha. what the hell is Bim..."


"Seriously." insisted Bimo.


Rara fell silent and somehow her breathing began to feel difficult to manage. Then Rara threw away her face and went into the room and sat on the sofa in front of the tv.


Bimo stepped up.


"Rba..." Bimo is approaching Rara.


Rara sat down and shed tears.


"Ra.. Why are you crying?" Bimo wonder.


"Why Bim.." said Rara slowly.


"Why what is Ra?" Bimo's confused.


"You can't get rich with Bim!" rara said with a high enough tone as if angry.


"This is how Ra is...." Bimo is confused.


"Yes gini. You're all on your own, you're not clear, you're weird, you're abstract"


Rara was silent for a moment.


"You are evil as I am Bim" Rara began to cry.


"Ga is clear how the hell Ra. I want to marry you so that our relationship is clear"


Rara stood up and faced Bimo.


"We? since when have you and I been us again? since you left Yessi? or since you've been married to Mia?".


"Ra. please don't talk about the past, I admit I was wrong"


"Don't talk about the past you said? without you being aware of Bim, that wound in the past that made me sick until now, I never forget how you used to have fun with Yessi just because you are saturated with our relationship. How did you come back to me because Mia came home, and you dumped me again after Mia came, and now that Mia is married to someone else, you come back to me. You only remember me when you feel hurt by others. All that traumatized me Bim!" Rara crying.


"I was wrong about Yessi, but about Mia it's just Ra's misunderstanding.."


"But you love her Bim, even when we were dating you never loved me like you loved Mia"


"Ra. why so banding-banding like this anyway..."


"You forgot? you used to be proud of Mia in front of me, you said she was a good and smart woman, without you thinking how I felt at that time"


"What difference? I know you still love Mia, until whenever you will continue to love Mia, your adored girl"


"But now I realize Ra. all I need is Home, and you. You are my home to go home, wherever I go, I will eventually come back and go home to you Ra.."


"Home? have you ever been home to me?. When I was tired, when I was desperately defending you, where were you? I always try to get back to you, Bim, but you were never in that house. You're cool with the others"


Bimo.


"If Mia had not gone straight to her hometown, would you have realized?, if Mia had not married someone else, were you here today?"


Bimo was still silent.


"Jawab Bimo, answer!!!!" Rara was crying.


"For what purpose? if in reality all that did not happen. Now that I'm here Ra, I'm here for you" Bimo tried to hold Rara's hand.


Rara immediately refused and stepped back away.


"Now all you are feeling is Bim's regret, not love" Rara said.


"Bec.."


"Stupidly I used to love you so much, that I couldn't see how Obie loved me, I regretted, until at the end of her breath, I haven't had time to return her love" Rara continued to cry.


"And now I realize, what I need is not the person I love, but the person who loves me, and it's not you Bim, but Obie"


"And now we are at the same fate point. You lost Mia, the girl you love so much. But now you realize that all you need is someone who loves you, me"


"Certainly so?" Rara's.


Bimo just silently looked at Rara who continued to emit all the emotions in her heart.


"After your betrayal, and after Obie's death, I really don't understand what I'm feeling Bim, I don't know whether I still love you or not, which I know only one, which I know only one, Obie's not around anymore"


"I will never be able to love you as much as Obie loves you, but let me replace Obie to take care of you for the rest of my life Ra..."


"And what will it be after a year, two years, three years we're married, then you feel bored, then leave me again? and do you think it's that easy I believe after all the betrayal and hurt you've given me?. All that is not easy Bim. Even so hard, I have difficulty believing with other men"


'Therefore I am also not sure about Reyhan, because of my trauma in the past that haunts me so much' Rara.


"You were my first love, I was obsessed with making you my last love. You made such a sore wound in this heart, and I am also very sure that you are also able to heal this wound. But I realized, that's not what I'm looking for Bim. After I got to know Obie, I felt a sense of calmness and comfort, she couldn't treat this wound, but she was able to make me forget that I had this wound"


'Today he blew it all up. He seems so hurt by my past actions. But now that I really want to take care of you, Ra, I want to love you again until I'm gone. How do I explain it so you understand Ra' Bimo.


"Come here..." Bimo extended his hand.


But Rara continued to retreat slowly, trying to dodge.


"Come here Ra.." Bimo walked over to Rara.


Bimo immediately hugged Rara.


"Let go" Rara tried to resist. But Bimo doesn't care.


"I'm sorry.I'm sorry Ra.." Bimo hugged tightly.


'Your heart is so fragile and broken because of me, I just want to hug you like this, forever' Bimo.


--


"Mor.. Which rara?" reyhan asked when he saw Mora eating lunch in the cafeteria but not with Rara.


"There's in his room. I was invited but he said he was not a laper" replied Mora.


--


Inside her study, Rara sat by the window looking at the outside. His eyes began to glaze over, his mind flew away longing, his hand holding the keychain from Obie.


'What should I do, Bie? I fought for him, Bimo. But your departure made me realize, that I already love you, Bie. Now, on the one hand there is a good Reyhan and he loves me. If you were still around, I wouldn't be this difficult to make a choice. I really want to meet you, Bie, ' Rara finally cried alone in her study.


Tok Tok Tok, there is no answer.


Pug. Door opens.


"Ra???" Reyhan.


"Huh?! huh uh?" Rara immediately rubbed her face with both palms.


"Why you???!" Reyhan panicked and approached Rara.


"Hm? gapapa Reyhan's.." Rara smiled.


"Obviously your eyes are wet. Still answer gapapa?!"


"I'm fine, Reyhan..." Rara repeated.


'Why is she crying? is he thinking of me?' Reyhan.


"R...." Reyhan crouched down to balance his body with Rara who was sitting on the chair.


"Did my proposal yesterday burden you?" ask Reyhan.


"Reyhan.what are you doing, stand up" Rara held Reyhan's arms together trying to make him stand up again, but Reyhan pegged his legs.


Rara draws and exhales slowly.


"With Reyhan, I'm just having a little problem, no need to worry" replied Rara.


"I don't like to see you cry" Reyhan said.


"Thank you, tuh" Rara curled her lips to look smiling. "Here you go, stand up" Rara tried to help Reyhan stand up and Rara stood up.


"What problems? tell me the story." Reyhan continued asking while looking at Rara's face in front of him.


'I'm not ready to tell Reyhan..' Rara's.


"It's okay.it's just a small matter with my old best friend" Rara replied with a faint smile.


Tok..


"Now.." Rara's.


Someone opened the door that turned out to be a security guard who brought a package of food.


"Mas Reyhan, this was there ojol brothers bring orders Reyhan mas. And he said Reyhan was in Rara's room, so I drove him here"


"Yes, yes sir" Reyhan.


The security guard then came out and Reyhan closed the door again.


"Eat it. I order your favorite burger king" Reyhan puts the food on Rara's desk and sits down.


And finally they had lunch together in Rara's study.


Now Rara has 2 ex. Both of them want to marry Rara. If you're Rara.. will you choose Bimo? or Reyhan? ๐Ÿ˜


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