My Ambitious Husband's
chapter 33's
After my meeting with brother kevin and talking about uncle ardhan's plan that might get rid of me someday makes me unable to think well, all my fear all this time suddenly made me not dare to meet azka.
In the afternoon I thought about what I would do to him whether his sweet attitude and warm smile that he had shown me not long ago would disappear and return to the azka at the beginning of my meeting with him, azka is cold and untouched. Just thinking about it made me suffer from fear that made my heart cramped.
I was too struggling with worries and fears that whack to make me too lazy to do anything even though time continues to roll and show the time that should be the figure of azka has returned.
"Looks like I have to prepare dinner" I walked over and saw the clock show at 17:00
Too long struggling with my cooking made me not realize the clock had shown at 17:45 but there was no sign of Azka returning to this house.
"Not usually azka hasn't come yet" I muttered worriedly
The worry and fear dominating me at this moment somehow it feels like I will not be strong and will not be able to get through it if indeed this marriage must end. Is it wrong if I want more than happiness my fault if selfishly wanting happiness for myself.
Long I waited until the time showed at 20:00 I was still waiting for the arrival of azka in the living room hoping my worries and fears were meaningless.
"Assalammualaikum Al"azka came home with a face that looked very tired
I quickly scoured the azka's embrace without thinking about anything I hugged the azka crying over my fear all this time and grateful that the azka was still returning to this house.
"Why crying?"azka rubbed my tears that drenched her cheeks with her thumb
"I just miss you" I still cried and sobbed
"I'm sorry I didn't have time to tell you there was a bit of a problem and it requires me to repeat all the reports today" she gently rubbed my back
"Have you had dinner?"
"Not because I just want to have dinner with you Al"
Without saying anything I deciphered our embrace and rushed to the kitchen to re-warm our dinner.
"Sorry to make you worry Al"azka broke the silence between us
Somehow remembering every word kevin brother last afternoon made me unable to behave as usual to azka it felt very awkward.
"No matter what the most important thing is when you come back to me" I smiled and looked at Azka
"I'll make you your favorite vanilla latte" she rubbed my back
"Truely, I miss your vanilla latte so much" Azka quickly restored my mood today
As usual after finishing dinner, we talked lightly or just watched various shows just a light entertainment according to Azka.
"This you favorite drink my queen"azka delivers a cup of warm vanilla latte on the table with a warm smile that is always etched on her face
Azka did not seem to respond to my words and I could see she was stunned for a split second probably because I had kissed her lips earlier. But I don't think about it because right now I just want to feel every second of my happiness.
"What does it feel like?"
"What do you mean this vanilla latte?"I don't really understand Azka's ambiguous question
"Ekhem yeah I mean vanilla latte that's what it's still like considering it's been a long time since I never made it again isn't it"azka looked awkward in my answer
"Of course it still feels the same you don't have to worry"in the end it's just the answer that comes from my tongue interspersed with my laughter
"You know Al I don't understand if what I'm going through right now is true?"azka looked seriously asking about him
"You mean?"
"I mean, is it true that the way I got rania in this way is true because somehow I'm not finding a meeting point whether I chose rania or if it's just a test for me in fighting rania"
"Well, if it was me then I guess it's true because I don't think anything I would do for the happiness of the people we love so much"I tried to smile in response to Azka's words and at the same time the vanilla latte that had been so sweet became so bland on my tongue.
"You're right to make her happy is a top priority"
"I think it's too late you better rest first" I don't think my heart will last much longer if we continue our conversation tonight
"Well"without a kiss on the top of my head, Azka rushed to leave me with a smile looking at her back that was getting further away
"Hah you must be strong Al did not you know how to end this story from the beginning" I mumbled softly
With a giant step I climbed the stairs to my room which is currently occupied by azka there. But disappointment whack how not when I open the room there is no azka figure there, I looked all over the corner of the room and the bathroom but azka was not there the figure of azka that this week accompanied my sleep disappeared.
"Where is Azka, is she back in her room? But the suitcase is still here"I murmured softly to strengthen my heart if the azka was only out for a while but the heart could not compromise Without being asked I cried and sat in front of the azka suitcase which for a week inhabited my room.
"What are you doing, Al?"from the tone of speech I heard azka looked confused to see me crouching in front of her suitcase.
"Where are you from?"with the position of my back to the azka I wipe my tears that wet my cheeks.
"You're crying, but why Al?"azka quickly approached and twisted my body until we faced each other.
"I don't want to sleep alone at this time" I quickly hugged and cried back in the arms of azka
"Ssttt won't, I'll always accompany you until later Al"azka rolled me into bed without letting go of her embrace.
"Now go to sleep I will hug you Al"azka calmed me down and kissed the top of my head many times.
In the arms of the azka I inhaled the voracious masculine aroma mixed with mint that burst from the body of the azka as if this was the last moment the azka was with me. Without feeling my eyes become heavy and sleep comfortably in the arms of the son of mahardika.
