My ex, my husband

EPS 05 Bad Side

Tok... In the afternoon someone knocked on Rara's room door. Rara immediately got out of bed and opened the door.

"Hey..." Say hello with a smile.

"Get in the bim.." said Rara.

"I'm sorry I had business so I went home first" said rara lying.

"I know you're angry. Ra's... I'm sorry" said Bimo begging.

"You're not wrong. I was wrong. I should have been able to think before I created such a stupid idea" replied Rara smiling and holding back tears. "Where's aldi?" Rara asked further.

"I talked to him. I'm sorry about son2 too. I'm out of contract aldi give me medicine and I keep coming here" replied bimo explained.

"oh yes this I brought you a cake. earlier birthday cakenys cut intentionally for you, the rest eaten anak2. want me a bribe?" bimo said while opening the cake container and taking the pieces of the cake.

"hard bim. later I will eat" Rara refused to be fed.

"From my childhood until I was in elementary school, I was very close to my father. You could even say I love my father more than my mother. Until the time when my father rarely came home and turned grumpy. My father used to yell at my mother, berate my mother, insult my mother, and even break barang2 at home. Since then, my 2nd day's meal has been to hear them fight. In fact... My father started yelling at me often. At that time, I was very scared and of course my heart was broken. Since then I have known that my father had another wife and another child. And today.you scared me bim.." said rara sambari shed tears and looked at bimo's face.

The left hand of the bimo pulls the rara arm and circles the back of the rara while the right hand of the bimo holds the rara cheek and rubs the tears. The bimo nose is attached to the rara nose. Bimo lips landed on Rara's lips. Rara tried to let go, but the more Rara tried to break away, the more tightly the bimo clutched the rara. The longer the bimo the more tightly hugged Rara's body. Instantly Rara felt increasingly weak. His heart is beating very fast. Her skin feels warm. This is the first time Rara kisses. And at that time bimo seemed not to want to let go of rara forever.

"i love you" said Bimo softly with a breath of breath.

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8 O'clock at night. Bimo comes back to pick up Rara. Bimo invites rara out to eat fried rice goat Rara's favorite. After eating, bimo also took rara jalan2 along the malioboro road, bought ice cream, ate snacks on the side of the road, and surrounded the place in Jogja. That night bimo grasped tightly the fingers of rara's fingers, as if bimo did not want to release his hand to rara.

Rara realizes that Bimo is trying to make amends, trying to make Rara feel comfortable again and no longer feels afraid of him.

Everyone has a dark side and a bad side that is sometimes only kept alone, not for hypocrisy but does not want to hurt others. Yet every human being has a reflex that is sometimes difficult to control. Rara realized when we decided to establish a deeper relationship with someone, then must be ready to accept the dark side of the person.

Rara now understands what bimo likes and dislikes, Rara understands how bimo control anger, and Rara begins to understand how to deal with it all.