My Ambitious Husband's

chapter 21's

2 Days I did not return home and did not come to the office because I had not prepared myself to meet with the azka.

"When are you here, Al?" Kevin seemed to be getting bored with my behavior this time

"Sister kicked me out?"I answered kevin Masoh's question with a question

"It's not that Al brother is happy that you are here just according to the current brother you are absolutely not yourself Al"

I fell silent trying to interpret the meaning of the words of brother kevin.

"Aren't you the strong woman of Al wouldn't it be very impossible just because of being ignored by your azekah to the point that there's no spirit of life like this Al?"

Ah yes brother kevin it is true that I cannot continue like this however my purpose from the beginning is not only to protect the azka but also there are other things about the lives of many people that must be more me prioritize.

"Big brother, I can't be selfish like this"

"It's good that you understand Al, I don't believe you're a great woman" with kevin's usual sister scrambling my hair

"Well I'll be ready to go to the office because I think I should keep an eye on Uncle Ardhan and help Azka"

Without waiting for a response from brother kevin I rushed to be ready to go back and rearrange all my goals from the beginning.

When I arrived at the office lobby suddenly my spirit that was burning evaporated instantly it felt like the affairs of the heart could not be underestimated.

"The spirit of Al remembers your original purpose, many people hold on to your current success Al" I tried to console myself

With a step that felt dragged I tried to enter my room which is currently filled by azka.

Tok tok tok tok

"Come in" azka's voice immediately greeted me

With great hesitation I opened the door of Azka's room

It was like entering the tiger cage made me tremble all of a sudden.

"Good morning, what day is going well?"I tried to suppress my nervousness in front of Azka

I don't know what it's like lately I can't go back to being my strong self in front of the azka it feels like my ego is starting to demand to have the azka completely.

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It felt like I was pulled back into the past if faced with the current azka his attitude was the same as when I first spoke to him.

"I just want to make sure Uncle Ardhan won't do anything to you" I replied slowly

I began not to be able to control my emotions if in front of the current azka my ego began to demand more day by day if I should always be around azka.

"I think uncle Ardhan is preparing a new plan this time" Azka's tone still sounded flat

"Maybe you're right azka" I answered downcast somehow my courage disappeared not daring to look at azka.

A sudden silence was present between us the atmosphere I was avoiding at the moment and I just opened and closed the application that was on my smartphone as long as there was no discussion between us.

"Aren't you any other busy Al?"

What does the azka question mean

"Well, I don't think it's because I've given you the azka, don't you think?"

"Yes you're right so it's not strange if for 2 days you disappeared"

What does it mean is he's angry because I don't go home, he's worried about me.

"I just don't want you to be out of hand over Al's company because it's not that from the beginning of our agreement it's only until your birthday so I guess right when it's all over then the company will come back to you and automatically you'll be back in the lead" too"

Ah so azka is just a reminder of my position actually somehow it feels like I always crashed long before I even started.

"I'm very grateful to Azka because you still remind me of that, but I'm sorry because without you wanting me I really understand my position"

"Well when I say back home because I don't want to bother you at all and I think you look okay" I said before Azka opened her voice again.

Without waiting for the response of dsri azka I rushed out leaving the azka and all the pain of my heart when faced with the azka.

What is so hateful to me that it changes again like the azka that I fear so much that there is no warmth like before,why did you change in just 2 nights is how much you don't like me.

After arriving in the car I cried sobbing it feels like I can't stand all this anymore it feels like I don't want to be born an Almeera I feel very tired this time.