My Ambitious Husband's

chapter 36's

Whether what azka and uncle ardhan talked about the other day because the azka was clearly changed, azka's sweet attitude gradually disappeared as the day went on after his meeting with uncle ardhan.

Azka and I were still sleeping in one room just in case the fear came suddenly so according to azka and I just followed everything that azka wanted.

If I used to feel hurt by the attitude of azka who was reluctant to be in one room with me then for now I feel more pain if I was in one room with the azka because we only greeted each other good morning and good night without any small talk and sweet attitude azka as before.

While I always thought of the word azka about our plan to get rid of uncle ardhan as soon as possible, did all this have anything to do with their meeting the other day?

Every night I was always awake until late because I was too busy thinking about what I should do and how my attitude in the future over the coldness of the azka attitude like the beginning of our meeting.

Since that night I was determined to remain a strong almeera as I was determined not to return to whining and indulging in the azka because I thought it would be useless to look at the attitude of the azka started to change lately.

Tonight a week has changed azka no more kiss good night or kiss good morning even the embrace of the sleepwalker seemed to be forgotten. Azka seemed not to want to even just see me beside her even tend to be more comfortable avoiding me. With a shaky step I got off the bed which I thought was getting colder, I thought, I walked into the kitchen just to make a sweet and warm drink that I hoped would warm my heart that was a little frozen over the azka treatment.

I don't know why I don't want to cry it feels like my tears are drying up given the changed attitude of decency and it's not at all the end I was hoping for. I walked towards the balcony with a cup of hot chocolate and a blanket just to get rid of the whack headaches of late.

"Will everything end like this" I muttered as I occasionally sipped hot chocolate with a glaring gaze facing the dark sky

"Destination does not permit happiness for me and azka, is there no stroke of happy destiny between me and azka?"I stared blankly at the starless sky with the occasional glimpse of Azka watching from afar whether she would be awake just to search for my existence, but all that was just my wish that Azka would never come back like that. I laughed and realized this bitter reality.

I longed to trace the stroke of fate that I lived with pseudo-bliss and while the unlucky more make this heartache. I never thought it would be this fast as my happiness ended and was so painful when I always believed that effort would never betray results but fate seemed to play my sanity by reversing all my happy thoughts.

Time is getting late and the wind is getting cold piercing the bone does not make me move from the balcony of this room because at least here makes me a little free from the pain that ensnared from my own game.

"Is everything I'm doing dad's fault?"finally, tears that a week never decayed even down the race wet the cheeks

"It would be unfair if I asked for happiness for myself" tears began to fall

"Mother's father can just give a little of your feelings that love each other for us" I'm increasingly rumbling indistinctly with my head turned to the dark sky and as if nature was giving her compassion for me tonight

Long I wept for heart and story that never found my own happiness even I did not realize when the sky now cry for my misfortune.

"Are you that?"the sound of azka coming closer resuscitated me

I hastily rubbed the tears on my cheeks violently because I did not want to look weak in front of Azka. I've determined that I will remain an almeera fuzieyama with the original purpose of my choice.

"Are you crying again?"azka was already standing in front of me and slowly crouched down until her face was right in front of my face

"No, just too much ac" I answered Azka with a distant look glaring at the sky that had lowered her blessings tonight.

I can hear a rough gust of azka breath with a speech that seems bored "better we immediately enter, the night wind is not good for health"

"Yes soon I still want to feel the breeze of the rain that has just touched the earth again"I was still reluctant to look at Azka because if once our eyes met then I could be sure I was crying right then

"Please don't be this strong like Almeera fuzieyama when we first met" she pulled my hand to follow her into the room and quickly closed the window connecting the room and balcony

"I'm still the same Almeera fuzieyama if you forget"without looking at the azka I hurried up the bed and tried to sleep on azka's back.

I don't want to get too late with the current conversation because I can be sure I won't be able to hold back all the annoyance of all the worries and all the desires will definitely be spoken and lead to failure of what is I hope at least let 1 of my goals be achieved let my wishes make the azka happy come true.