
I feel like a fragile man today. After last crying because I saw my mother who was always patient over the attitude shown by my father, then this is the second time I cry after seeing Almeera's signature neatly stamped on the divorce papers I was the one who proposed it first.
I threw the origin of the brown envelope that confiscated my current sanity. At the same time, a white envelope appears slightly sticking out of the envelope, I curiously picked up and opened the white envelope that caught my attention at this time and opened the envelope that turned out to contain a handwritten letter that became a black decorator on top of the white. I frowned and wanted to find out what the letter contained, without waiting any longer I started reading it.
*Hai azka how are you 😊 hmmp how to start yes I never make a letter directly,
Well, maybe I should just apologize for what I've done to you, but I can't stand to look at you directly, I hope your promise to give you a little sense of trust while it still applies to me.
You know I've been in love with you since I first saw you in front of the cafe and had a fight with your father. I don't know why it felt like my heart was pounding when I saw you and I believe I loved you right then and there.
I love you so much that I find out all about you about your family and others. Haha sorry if I'm like a stalker to you 😅
At first I wanted to give in to my own feelings when I knew you already had your own moorings, I believed your happiness was in him. But somehow I want to find out who and how the life of the woman you love so much at least I just want to make sure of your happiness at that time and you know before I get all the information about my rania I buried deep in my feelings for you because I would never take something that wasn't mine and not for me. But all of that I paused when I found out who exactly the woman you loved so much. From that moment I began to devise a plan in the hope that it would end well for you and be able to bring happiness to you.
As you can see from the evidence you got out of nowhere I was the one behind the lid of your cafe 5 months ago and well as you say I was a cunning woman, because from the beginning I prepared myself to be hated by you, but in spite of all that, I just think I want to make you happy and find the right person who loves you and who you love azka even though not me though because I just want happiness over you, because I just want happiness over you, I just want to give you happiness. But it turns out that I was wrong because in the end everything I did was a mistake I only gave pain to you even more disappointment to everyone who believes in my current silly idea especially mamah.
from the beginning I knew that this moment would definitely come and with all my might I tried to suppress my own ego and feelings even though sometimes I was still too weak if every day faced with you who started being friendly and always be open to me, but all come back to you if Rania is your happiness then marry her, marry her on my birthday and please accept all the assets of the fuzieyama company that will be given in my name later, but you don't have to worry I've prepared all the terms of the transfer of ownership from me to you azka. You know I wish you could believe everything I do because I love you, so much.
Who always loved you
Almeera Fuzieyama ❤*
"I'm sorry Al sorry" I cried looking at Almeera's handwriting at this time.
With a blurred view due to crying I look for a transfer of ownership letter that has been prepared very neatly by an Almeera with a signature neatly scratched on paper with a garuda logo on the top left.
the screams of the device that suddenly demanded attention from earlier finally made me reach it by force and showed the name of my mom who adorned my phone screen and finally by trying to control the sound I shifted the green button to sound the voice of the man from there.
"Where are you guys? This is mama in front of your house qo yes the gate is locked"
I was shocked to hear that Mom was in front of our house. I was so scared last night that I couldn't remember what my mom would have been like if she knew all this. And what was locked then where the occupants of the house including Almeera. My heart was so wrung with pain that I found that Almeera was not in her house.
"Hello azka hey you guys are actually where this is hot outside of earlier" my mother's voice sounded annoyed
"I am mah azka pick up mamah"
I rushed to pick up my mom without thinking about anything I was going to say later because everything was so messed up and I didn't understand what I really wanted. Before long I was in front of the fuzieyama residence which did look uninhabited. I stared at the old cold, uninhabited house and suddenly I felt uneasy thinking about the absence of an almeera in this house.
"Where is Al alone?"my mother asked without thinking
"Hmm Al is on an overseas trip mah"my lie
"you have not accompanied him, have you not been the leader and you should be abroad" the feeling of a mother is very strong so I am not too surprised by the strangeness of my mother
My tongue was stiff and I could not think of anything at all because I did not know where Almeera was.
"Why is my question not answered?"my mother's voice softened but I'm sure it won't end well
"I'm sorry azka mah" I said at last
"Tell me everything" the feeling of a mother is always strong and I am very aware of it so I do not dare to go back to lying to my own mother.
"And we're going where this is, son"mom might be surprised because no one knows my apartment but kevin this morning and rania. Damn considering rania made me even more angry at myself
"To Azka's own apartment mah"
After arriving at the apartment my mother seemed not to want to waste time even just taking time to drink, she did not do it and finally I told all without exception with all the evidence that was still scattered at the table because I left when I picked up my mom. I saw my mother looking very disappointed and sad clearly visible from the tears that began to stem in her eyes.
"I'm sorry om" I rested at my mother's feet for making her cry
"Don't hear your mother was so sorry for your strict attitude like your father's" he woke me up and took me to his side.
"Mama a woman so mamah really know how a wife feels when being sued for divorce by her husband who is very loved"
I can't say anything because I'm too surprised and a little unacceptable if I'm likened to the unlucky guy I should call dad.
"You know your story with Almeera is just like a different mamah story mamah can do absolutely nothing and can only accept the mamah destiny as it is today"mamah's gaze seemed to laugh far away
I still lament my own stupidity.
"Didn't you see the love in your wife's eyes, son?"
Only silence I can show at this time
"Can't you feel the sincere love of your own wife?"
The words of my mother successfully made me feel like a very jerky man as soon as the pain crept into the recesses of my heart remembering the bitter cries of Almeera that night until without feeling I cried in front of my mother crying for my ugliness and my stupidity all along.
"Do you love Almeera?"my mother rubbed the top of my head while speaking softly
I frowned in confusion because I did not understand what I was currently feeling.
"Do you feel like you're losing her right now?"
"Can you let go if today or someday Almeera is with another man?"
Immediately anger over me if I had to see Almeera with another man besides myself, and I unconsciously clenched my hand until my knuckle turned white
"You love her without you knowing it, son" my mother seemed to be smiling and aware of my current change in attitude.
I was shocked by my mother's statement, whether it was true that I loved her but since when
"You love her, son, everything is clear from your current attitude"
Why don't I realize at all why I'm too stupid to realize my own feelings, why should everything be felt when it's too late like this.
"You're right I love him so much, but it's impossible to come back because I feel it's too late" I looked down weakly with a gaze staring at Almeera's signed divorce papers
"It's never too late to fix everything baby"
"Everything is not the same anymore Mah Almeera has decided to give up on the azka by signing our divorce papers"
"No woman would easily let go of the man she loved so much except to make the man happy"
I looked at my mother's last words, such was the love of an Almeera for this very foolish man.
"Now go bring back my dear son-in-law"
My mother's words seemed to give me an incredible spirit that made me determined to fight for our marriage and bring back the woman who took the whole world and my heart despite having to suffer thousands of blows and rejections.