
There is someone who says love a woman who can make you be yourself in front of her.
Day after day I went through a story that I never thought about at all,by engaging in this ridiculous covenant of marriage I was always indifferent at first because I always whistled hard believing that what I was doing was hurting and betraying someone who loved and loved me I love very much.
At first I never accepted the sweet and friendly attitude she showed despite her own status as a wife in my current life but would never be able to defeat a rania who reigned in my heart.
With so much inaudibility I always did not want to see his presence not want to see him in front of me,it sounds so evil indeed but especially if all I can do for him because indeed I don't love him at all there is no love in our marriage at least that's how I feel right now.
Day by day I always hope very soon that all these agreements will be completed quickly because that way I will not be free and I am very happy to be able to realize all my ambitions to have a complete rania.
That's how I felt at first there was no special impression or concern that I had for him for an almeera fuzieyama.
At least did not come until the day I tried to open myself even though only for my status and he rose to the level of friends I began to try to be friendly and open like a friend in front of him. And miraculously every time I tried one step of familiarizing myself then an almeera with a thousand steps received me very sweetly.
Day by day we passed with full progress at least that's what I think, I even laughed at the sight of his innocence and realized that a strong and resolute almeera outside was not at all like that in front of me.
Almeera fuzieyama somehow since when the name is always engraved clearly in my brain.
He could always make me feel comfortable being myself before I knew my own father's rot. An Almeera fuzieyama who is not at all in my life purpose could somehow little by little grab all my attention while with her or when I did not see her at all.
I don't know since when every time I was next to an Almeera fuzieyama all my thoughts and my heart were sidetracked how not every being around the almeera I never thought of rania as if rania disappeared and I forgot my ambition was to have a complete rania when I was next to an Almeera fuzieyama.
Moreover, if I remember the events that I never imagined at the party held by fuzieyama group just for my welcome in the company. With a lot of specialness and a very enchanting feeling I watched him play the piano in this event.
I'm not not unaware of the meaning of the song he played at least I can capture the feeling he wants to convey at least if indeed he wants the feeling conveyed to me then he succeeds because I understand every single thing the verse from the song he played I just didn't want to believe this much because it was from the beginning of the marriage that we had only on the basis of mutual benefit or in other words business.
Stupidly without listening and looking at her appearance to the end I rushed out of the room which suddenly left me claustrophobic.somehow I did not understand what caused me to be like this at all.
I just wanted to get some fresh air that night at least to remove a little bit of my fatigue and the pureness of our marriage that not many know about.
I was thinking of telling myself what was wrong with me why it suddenly felt crowded after seeing him play the piano inside I had never experienced anything like this before I was the same I don't really understand what's wrong and where this error is.
I was so dizzy that I thought of an Almeera that I didn't notice my own surroundings too late in my own mind and made me forget that I had been gone too long and I intended to go back hopefully the almeera still played the piano tonight somehow I want to see it again.
But desire is only desire when I re-enter the room I do not find almeera there I see every corner of the room looking for whether among the many people in this room there is a figure of almeera and fate indeed I didn't find an acmeera there at all. Instantly a feeling of worry approached me I asked where the almeera was at the moment.
I ran looking into every room that if always almeera come I keep looking inside the building but damn very unlucky I did not find an almeera fuzieyama who currently dominates my mind only for an almeera fuzieyama.
That night was only one of my hopes of finding almeera because I believe almeera felt disappointed and angry as I inhumanely abandoned her appearance which she only dedicated to me and I instead left her.
I kept running towards the office parking lot I really wished an almeera was there waiting for me to come home together to our usual home. But I hope to stay hope I did see an almeera figure there but with a situation that I really did not want to see at that time.
Very suddenly my chest was very tight I felt very angry disappointed but I did not understand at all on what basis I should be angry and disappointed just to see almeera in the arms of another man besides me her husband's.