My Ambitious Husband's
chapter 25's
1 the words in the Message sent by the chastisement break down all my strength destroying all my convictions which require me to remain strong and stay in this position.
"What does this mean why are you saying sorry to me azka?"I cried hysterically while hitting the steering wheel.
I have absolutely no idea what exactly Azka wants what the words of apology she just sent.
Does he pity me that is how bad azka thought about me so that I need to be pitied by him that way.
All negative thoughts popping up in my head is not without reason because indeed from the beginning I only asked him to realize each other's ambitions and in other words I asked him to become a business partner that will be profitable us both.
"Hahaha you're so naive Al you're too confident trying to stay strong but in fact you can't do it Al at all"I screamed and continued to cry hysterically considering how unfair destiny was toying with her holy feelings for the azka.
I quickly drove a car through the dense streets of the capital, I do not know where to go because of which I certainly would not be able to if today I had to meet with azka.
Finally here I am in front of the tomb of mother and father who have been more than 3 months I did not visit.
"Hi mom's dad do you guys miss me?"my laughter accompanied with tears
"I miss you so much too" I still tearfully replied as if father and mother were asking in front of me
"I love her dad I love Azka so much but why does it feel like she can't reach me despite my husband's current status as father"
"I know for a fact you'd say you're a strong woman, Al, I believe someday your happiness will come like that, Dad,but where's dad everything that's happened up until now seems like fate doesn't allow me to be happy dad"
"Dad please at least a little let me meet father and mother at this time because honestly father I'm so tired I'm not sure I can grant father's last wish"
Still weeping I spoke to myself in front of the graves of my father and mother
"I'm not sure I can lead the company that you built to the end of your father and I'm sorry if I can't keep him dad I'm sorry if in the end it's not me who leads the company like you dream"
I cried out in amazement considering how bitter it was how hard life I had to live right now
"Why would you leave me why would you give me such a hard task for me dad why would you trust your fragile little girl so much, please tell me this only while my dad please tell me father" my cries grew bitter in front of the navel of my parents
"Why brother please answer me why dad with his brawn gave all his heavy responsibilities to me his fragile little girl brother" I still cried sobbing in kevin's big brother's arms
"Because your father trusted you, Al your father believed you weren't his fragile little girl anymore, Al your father believed you would grow up to be a strong and wise woman" brother Kevin still faithfully stroked my back
"But in fact until now I was not at all that strong my brother.I will not be strong anymore brother if I have to defend everything"my crying became more and more.
"Listen to your sister princess your little girl your tough sister since the old days Al,you who always defend your brother in front of your brother's father the little girl who was pigtailed in two very bravely denied the father of the brother who did not allow brother to rest at all and you little girl braid two who bravely standing in front of my brother to defend my sister when there are older brothers bullying my sister"kak Kevin spoke while wiping my tears that continued to melt
"But it's different this brother isn't like that"
"Sstt listen princess brother will always be there for you we will always strengthen you Al you just need to focus on your goals ,so no matter what happens come to sister on icha and all your family Al remember us your family Al we love you"
I cried sobbing in kevin's arms it felt like 5 minutes ago I felt like a fool I felt like a weak and very selfish woman with no second thought I said give up and exchanging the lives of many people for just 1 of my selfishness.
"I'm sorry Brother"
"Have not cried again okay now you better go home Al show to everyone if you are an almeera fuzieyama"
"Well brother I'll try more thanks a lot brother" I started to feel better with kevin today.
By cultivating a new spirit I ventured back home because according to brother kevin I must look strong because I am an almeera fuzieyama.
"Alright let's re-align the goal that had been chaotic" I muttered as I arrived at the courtyard of the house
I spread my gaze across the room as I entered the house.
"Had Azka not come home yet?weird usually this hour is already at home?"I dyed looking at every corner of the room looking for the figure of azka
But nil at all I did not find a figure of azka in this house and in the end negative thoughts that weaken me again popped up.
