Muhasabah Love

Namira and Malik

Since Namira and Malik visited the house of Sinta and Imam yesterday, it is now their turn to visit the house of Abdullah and Hanifah. They welcomed Namira and Abdullah with great pleasure. Especially Kayla. Kayla feels bad about her sister Namira.

"Namira... How are you doing now, son?" Ask Hanifa.

"Alhamdulillah buk. My condition has improved.." Answer Namira.

"Thankful thank God.. I'm glad to hear it.." Hanifah.

"Namira, Malik. because you are married.It would be nice if you quickly have offspring.. Your father and mother are getting old.." Abdullah. Again, Namira and Malik looked at each other.

How could they have offspring, while the first night alone had never been.

"But well. the age of our marriage is still one month.cook yes anyway.directly have offspring just like that. have offspring will need a lot of consideration Father, mother.." Namira.

"Namira... Until when? If this continues, you will not be finished in thinking about other considerations.." Abdullah.

They also fell silent. Namira and Malik looked at each other. And give each other codes.

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After returning home from his parents, Namira and Malik are upset by their request. And Namira's parents also asked for descendants from them.

"Namira... This is how?" Ask Malik.

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"I also don't know how this is.." Namira.

"Then we follow their request. Let's not keep wondering.." Malik.

Namira widened her big round eyes. I was shocked when Malik asked for it.

"But brother.." Namira said she wanted to refuse.

"Here you go. anyways we're married..no harm right?" Malik.

"Oh. how is this.." Namira murmured while grimacing. Like someone who wants to be rejected.

"Namira.. If we make it now how?" Malik.

"You are crazy, brother.. Why the hurry.." Namira.

"Namira... We are husband and wife. halal right?" Malik. Namira hesitated.

"Yes kosher anyway.emangnya brother sure, we want to make a grandchild for them? That means we have to dong first.." Said Namira while meeting his two hands. Malik smiled at his wife's funny behavior.

"You're funny yeah, yeah, that's how we do it first. if you don't do that where it might be a grandchild.." Malik.

Seeing Namira's funny behavior, Iya recalled Laura's funny behavior exactly like Namira.

Namira nodded in understanding. I agree with Malik. But, Namira is still shy. To do that with Malik.

For some reason, Namira and Malik's heart were beating very fast. It was like a magnet was pulling them. Slowly, Malik started stroking Namira's hair and Malik stroked Namira's face to the chin.

Namira's heart felt like it was not restrained anymore. His breath was flat. It's very nervous. I don't know what Namira felt. Why does Namira feel like resigning when Malik does that. Malik was too. I also felt what Namira felt.

Malik starts to land a kiss on Namira's lips. Namira closed her eyes. I don't know what the two were feeling at the time, they don't know either.

And they started doing the first night. After they finished their meeting night, I don't know what the two felt. Namira felt more relaxed and also Malik, he felt more relaxed after finishing their first night.

Then Malik apologized to Namira. Because the Khilaf did that.

"Namira's.. I'm sorry, yeah.. I wasn't on purpose.. I'm khilaf.." Malik panicked, afraid Namira was angry.

"Ga intentionally, brother? So you didn't realize that from now on?" Ask Namira. Malik was confused as to what to answer.

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In the morning, Namira began to prepare breakfast for her husband. And Malik also enjoyed the breakfast provided by Namira.

Malik still doesn't feel good about Namira for what he did last night. Malik apologizes to Namira. And Namira smiled.

"Namira's.. I'm sorry, yeah.. I really didn't do that on purpose, I'm a khilaf.." Malik.

"Son't this talk about what's the big brother? we're already husband and wife.that's my sister's right to do that. That way, I'm a full wife.." Answer Namira. Hearing the whole wife, somehow Malik became happy.

This was all due to the insistence of his parents. If it wasn't for grandchildren, maybe they wouldn't have done that last night.

I don't know why Namira feels weird again. Namira was also happy and comfortable when he was near Malik. Namira looked at Malik who was eating. Namira realized, it turns out Malik is handsome too if in view. I wear a doctor uniform like that. Namira became a smile of her own.

Rival, realizing that Namira was smiling himself, surprised Namira by waving his hand in front of Namira's face.

"Namira? How come you're doing that?" Ask Malik. Namira was shocked and very nervous. And also being wrong.

"Oh. don't really, sister.. I ain't nothing.. Brother want to go back?" Namira asked wrongly.

"Oh. don't.. I'm full of Namira.." Malik.

Then Namira saw Malik a bit of food on Malik's lips. And Namira cleaned the leftovers on Malik's lips by reflex.

"Sorry brother. Big brother's lips are a little bit of a mess.. I'm sorry if I was presumptuous.." Namira. Malik is stunned by Namira's small attention. Again, I think of Laura's similar attention. But this time, Malik's views were different towards Namira. I didn't see Laura, but I saw Namira.

I don't know why Malik's feelings at this time are not because when he was near Namira. His heart is beating fast. And it seems uncontrollable. Malik was surprised to see Namira.

"I'm sorry, brother.." Said Namira once again. Malik smiled at Namira. It's reflex holding Namira's hand.

"Ga nothing dear.." Malik says. Namira is more nervous when Iya calls herself dear. Somehow his heart was pleased with Malik's call to him. Namira smiled too. He said nothing to Malik. Just wrong behavior that he did.

After breakfast, Malik and Namira go to work together. Malik escorted Namira to the front of his office.

"Oh yes..What time will you come home? Let me pick you up.." Ask Malik.

"I came home in the afternoon brother. about three. thanks yes.. already want to nganterin.." Namira.

Malik immediately got down first from his car. Then, he opened the car door for Namira. Not to forget, Namira kissed Malik's hand as a sign of respect to her husband.