My ex, my husband

EPS 123 En

3 Months passed.

As usual, Rara sat in the hospital waiting room chair, waiting for her name to be called to do an examination at the obstetrician. The wound in his uterus had healed, but the wound was still a wound that sometimes left a scar. Although Rara has been said to be cured of her miscarriage scars, now Rara must fight to get pregnant again soon. After the healing process, now Rara entered the period of pregnancy program.

"Rara?" someone called Rara.

"Eh. A mentor?" Rara was surprised and immediately stood up and approached Mentari.

They shook hands and greeted each other with hugs.

"on your own? Where's reyhan?" ask Mentari.

"I happen to be alone, Reyhan again there met a client in West Jakarta. You alone?" ask Rara back.

"Well, I'm with Bimo. But he's in the toilet again. I wait here, eh keep watching you sit there" replied Mentari.

"Eh ko your face shoots?" Rara looked at Mentari's face.

"Yes, I haven't been feeling well lately. Keep Bimo asking me to check today"

"You want to see the Goddess doctor too? ( obstetrician)"

"Engga Ra's. Ordinary general practitioner. I guess this is all I got wind and exhausted. From 3 months ago I've stopped participating in Ra's pregnancy program"

"Who? why??"

"Bimo and I decided to just live everything as it is. Later if it's sustenance must also come ko" Mentari smiled.

"Eh, Ra?" suddenly Bimo came.

"Eh hy Bim" Rara smiled.

"Only?" ask Bimo.

"Yes, Reyhan again there is important work" replied Rara.

"Mother Rara" was heard calling Rara's name a sign of Rara's turn to enter the room.

"Eh first yes" Rara said goodbye.

Then Mentari and Bimo went on to register with a general practitioner.

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Rara was in the kitchen preparing dinner, serving it on the dining table, while Reyhan was bathing in the upstairs room. Suddenly Rara remembered with Mentari.

'How are things? is he okay? his face was pale'

Rara took her phone and sent a message through whatsapp.

Rara: Mentari... How are you? is it better?

Soon Reyhan came down the stairs.

"What's cooking this time?" ask Reyhan.

Rara put her phone down again. "Capcay. Come here sit down to eat" continued Rara took her husband.

"Mmmmcchhh, thank you" Reyhan said while gently tucking his wife's head, as a sign of his gratitude for having been in the cuisine of his favorite food.

Rara immediately took a drink of water and sat down at a table with Reyhan for dinner.

"Where was the hospital, what did the doctor say?" reyhan asked as he started eating.

"As usual, I was told to be patient" Rara smiled.

"But your health is fine, right?"

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After dinner together, Rara and Reyhan went upstairs, returning to their room. After the two finished cleaning before going to bed, they decided to watch a movie together, of course, the choice of film in Rara there is an action genre film, and Reyhan can only obey the film of his choice.

They turn off the main room lights and only turn on the sleep lights, so that the atmosphere of watching a movie feels like in the cinema. Both are very focused on watching, especially Rara who does not seem to blink when the pistols in the film are shot. When the movie has been running for almost 1 hour and is exciting, suddenly Rara's phone next to her vibrates and lights up.

Rara picks up her phone and is seen on the Mentari name phone screen. Apparently Mentari just replied to the message that Rara sent before dinner last night.

Mentari : Alhamdulillah, it has greatly improved Ra. I'm fine, I'm very happy. Turns out I'm pregnant with Ra, already in week 7.

DEG.

'What kind of feeling is this' Rara's inner voice.

Rara was silent for a moment. And unconsciously her tears were dripping.

Reading the reply to the message from Mentari, immediately made Rara's feelings mixed. Surprised, happy, and sad. Rara is happy to finally wait for Mentari for years of sweet fruit. But on the one hand, Rara felt sad, remembering her little baby who had died. And deep down, Rara was envious.

Reyhan who was beside Rara looked towards the side. Rara's hand was holding the phone, but her face was fixed forward, but her eyes were not staring at the screen either. Rara's view is empty. Although in the minimal light because the lights are off, but the light from the tv can make Reyhan see the face of Rara who shed tears.

"Darling..." Reyhan resuscitates Rara's daydream.

Rara rubbed her face quickly.

"Em, huh?" Rara surprised.

"Why?" reyhan asked as he shifted his body to get closer to Rara.

"Huh?! eng.engga. The film is exciting" replied Rara.

"Seru why are you crying?" Reyhan's confused.

"Huh?? W-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-would I cry? oh yes.mu-maybe I was moved, so cool hehe" Rara was broken and tried to keep showing a smile.

'It's obvious that he's lying' Reyhan murmured.

Reyhan grabbed Rara's phone lying still on, Reyhan read the contents of the message from Mentari.

Reyhan looked at Rara's face but said nothing, just looking. Likewise with Rara who already does not know what to reason and talk about what else. She could only look at her husband and try to hold back what was in her heart.

Just a few seconds later looking at each other, Rara could not hold it anymore. He covered his face which Reyhan was looking at with both palms.

Hiks. hiks.... Rara cried behind both palms.

Reyhan immediately grabbed Rara, placed her inside her chest, wrapped her hands together, hugging Rara with warmth.

HYX... HIKSS.... HIKSS..... Rara wept more and more in Reyhan's arms, occasionally taking a breath and exhaling with a sobbing sob.

Reyhan was silent without saying anything, only gently stroking Rara's unraveling hair, and occasionally kissing the tip of his wife's head.

'Crying.my wife'

Reyhan did not try to stop the crying Rara, instead letting her. Because Reyhan thought, persuading him to be quiet would be useless. So Reyhan lets Rara let go of her grief. And hope it will lighten his heart a little.

"A..I miss our son so much. A..I envy Mas, I envy other women" Rara said with tears still in Reyhan's arms.

"Why should they be envious, they cannot be like you. You're a great woman" Reyhan replied.

Rara was unable to speak anymore, she could only cry in the arms of her beloved husband.

Unknowingly, it is the other woman who might be envious if she sees Rara, because she has a husband who loves her so much.

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