My ex, my husband
The EPS 127 Ending
The next day, Reyhan, Rara, her parents, bi Ina, and Mr. Udin, return to their respective homes.
Before going to bed, Reyhan cleans his body first. After coming out of the bathroom, Reyhan saw Rara sitting leaning on the bed holding onto her stomach and smiling to herself.
"Why? does your stomach hurt?" ask Reyhan.
Rara shakes.
Reyhan put down his towel then climbed onto the bed and sat down in front of Rara, and his right hand gently stroked Rara's stomach.
"If you feel sick, nauseous, bad, or want something, say yes" Reyhan said.
Rara smiled and nodded.
"I told my partner at the office to change my work schedule so I could work more at home"
"Huh? why?" Rara's confused.
"I won't leave you alone at home" Reyhan replied and pinched his wife's nose in a fit of anxiety.
"So I'll be home a lot while you're pregnant" Reyhan continued looking at Rara's face.
Rara changed her sitting position and slightly forward approached Reyhan, hugging her husband.
"Mas.thank you. Thank you so much for being patient and waiting this long. Watching me, protecting me, accompanying me, supporting me, and so many other things. I love you so much... I promise, this time it will be more careful" Rara exclaimed in a voice that began to mix with tears in Reyhan's arms.
Reyhan returns his wife's embrace, gently caresses Rara's hair, and kisses Rara's head.
"Tomorrow we go to the hospital, yes, we see the development of him in your stomach" Reyhan said.
Rara nodded.
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The next morning, Rara and Reyhan were in an obstetrician's room at one of the hospitals. From behind the scenes USG clearly visible something in the stomach Rara, although not yet formed perfectly because it is still entering the 8th week, but looks quite good development.
Rara unceasingly gave thanks in her heart and her eyes were unable to hold back haru, she kept shedding tears of happiness. Likewise with Reyhan who had not released his hand in Rara's hand, his eyes did not blink when he saw the USG screen directly. Reyhan's eyes were unable to pretend, and the teary eyes reflected happiness.
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After exiting the examination room, Rara and Reyhan go to take medicine and vitamins for Rara and the little one who is in Rara's stomach.
"Mas..is that not Bimo?" Rara sees a person who is taking medicine as well and realizes that it is Bimo.
Reyhan tried to pay attention to the direction Rara pointed. And it seems to be true that it was Bimo.
"Hey.. why?" greet Reyhan as he approaches Bimo.
"Heyyy" Bimo immediately replied to Reyhan's greeting.
"Alone Bim?" ask Rara.
"Thank, tuh.." Rara pointed at a woman sitting in a waiting chair whose stomach was beginning to appear to be bulging. Who else if not Bimo's wife, Mentari.
Apparently Bimo and Mentari also recently checked the content of Mentari.
After the hospital was over, Reyhan, Rara, Bimo, and Mentari decided to have lunch together at one of the restaurants not far from the hospital.
They sat opposite their partners at one table.
"How does it feel to first get pregnant with a Mentari?" Rara started the conversation.
"Well, that's amazing Ra. Not just out it feels like this, especially if it has been born. I'm really impatient" replied Mentari happily.
"Aren't you feeling weak, vomiting, or something?" continued Rara.
"If I was just ordinary Ra. it was just so tuh Bimo. Now he's more sensitive to the smells of hahaha.." Mentari.
"Seriously Bim??" Rara surprised.
"Yes, somehow often want to vomit if you smell strange smells" continued Bimo.
"Hahahaha.. base meakhh.. lest you get pregnant Bim" ledek Reyhan.
"That time.wake up, Bimo still brushes, I keep farting, yaudah farting, anyways it's normal, too, he suddenly woke up and immediately ran to the bathroom, and vomited dong hahahah.." exclaimed Mentari.
"Well, how not to vomit, that's you fart smell bad baby" Bimo reasoned.
"Well, but I usually fart like that..." Mentari.
"Different.it smells already rich carcass" Bimo.
(Wkwk business)
The four of them tell each other stories and share experiences with each other, especially Rara who had experienced a miscarriage, making Mentari to learn more carefully, so also with Rara who is more controlling and keeping the incident was not repeated again.
In addition to telling stories and sharing, they also occasionally discuss their strange habits after they get married, they chat with jokes and jokes, that makes laughter in every blemish of chatter that paints joy and happiness in each other.
The Voice in the Heart...
Rara, though,
Dear Bimo, thank you, for you are also one part of my journey so that I can be at this point, this place, and this time. From you, it was the starting point that I learned strong even though I had to get hurt first. From you, I learned how to stay kind to people who have hurt me.
To Obie, deep at the bottom of my soul, your name has its own place in this heart space. Thank you Bie. calm down in peace. Until I meet another life, I always miss you.
And Mas Reyhan, thank you, my husband. I have been very patient in loving me. Thank you for all the struggles and sacrifices so far, taking care of me, guiding me, protecting me, accepting me, accompanying me, and supporting me under all circumstances. I am not wrong to choose to live with you.
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Reyhan,
Rara, my wife, thank you for choosing me even though you were doubtful at first, but you tried hard to convince everyone including yourself. Forgive me for ignoring your struggles, but from there, I learned to appreciate more. Thank you for giving me the true meaning of home, because you are my place to go home.
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Bimo, though,
Dear Rara's. Forgive me for being so selfish and cruel to you. I'm the one who shouldn't deserve your forgiveness. But you chose to stand as my best friend. Thank you for giving me the meaning of an apology and a friend.
And my wife, Mentari. Thank you for coming in my dark time. Accepting all my shortcomings and limitations. Continue to be the Mentari who gives me bright light in the darkness.
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Mentari,
Although I know Bimo has not completely forgotten Rara, but I can understand, because the past is one part of life that certainly can not be separated easily. Instead, I thank you because Rara who once filled Bimo's heart to make Bimo much better. And from Rara I also learned a lot. Thank you Ra, for being my husband's best friend, and hopefully we can be good friends in the future. I'm really glad I got to know you.
For loyal readers of this article..
Thank you for your time and support for waiting for updates every day. Sorry if I have a wrong word and respond to your response. I really want to thank all of you who have read this post to the end. Thank you for the support, encouragement, and also the input you have given. Hopefully in the future I can learn better again😊🙏
My original purpose for writing this story was not to offend or otherwise, let alone to 'sell Rara's misery' (Wkwkwkwk is not at all). In fact, maybe in the story Rara looks suffering and a lot of sadness, why?... Here I am just trying to provide learning through the story of Rara. So let's take the positives, and ignore the negatives.
What learning do you want to convey?
First
From the story of Rara and Bimo, we can learn to forgive each other, make peace with the past, but remain realistic. Not a few people who are hostile to each other even revenge each other because of the dark past. They do not know that the first step to walking towards the future is to make peace with the past. We do not need to hate people, even if they hurt us.
Second
From meeting Rara and Obie, we can learn to respect each other more. Maybe many people if viewed from the outside look like sinners, but it turns out his heart is more human. Don't look at people from their background.
We also learn to value time, value togetherness, and appreciate people who try to make us smile.
Thirdly
Rara's rejection of Bimo's proposal, is not a decision that is without reason. We can learn not to hurt those who love us. We can learn to appreciate the opportunity. We can learn to be more responsible for what we have chosen from the beginning, rather than running away from the choice. And we also need to remember, the laws of nature must apply, what we do one day will definitely get a reply, sometimes even many times, whether it is good or bad.
Fourthly
Miscarriage Rara is not a suffering made the author solely to sell (hadeeeh😂).
I just want to give lessons, especially for couples who are newly married, or married but have lost a child, or who are still not gifted with children.
Here we can learn that marriage is not just about children. Moreover, the more powerful child is God. Because a living can be sought, affection can be formed, the house can be built, but children? we can only try when it is God's will. Focus on loving each other and strengthening the relationship. And rest assured that all patience and waiting, will bear sweet🙂.
In essence, the most important thing in a relationship is 'Everything'. Love each other, love each other, support each other, understand each other, accept each other, open to each other, trust each other, fight each other, survive each other, and others. Because the relationship is lived by 2 people, 2 hearts, 2 souls, 2 bodies. If only one, then the other will fall, break, and be destroyed.
Thanks everyone🥰
Little Announcement.
God willing in the near future (around the end of the month/early next month), I will write a story called 'Candu Ku'.
It tells the story of a girl named Alana Mahesa, who becomes a victim of her father's ambition, and must marry a man at the choice of her father. The man turned out to be an addict.
On wait ya😊
