My ex, my husband

EPS 122 at the Right Time

"I think I'll be home a little later, because I have an appointment to see a client" Reyhan told Rara when I finished breakfast and wanted to say goodbye to go to the office.

Rara, who was standing in front of Reyhan, fell silent and stepped closer to Reyhan, until their faces were close together.

Rara grabbed the collar of Reyhan's shirt and tidied up the black tie that was actually neatly attached. Every now and then Rara gently rubbed Reyhan's shoulder as if there was dust stuck there.

'Why the boy' Reyhan murmured in his heart.

Rara placed both palms on Reyhan's chest and then tipped both legs so that his short body could balance a little with Reyhan's body. Rara tilted her head and slowly Rara's breath felt on Reyhan's neck.

"Eh uh uh. Why is this" Reyhan said.

Rara did not care and continued to kiss her husband's neck.

'Can be aggressive too, boy'

"Hey wants what" Reyhan said again.

Rara ignored, and continued her action.

Reyhan fell silent and let his wife kiss his neck.

'Yagapapa.. keep loving'

"Mas.." shortly afterwards Rara stopped her activities and then hugged her husband while muttering softly to Reyhan.

"Co stop? that's how it works?" reyhan then returned Rara's embrace.

"You're going to work" answered Rara still hugging her husband.

"No, who says it" Reyhan exclaimed and swiftly carried Rara's body, and placed it on the kitchen table.

Reyhan stood in front of Rara sitting at the table, then took off the tie and unbuttoned her shirt one by one.

"Haha... Mas.. You want to go to work" Rara smiled holding back a laugh.

"You make my junior stand up early, take responsibility"

Reyhan immediately smeared Rara's lips with a kiss.

"Mas.times in the kitchen huh"

Reyhan immediately carried Rara towards the living room sofa. And they make love in the morning, and Reyhan bails his time to go to the office. No matter how late it is. For some reason, that morning, Rara really wanted to indulge with her husband. It was a rare moment for Reyhan, because Rara rarely showed his efficacious attitude let alone to start first.

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"Well?!" Mentari was preparing breakfast and was shocked to see Bimo coming out of the room wearing only shorts and a t-shirt.

"You're not going to work?" mentari.

"Today let me do all my work at home" replied Bimo.

"Why?" Mentari.

Mentari was silent, he was astonished and confused by Bimo's suddenly strange attitude, because only this time Bimo took the initiative to accompany him, usually unwilling, because, or even want to be forced and angry first.

Bimo walked over to Mentari, and they stood face to face. Bimo grabbed Mentari's hand.

"I'm sorry I'm always busy with my own world. I don't mean to not care about you, it's just, I'm being indifferent because I don't want to think too much about children. Likewise I hope that you can take it more casually, so that you are not burdened either. From the start, I never forced you to get pregnant right away. So don't make yourself feel heavy and anxious" Bimo explained.

The sun fell silent and shed his tears. Bimo directly rubbed it gently using his finger.

"Have it. Don't cry. How many times have I told you, if it's sustenance, it will come. Don't keep going like this, you make yourself tormented. Just live, live with you alone is more than enough" continued Bimo trying to calm down.

"But I want to give you the descendants of Bim..."

"Yes, and I believe you can. But maybe not now, because it's not the time yet. Maybe someday. Years are enough, the rest let God decide. I don't want to torture you any longer"

After almost a year Bimo married Mentari and had not been given a child, Mentari decided to join the pregnancy program. At first Bimo did not agree too much because for him, the program or not the program is the same, if indeed it has been his provision will certainly be given by God. But because he wanted to make Mentari happy, Bimo finally allowed.

But for years following the pregnancy program, even to change doctors many times, in fact Mentari has not been pregnant as well. And Bimo knew, during the course of the pregnancy program, Mentari often felt pain, either because of the effects of injections or the effects of various drugs that he consumed regularly, he said, and for Bimo it has made Mentari tormented, and hurt himself.

And the reason Bimo refused to get a fertility test was because he didn't want to make Mentari anxious. Because even if the result is barren, whether he or his wife, it will still make Mentari anxious. Even if the results are both fertile, it will still make Mentari anxious, because Bimo understands how Mentari, Mentari will be confused and surprised and continue to try hard to get pregnant. Therefore, Bimo was relaxed hoping that Mentari could also be more accepting of the situation calmly without excessive worry. But maybe the way is wrong, to make Mentari think that Bimo does not care about him.

"You want us to get a fertility test?" ask Bimo.

Mentari was confused.

"If you want, let's go today. But are you ready, whatever the outcome?" Bimo asked again.

Mentari was silent.

"I'm sure no matter what the outcome, you'll still feel anxious"

"Bim.. If I'm infertile, how?" ask Mentari.

"Have I ever asked you to give me a child?" bimo answered by asking a question.

Mentari fell silent and recalled that indeed all this time, Bimo never forced her to get pregnant immediately, even she never discussed the matter of children.

"Now the question is, what if I'm the one who turns out to be infertile?" Bimo asked back.

Mentari.

"Instantially, my main purpose in marrying you is not to have children. Unless I want you to always be with me, and vice versa. I just want to spend the rest of my time in this world living with you"

Mentari's eyes glazed over, he hugged Bimo and he cried in Bimo's arms.

"That's it. leave everything to God" said Bimo then kissed Mentari's head gently.

On that day, Mentari decided to stop following the pregnancy program, not because she gave up, but Mentari began to understand what her husband said, that no matter how hard we try, it is, everything that determines is still God. And Mentari gave up everything to the one who has life. Because according to Bimo's words, if it has been his sustenance, it will surely come at the right time, not at a fast time.

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