My ex, my husband
EPS 112 Forgive Mom
After a few days Rara was treated in the hospital, finally Rara was allowed to go home, of course with the record of having to keep a lot of rest and check up a few more times for total health.
In the morning Rara was still lying in bed with a state that was still limp and pale. Meanwhile, Reyhan had woken up earlier and immediately prepared to leave for work. Reyhan chose to immediately work back to the office, although of course his inner state is still grieving, precisely Reyhan made work as an escape to busy himself.
Reyhan stood in front of the closet and immediately noticed Rara still looking completely unrecovered, looks of sadness and disappointment emanated from Reyhan's eyes.
'As strong as you are, you are still an ordinary man Ra. How long have you lied to me?'
After changing into work clothes, Reyhan immediately went downstairs without waking Rara up first. Even when passing the dining table, bi Ina offers breakfast but Reyhan refuses and goes straight out to the car.
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"Bim.. Have you heard the news that happened to Rara?" mentari asked Bimo while preparing breakfast for her husband.
"It's from Galih, but Rara herself hasn't told me or anything else. Looks like Rara just told Galih" replied Bimo.
"I also know from Eri. Reyhan chose the story to Eri who was far away from me. Should we visit their house today?" Mentari.
Bimo was silent for a moment as if thinking.
"It seems like do not first deh. I quite understand how Rara, she is the type who wants to be alone first when there is a problem. And it seems like the situation is not yet right to visit them" exclaimed Bimo.
"Hmm. Next time we go see them"
"Yesaa. let's have breakfast"
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Slowly Rara opened her eyes and realized Reyhan was no longer in the room. By walking very slowly, Rara went down the stairs carefully because she still felt pain in the stitches.
"Mba Rara" bi Ina was surprised to see Rara coming down the stairs and immediately led Rara. "Just aunty wants to take breakfast to the room, Mba Rara has to rest a lot" continued bi Ina.
"It's okay Bi. Itung-itung sport... oh yes Bi, Reyhan has left already huh?"
"Already Mba had come down from above immediately departed"
"Mas Reyhan didn't have Bi's breakfast?"
"No Mba"
'Hmmmm tumben once she goes without breakfast' Rara.
After sitting at the dinner table, Rara pulled out her phone and typed a message for Reyhan.
'Mas..why not wake me up? why not breakfast? don't forget to have breakfast later'
After whatsapp messages are sent, shortly thereafter immediately blue tick, but after waiting a dozen minutes, not reply. Though usually, Reyhan immediately replied as soon as reading a message from Rara.
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Arriving at the office, Reyhan saw there was an incoming message on his cellphone which turned out to be a message sent by Rara. Reyhan looked at his phone and put it on the table. Reyhan leaned back in his chair and slightly grunted his head as if unwinded, even though he himself had just arrived at the office and had not started work.
'I was so angry, and yet somehow showed it to Ra. Why are we like this Ra'
Reyhan was only able to speak in his heart, and Reyhan accidentally shed a tear, recalling what happened to his son.
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Rara took a slow breath, her hand clasping the doorknob of the room. Slowly Rara pressed the doorknob and pushed it, Rara entered a room, a room that is not too big, a room nuanced blue with pictures of clouds on one side of the wall, seen also some toys, and some, robots, and dolls adorning shelves and tables. And there is a small bed in the corner of the room on top hanging a toy that when pressed the button will rotate by issuing funny tones. Yes, Rara was in a room that Reyhan had prepared before. The room was decorated by herself and Reyhan. The room should have been occupied by their child.
Rara gripped the edge of the cot, sobs began to sound, tears began to flow, lips began to shake. The whole body feels helpless, the heart hurts, the soul feels painful, the mind feels bitter. The taste and circumstances that had been felt before, which was when losing Obie was so painful, but this time, it multiplied to infinity. Rara must accept reality, separated 2x with the person she loves because of death.
'I'm sorry mom son.I'm sorry mom who neglected to take care of you, sorry son, I'm sorry...'
Only an apology continues to be said from his lips and heart when he remembers what happened to his son.
'Why God, why don't I just take it..'
In the room, Rara continued to cry with her legs getting limp to drop her body on the floor. Hugging himself with a hand that he was already guilty of, a hand that caused all these circumstances to occur.
'Bod*h, you are very bod*h Ra, bod*h!!!! aaarrrgghhh'
Rara continues to blame herself.
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At 21:13 WIB Reyhan arrived at his house and immediately walked to the kitchen. Bi Ina who saw Reyhan's arrival immediately immediately enthralled Reyhan in the kitchen.
"Mas Reyhan wants to eat? let aunt make food"
"Not bi"
"This is milk what bi?" reyhan asked while pointing at the milk that was packed with certain plastic that had been sterilized.
"That's Mba Rara's ASI, Mas..."
"Asi??" Reyhan's confused.
"Yes Mas Reyhan.usually a woman who after giving birth, her ASI will come out, it's a sign that Mba Rara's ASI is good Mas Reyhan.."
"But our son...." Reyhan did not continue his conversation.
"Yes Mas Reyhan, even so, if the ASI is good it should still be removed because if it will not hurt. And Mba Rara was in quite a lot of pain in Mas' chest..."
Reyhan only fell silent and stepped up the steps one by one and entered his room.
When he reached the room, Rara was seen lying on the bed with her body wrapped in a blanket covering up her chest.
Rara realized that something was coming and immediately opened her eyes.
"Mas.. have you gone home?" rara asked while trying to sit with a slightly moaning face to endure the pain.
Reyhan was silent only to catch a glimpse of his wife, then put down the bag and unbuttoned his shirt with his back to Rara.
"Mas.. Have you eaten?" ask Rara again.
"Had" a short answer came from Reyhan, and he immediately took a towel and went into the bathroom.
After a few minutes in the bathroom, Reyhan came out with a circular towel covering his waist up to his knees. Then she walked and stood in front of the closet to change into a nightgown.
"Mas..ko hrs this way just got home?" ask Rara.
Reyhan silently did not reply and was still busy with his clothes.
"What is the job in the office a lot? or did you meet a client?" Rara asked again.
"Yes" only that word came out of Reyhan's mouth.
"Yes what is it?" Rara felt she had not found the right answer.
Reyhan turned around and looked at Rara sharply.
"Bawel really! Already, rest." exclaimed Reyhan with a high enough tone then turned his body back to close the closet and put the towel.
Rara heard him just gulp and then looked down.
'Why is he yelling at me?'
It did not feel Rara shed tears but immediately rubbed it quickly so as not to look Reyhan.
After putting down the towel, Reyhan walked over to the light switch and turned it off and rushed up onto the bed. Reyhan laid down his body and hid behind a blanket. His body was facing the opposite direction, his back was Rara.
Rara laid her body and faced Reyhan, seen the back of Reyhan's body that seemed to feel warm, and also smelled the fragrance of Reyhan's body that had just finished bathing.
Rara shifted her body towards Reyhan, then tried to wrap her left hand to hug Reyhan. However, as Rara tried to hug, Reyhan moved even shifting his body a bit far away, as if giving a sign of rejection.
SEK!
Instantly Rara's chest felt tight.
'Mas.I know you're sad, you're devastated, you're grieving, we're the same. But would anger be the right choice in a situation like this?'
Rara was crying in silence. Then shift back in place and turn the body against the direction. They both finally turned their backs on each other.
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Dear brothers readers..
Apaan ko Rara suffered again, ko the story became a drama, hih so rich soap operas, malesin really thor, and blablabla..
From the beginning many requests not to present the actor, but you need to remember in the household, the problem does not only come from the case of the actor.
Households that run happily continue to feel also not delicious (and it seems no household that runs happily, because there must be small and big problems that will come). And maybe it's time for Rara and Reyhan to enter the other side of a household that sometimes has its bitterness. Here Rara and Reyhan will be tested for their struggles with each other.
From the beginning I made this writing not to be liked or disliked, liked alhamdulillah, no problem. But my original purpose of making this writing is that in addition to entertaining brothers and sisters, I also try to convey a story that we can take lessons/mercy.
I am not a professional writer who can make a great romance novel, I just write a small story that is still good and a lot of lack to fill free time, sorry ya🙏 (sorry yes curhat🤭).
Let's take the positive side and the silver lining of the story of Rara😊 follow the continuation ya😉
