My ex, my husband

EPS 114 Wants to Go Home

Mr. Udin was standing guard in front of the house then saw Rara coming out the door in neat clothes and carrying a small bag, a sign that Rara was going somewhere.

"Where is Rara going? let Mr. Udin inter" exclaimed Mr. Udin approaching Rara.

"Sir, please take me to the hospital"

"Good Mba.."

After almost 2 weeks of returning home from the hospital, it is time for Rara to get a check-up schedule for a total health recovery.

Once in the hospital, Rara was examined by a doctor who from the beginning handled it during surgery.

"This stitches have begun to dry yes. but does Rara's mother experience post-operative stress?" ask the doctor after finishing examining Rara and realize Rara's blood pressure is not in normal circumstances.

Rara just smiled and got out of bed and sat face to face at the table with the doctor.

"Mother Rara do not stress much, because later it will worsen the health of Rara's own mother"

Rara nodded.

"What's the air coming out?"

"Yes doc. and often a few hours of pain"

"It's okay mom, it's a natural thing for women after giving birth, it's a sign Rara's mother is healthy. And if it starts to hurt, immediately at the pump, it's because it's full and must be removed"

"Nice doc"

"Are there any other complaints, Miss Rara?"

"Mmm this doc, sometimes my stomach feels pain docks, but not because of the stitches, like the pain inside so docks. That's why, doc?"

"Mmm... hasn't Reyhan told you yet?"

"meaning?" Rara's confused.

"Begini bu Rara. due to the impact of 2x in the natural bu Rara, the mother's uterus has a wound that causes infection. That's what sometimes hurts because in the mother's womb there is still a wound".

"Wound??" Rara surprised.

"Yes bu Rara, and the wound takes a long time to heal. More or less Bu Rara takes 5 to 10 years of treatment".

"That bad???" rara is starting to be shocked.

"Yes ma'am. and during that time also bu Rara is likely to get pregnant is small, and if pregnant will be at risk for the fetus later"

"What??" rara's breathing began to disorient. "So that means. a. I'm barren?"

"No ma'am Rara, this is different. Ms. Rara could get pregnant again, but not in the near future, because Ms. Rara had to undergo treatment first. If Bu Rara diligently and routinely takes medication and undergoes treatment through an obstetrician, it could be less than 5 years have been able to recover completely and undergo a pregnancy program again. We as doctors can only predict according to the current circumstances, but how it will be the business of God who determines Rara, so Rara ma'am don't despair ya"

'10 years? the treatments? not pregnant?' Rara was really shocked.

"My husband knows this, Doc?"

"Mamma, Reyhan knew from the beginning"

'So he already knows? so... has he changed and stayed away from me because of this?'

Tears just flowed through Rara's cheeks.

--

On the way home, in the back seat Rara sat daydreaming with a muddled mind. Not only his health, mind, mind, but also his future was destroyed.

'Is this why you act like this, Mom? I admit that I was wrong, but should you be like this? you don't need me anymore'

Rara tried to keep thinking positive, but somehow her mind always headed in the opposite direction.

Rara feels that no one is on her side, and she blames herself, as does her husband, who blames her for the death of their son. Reyhan, the only person Rara hopes will strengthen her, is the opposite. Now it feels like all Rara needs is a hug from her mother and she wants to go home to her parents.

Rara pulled the phone out of her bag. Open whatsapp and look for Reyhan's contacts.

Rara: I miss my mom. Can I go back to Bandung to see him?

Message sent from Rara's phone. And before long the message read and immediately entered a reply message.

Reyhan: I work a lot in the office. Ask to take Mr. Udin.

SEK!

Reading the message at once his heart was so tight that it felt something piercing his chest to the inside.

'You really ignore me? looks like you don't need me anymore, just let me go home'

Can't be dammed anymore, tears just come out.

--

"What am I here for. I'm not a useful wife. I don't need it here anymore!" Rara talked to herself in her room while putting one by one her clothes in a suitcase. Anger starts to get into Rara.

Hiks.. hiks......

Rara sat down crying beside her suitcase, looked down and grabbed her own shirt.

'I don't want to leave you, Mas, but your attitude seems to tell me to leave'.

--

"Where's Mba Rara going????" bi Ina was surprised to see Rara coming down from the upper room with a bag and suitcase.

Mr. Udin who was eating was just as surprised until he was silent.

"I want to see my mom. Titip ya Bi's house" answered Rara still trying to smile.

"Why bring Mba's suitcase???" bi Ina was still confused.

"Let Udin sir between Mba" Mr. Udin got up from his chair and was about to wash his hands.

Unlike usual, Rara's attitude made bi Ina and Pak Udin really speechless and difficult to say until they could not prevent.

"Sir..it seems like a disaster is sweeping this house.." bi Ina's sad voice to her husband.

--

In the afternoon came a car and entered Reyhan's courtyard. Mr. Udin immediately opened the car door.

"Mom.. Sir.." greet Mr. Udin when the person in the car is out.

"Sore Mang Udin.. is healthy?" ask Mr. Santoso.

It turns out that the one who came was Mr. Santoso and his wife. Both Reyhan's parents did call Mr. Udin Mang Udin.

Mr. Santoso and his wife went straight into the house and bi Ina who was cleaning inside was surprised to see the arrival of her employer.

"Absolutely bi, where?" ask mother.

"Mas Reyhan hasn't come home yet ma'am." replied bi Ina.

"Rara where?" ask Mr. Santoso.

Bi ina looked down and looked confused.

"Why bi?" ask mother.

"So afternoon Mba Rara went to the hospital for a checkup, but came home straight to get dressed and go ma'am"

"Go?" mom's surprised.

"Sorry sir. ma'am fit in the car, mang Udin also had time to see Mba Rara crying" continued Pak Udin.

"Mba Rara went to take the suitcase, she said she wanted to go back to Bandung to see her mother"

"Bring suitcases?" now Santoso was surprised.

"Certain Reyhan knows? why is he not home at this hour?" reyhan's mother was getting anxious.

"Mas Reyhan always comes home at night mom. Ma'am.. I'm sorry if we were presumptuous, we've heard Mba Rara and Mas Reyhan fighting before. Aunty was worried about their circumstances ma'am." obviously bi Ina said honestly while starting to cry worrying about her two young masters.

--

Jegli!!!!

"Mommy??? papah?????" Reyhan was surprised to see the arrival of his parents who suddenly entered his study.

"What are you doing here?!" reyhan's mother asked with a fierce face.

"Yes. dong mah's work." Reyhan replied confusedly.

"This hour is still working? it's almost Reyhan's afternoon! you should go home, work can be done again tomorrow!" his mother started screaming.

"Mah... already calm down. don't emotion ah" Mr. Santoso tried to calm down.

"Moment why the hell.had sat down first.." Reyhan.

And finally the three of them sat down on the sofa that was in Reyhan's study.

'Oh Allah..be patient..this child sucks never change' murmured Reyhan's mother.

"Are you and Rara okay?" ask Mr. Santoso.

Reyhan silently did not answer but looked a little down sad.

"You must have scolded him" Reyhan's mother said.

"Well.." Santoso still trying to hold back.

"Let pah.it feels mamah would love to pick her ears!"

"Reyhan's.. Rara is grieving" continued the mother.

"And what do you think I don't mourn?" reply Reyhan. "Rara lied to me, she ignored her health and it ended up like this" Reyhan continued.

"Reyhan whatever it is, Rara must have had a reason. However, you shouldn't be acting like this to him"

"I lost my son, huh.." Reyhan started to tear up.

"And Rara also lost the child she was carrying. Reyhan. 8 months Rara pregnant, take your child wherever he goes, for 8 months it is also difficult for Rara to sleep, nausea, vomiting, eating hard, the road feels heavy, and the road is difficult to sleep, but he never complains, does he?"

"If you're so lost, then what about Rara? can you imagine? his sacrifice and waiting for 8 months must end just like that, even he did not have time to see his son. You should still be lucky to be given the opportunity to see the child cry and have time to breathe. But what about Rara? let alone having time to see his son, he was actually fighting for his life to still be able to live with you"

"If you feel sad, Rara not only withholds pain in the heart, but the soul, the mind, even the physical. Maybe Rara didn't show that, not because she was strong-willed, but because she wanted to push you to be strong in accepting reality"

Reyhan fell silent, hiding his face, as he began to shed his tears.

Reyhan imagined when Rara was still pregnant, even after the surgery, Reyhan recalled that Rara was almost never complaining of pain.

"No mother is okay to be left behind by her son, Reyhan. And under these circumstances, you should be able to look after and care for Rara, not busying yourself in an office like this".

There was a small sobbing that started to make a sound, it seemed, the words of her mother made Reyhan touched.

Mr. Santoso let his wife continue to advise his son, and Mr. Santoso approached Reyhan and put one hand on Reyhan's shoulder as if calming.

"Kata bi Ina, Rara had gone to the hospital this afternoon, but Rara was seen crying and immediately left, he said Rara wanted to go home to Bandung" continued Reyhan's mother.

Reyhan straightened his body and rubbed his face. His face looked as if he was thinking of something.

'Did the doctor say anything about the infection in her uterus?'

Reyhan began to worry, then he also remembered something, namely a message sent by Rara last afternoon that said that Rara missed her mother and wanted to go home to Bandung.

"Rara not only went to see her mother, but she also went to carry a suitcase" Reyhan's mother exclaimed.

Reyhan immediately stood up swiftly and took the car keys on his desk.