Muhasabah Love

Strange Feelings

It's been a month since Namira's marriage to Malik. Both of them have never felt the seeds of love. And until now they have never felt the experience of the first night. But even so, they still carry out their duties as husband and wife.

Namira does a job as a wife that is preparing the needs of the husband. While Rival is in charge of giving a living to Namira. Namira is having her days as usual. The state of Malik's household with Namira can be said to be like a security relationship.

Early in the morning, Namira also prepared breakfast. And Namira called Malik to do breakfast.

"Sister.the breakfast is ready.. Let's have breakfast together.." Bring Namira. Malik smiled at Namira. And said.

"Thank you. I've bothered to prepare breakfast everything.." Namira.

"What the hell, brother.. It's my duty as sister's wife.." Namira.

They also had breakfast together. Namira was astonished by Malik. Why is he not ready to go to the hospital.

"Oh. Is it that you're not ready to go to the hospital?" Ask Namira.

"Namira, today I have no hospital schedule.. Why do you bother to prepare breakfast.. You can't be tired, because you've only been home from the hospital for two weeks.." Malik.

"I feel well, brother.. Anyway, said Mother I the wife's cooking is special.." Namira.

"Oh yeah.." Malik.

"Yes dong.." Namira replied with a smile.

"Oh, yes Namira..Today we visited the house of the same mother, huh? Tomorrow we go to Mom and Dad's house.." Bring Malik. Namira agreed.

"Yes. well brother.." Answer Namira. They finished their breakfast first.

After that Namira gets ready to go to her in-laws house. And when it was ready, Namira immediately waited for Malik. They also walked to the car. But, all of a sudden, Namira's legs sprained and Namira almost fell. Luckily, Malik was able to capture Namira. Namira looks panicked as she almost falls.

Malik and Namira looked at each other. Namira looked at Malik in panic. They became stunned and looked at each other. I don't know why Malik felt his heart beating so fast. I don't know what he's feeling. Likewise with Namira, he also felt that there was something strange in his heart. Why do I get nervous now. His heart also felt ungodly. I don't know what's going on with him right now.

Then, Namira immediately released himself from Malik's embrace. And Namira and Malik look nervous. They also said simultaneously.

"Sorry.." Say them simultaneously.

"Yes. ga anything. thanks brother.." Namira finally. They leave together and Malik opens the car door for Namira.

On the way to his parents' house, there was not the slightest conversation between them. But, occasionally Malik glanced towards Namira. Namira was focused on looking ahead. And so is Namira. He also occasionally glanced at Malik. They also steal each other's eyes.

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Arriving at Malik's parents' house, Malik first knocked on his parents' door. And before long, Sintia opened the door for them. Sintia is thrilled that Namira and Malik are visiting their home.

"Alhamdulillah.Your finally visit here as well.mama happy to be.." Sintia. Sintia hugged Namira.

"How are you, dear? How are you doing today, son? Have you done it?" Ask Sintia.

"Alhamdulillah.mama was happy to hear it. Let's go in.." Bring Sintia. Malik and Namira enter the house of Sintia. Sintia called her husband and told him that her son and daughter-in-law had come. The Imam was pleased with their arrival.

"Oh yes..what are you now Namira? are you healthy?" Ask Imam.

"Alhamdulillah.. I feel better now.." Namira.

"Alhamdulillah then. papa was happy.." Imam.

"Oh yes, because it's good, meningan you quickly make mama and papa grandson.. We can't wait to get a grandchild.." Sintia.

Malik and Namira looked at each other. They were surprised by her mother's request.

"Grandmother ma?" Ask Namira.

"Yes dong Namira.we want to have a grandson soon.." Sintia. Malik answered his mother's words.

"Ma.we are just one month married.cook already want to make a grandson anyway.." Malik.

"Yes, why one month? Anyway mama asked quickly to make grandchildren immediately.don't be delayed again dong.. Don't tell me you're with KB.." Sintia.

"Yes Malik, besides this equally papa mother is getting older.we are if not grandchildren what to expect.we want to immediately have grandchildren.." Imam. Namira smiled at this request.

Again Namira felt a strange thing in her heart. Not knowing why talking about grandchildren makes Namira feel happy. And Malik too. He also felt something strange in his heart. When his parents talked about wanting a grandchild, somehow his heart felt happy and suddenly so wanted to have children.

They both imagined having children. Namira and Malik imagine they are having twins and being carried together. Suddenly, Sintia surprised their daydream.

Malik and Namira are awakened from his daydream. Malik suddenly became astonished. Why would she even imagine having a child with Namira? So does Namira, why does she even imagine having a child with Malik. Namira and Malik already felt something strange. Why are they imagining things that are not. Then Malik and Namira answered their words simultaneously.

"Yes ma. insha Allah.." Namira and Malik answered simultaneously.

Sintia and the Imam smiled with their cohesiveness. After feeling quite satisfied, playing at his parents' house, Malik and Namira were happy to go home. Sintia and the Imam reminded them again.

"Remember.mama and papa's message, make us grandchildren immediately.." Imam. They nodded and said.

"Yes pa, ma.." Say them both at the same time again. They also went straight home.

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Arriving at home, Namira and Malik were made upset by the request of his mother and father. Malik feels bad for Namira. Likewise with Namira, they are also not happy with Malik because of the request.

"Namira's.. I'm sorry about my parents' attitude.. You must feel bad, and you don't think about them?" Malik

"Yes, it's nothing brother. his name is also a parent. surely expected that his son was married it was indeed.. I know how to.." Namira.