My Ambitious Husband's

the chapter 34

After last night I fell asleep in a state of crying in my arms this morning I was surprised because I woke up without a figure of azka who embraced me when the time still showed me once in the morning so it felt like it would not be possible azka went to the office. Netraku tried to look at various angles hoping that azka was in this room but increasingly I looked for the figure of azka with very ill luck I never found it, I never found it, there is only azka suitcase that has been staying neatly beside my wardrobe.

With my panic and fear since yesterday I got out of bed and rushed to find the azka figure that I love so much. I started searching every corner of the house but there was no azka presence there, with little hope left I returned to the room hoping not to see the presence of azka in my room was just a dream but when I returned to the room even the figure I had left was invisible, I began to despair that my legs were squeezed and unable to support my own body weight without being able to hold my body to the floor and sobbing in front of the azka suitcase.

"Is it supposed to be like this eventually? Is it only up to this point?"mummy lirih

"What are you doing there Al?" Azka seemed to rush up to me who was currently sobbing.

"I beg you never to leave me like this Azka, please stay by my side until you yourself want me to stay away" with blurry eyes because of the crying I ran over the embrace of the azka

"Hey why from yesterday you looked strange like this Al, listen I will never leave you"azka cupped my face and gently wiped my tears

I couldn't say anything but embrace Azka back very tightly as if she was leaving tomorrow and never coming back.

"Ssttt heard that I will always be there for you until everything is done, you don't have to fear that I will always be there for you until the time comes Al"azka still calms me with a very touching speech to my heart.

As soon as reality slaps me back, it is true that I must be able to restrain myself from being too dependent and obeying my ego who wants to have the azka for myself, it feels like fate does not allow me to have you completely, even you seem very reluctant to promise always by my side even if it is only a friend.

"You're right azka" I broke the embrace of azka by trying to control my heart and refrain from getting too carried away in a game that I made my own shit.

"I believe you're a strong woman Al"

"Thank you and forgive me for 2 days" without wanting to extend this discussion I went to the kitchen to prepare breakfast

Since hearing this morning's chant I've been trying to strengthen and restrain myself as much as possible to stick to my original goal of making the azka happy even without me.

"Ah yes I think our plans should be expedited soon Al"azka opened our chat between breakfasts this morning

"What's the reason for that?"

"Because haven't we already bagged a lot of evidence to get rid of uncle ardhan and his accomplices"

"Yes, it's just true that I think if we run this time it will be too risky"

"Isn't risk always there's every choice Al"

"It's simple to just want to make you happy without worry"

"That doesn't make any sense" I laughed softly at the admonition that sounded funny to me

"Indeed why, is it not true if uncle Ardhan has resigned from the position then surely all company assets are safe in your hands for a while"

"Obviously it's our main goal but isn't it if we rush too much then all success is just a small fraction of the presentation"

"You are indeed an almeera fuzieyama Al"azka seemed to smile meaningfully

"You mean?"

"Yes your father did educate you so well that it made you grow up independent and strong"

"Is that a compliment to a woman?"

"Hahaha if I knew you as a business partner only I think it would be very difficult to get cooperation with you"

"Is that so? I don't think if it's going to hurt both sides, it's not going to be hard" I didn't really understand the intent and direction of this morning's Azka talk

"Is that so?" Azka seemed to be frowning whether it was disbelief or not understanding the meaning of my last words

"Why are you asking like that azka?"

"Ah it's okay just want to ask for approval from the owner of the company"that's all Azka said next we returned silent and busy with our breakfast activities each

Azka no longer opened the conversation between us, there was only silence and awkwardness that suddenly came back between us and even when he was about to go to the office, the kiss of forehead every morning was starting to disappear from the azka I don't know I want to get too drawn out in this game because it will only make me fragile and forget all my initial goals in the end.

I rushed back to the room because I did not want to do any activities, too tired I don't know I just want to be alone. While in the room I was daydreaming more with eyes looking at various sides in the room until my gaze stopped on the azka suitcase lying sweetly on the side of my closet.

"It looks like I have to tidy up all the azka clothes into the closet at least let me start tomorrow morning preparing all the needs" I muttered as I went down the bed

Without thinking again I began to tidy up and put one by one azka clothes into my closet on the other because I thought azka would not mind if it made it easier. At least with the activities that I can do can make me a little forget the sadness of my heart. All the negative thoughts seemed to disappear and make me pursue what I do today so that it does not feel all the azka clothes are neatly arranged in the closet, I smiled in praise of the neatness of my own performance until when I wanted to see if there was an azka item that I had not tidied away from the suitcase I found a brown envelope that was right under the last azka shirt. I hesitantly tried to read the writing neatly lined up in front of the envelope that managed to leave me terrified.