My Ambitious Husband's

blue sky outside the window

One week Kake left me alone and also for the first time kake did not keep his promise to me. For some reason, Kake is currently very difficult to contact even though his number is active but Kake has absolutely no intention of answering all the calls or messages that I send him every day.

"What actually happened? And where's my brother now?"I said softly looking at all the blue ticks on the message I always sent

One week the clear sky overshadowed the beautiful little town I had been in for almost a month was simply unable to brighten my overcast mood, the only focus of my spirit was currently leaving me in a solitude that I somehow did not understand.

"What exactly have I done, to make everyone go away?"

One week I try and try to stay strong even without kake around me because I believe kake will definitely return like his promise shortly before leaving he will return in 2 days but in fact his promise is only stay a promise because the proof of one week already I was just shrouded in loneliness and solitude. I always try to divert my sepulchre by still opening the cake shop I set up here, but all my diversions felt futile because every time the buyers did not visit then the solitude that I always felt and succeeded made me feel very chaotic even though the eyes and lips tried to carve his smile but the heart remained can't just try. Until after 3 days of never returning I decided to close my shop temporarily.

"Dad ... is this a lesson for me to stay strong and never run away from reality?"lirih

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"What did I do right, Dad?"a man looks frustrated

"What am I supposed to do? I didn't dare to meet him even to greet him."

"She's a very strong and wise woman so I think she'll understand very much if you explain it."the man I called seemed to be advising his increasingly frustrated son

"But father, I have even broken my promise by leaving him alone and completely without giving him any news."

"Kevin, if two people love each other then we have no power over their feelings."

Yes that guy is kevin, the man who had been considered like his own brother by Almeera and without Almeera himself knew kevin who was currently in the capital felt extreme frustration because of his own decision on Almeera's departure from the capital.

"But father, I don't want to see Almeera crying back over her treatment of chastity all this time."

"Father your sense of decision over Almeera and without seeing your own happiness hurts even more."

Kevin seemed to be silently understanding what Zack said as his father.

"Have you ever asked her what really makes her happy?"

"Isn't his happiness azka happiness?"

"Dad you think you misrepresented Miss Almeera, kevin."

Kevin was silent trying to listen to the next words his father would say.

"You've been selfish in your own version of kevin's happiness."

"What exactly do you mean?"

"If you think Miss Almeera's happiness is yours, then I think it's all Kevin's fault. Do you know you're just giving her that pseudo happiness and it's gonna hurt her a lot."

"But why? Didn't I try to give her the happiness she doesn't get from her current husband?"

"Are you blind? Why don't you look into his heart and try to look him in the eye as you try to give him everything that mister Azka can't give him!"

"He always said he was happy dad."

"No kevin, Miss Almeera is not at all happy for what you gave her, have you forgotten you've known him for a long time and vice versa so he knows very well what and who your happiness is right now."

"What did my father mean to have hurt him with what I gave him?"she said

"It's very clear kevin because I think he just wants to make you happy, regardless of what he feels at least according to the father he wants people who are valuable to him to be able to find the happiness of his heart. And that person is you yourself kevin rivano sudrajat."

"Say everything to Miss Almeera, because as long as you're here you see clearly how you've messed up, Mr. Azka for missing Miss Almeera."

"So I think go and see her, because even if she's strong, Miss Almeera is still a woman!"

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The clear blue sky today is trying to brighten the heart that never finds its mooring that disappears.

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"Get in" I said weakly

"Is the news you brought today still the same adam?"with a position that was still staring at the clear sky I asked adam who was currently standing behind me

"I bring you very good news sir."

I quickly turned the chair around and faced Adam whose words made me a little hopeful.

"Alright, so what's that news you think is good?"

"My men managed to find Miss Almeera sir."

Adam's reply this morning made my mood as bright as the blue sky outside the window.

"Have you confirmed it?"I tried to be as calm as possible even though my heart felt like a jump from feeling a matchless happy euphora

"I've confirmed it, sir, and I'm pretty sure it's Miss Almeera."

"Well, give me the exact address right now!"

I'll see you soon Almeera, I'll bring you back and I promise to give you always happiness.

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It turns out that everything I do now does not make me feel happy even if it is a little I can not feel and get it. Because of the fact that I am even bringing others with me in the suffering and sorrow that I myself have made. I was too naive and believed in happiness to be sought and obtained but in fact it is all wrong because still we have to think of other happiness even though the meaning of happiness itself is different.

I should have never done any of this in the first place, I should have kept to a destiny written for me without having to force all the people of value to me into my game.

"I'm sorry dad, forgive your son's mistake that made everyone suffer." My words were rattled by tightly clutching the frame of my parents' photo

"I'm sorry that I can't be as strong a person as you want me to be"

"I'm sorry Almeera if Almeera's decision doesn't reflect a Fuzieyama father at all."

"I'm sorry Almeera if this moment can't be wise at all."

It was all so painful when I realized that someone who was always there for me was hurting himself by trying to give all the happiness to an Almeera fuzieyama. I was crying in the kitchen of my little shop right now.

The sound of the door bell opening surprised me.

"I'm sorry the store closed for the day." with a shaking voice I tried to wipe away the rest of my tears.

Because of the sound of the approaching footsteps, I slowly tried to move my feet forward just to say that today I did not make anything at all in the store.

But when my step was just to climb the kitchen door my body stiffened and the cry that I had always been holding broke instantly because of the embrace of a person who was very much missed.