Muhasabah Love

Between happy and sad

Myria threw away a glance. He took off his hug and backed off. The space that saw it was certainly astonished so that it approached.

The man squatted on the floor with his knees propped up, while Myria sat on the edge of the bed. Two of Space's hands grabbed the wife's palm. “Why? Are you disappointed with me?”

“Hm?” The sky cleared as it felt unheeded.

But it is true. Myria was still silent and reluctant to return Space's gaze. Was she disappointed by her husband's question? The answer was certainly not because Myria knew the risks to be faced from the start.

“Kasa.” The pink lips murmured as the gaze pointed at the man in front of him. Myria folded her lips for a moment of hesitation and fear of hurting. “How far is your depression?”

The breath of space suddenly restrained. His throat seemed to be suddenly suffocating. Just answering that short question seems difficult.

Yes, it is difficult, as evidenced by the question of drug consumption alone, the man was so hesitant to confess. However, Angkasa realizes that he and Myria are now husband and wife. Myria was the woman who would accompany him day and night in the future so as not to hide anything else.

With a heavy feeling, Angkasa took a breath and then slowly threw out. His head fell on Myria's thigh. “How far are you, Habibati?”

Myria. His one tang rubbed the Space head slowly. He could only wait without having to scream for further explanation.

“As far as you see crazy people on the streets.” The sound of Space shook, but it did not prevent him further said, “Yeah, maybe I used to be that, Just more maintained because there are hospital officials. Sakti sepet story that I was a lot when he came at the next big hour, but if alone, often also talk unclear. I often hallucinate and end up crying. Like that repeatedly no matter how long.”

The cheeks of Space felt the fall of something. He looked up and immediately saw Myria crying. Since when? I don't know, the man didn't realize. In fact, he had just told a short story, but his wife was already sad.

Space hurriedly got up and hugged Myria. “My ...”

“Sorry me, Ka. I'm sorry Daddy was so mean to you. Should be the time we pass it, we go that far together.”

Between the sad and funny response to Myria, Angkasa could only smile. “You're thinking weird. Where did our teenagers go? Dad is not just anyone, he can give a lot of people paid for our nyari. Not without reason I let you go.”

Myria raised her head slightly to stop her husband's talk. However, Angkasa actually gives a brief kiss on the lips. “Kasa, ih. Mode!”

Laughter finally came out of the lips of Space. The man's embrace grew tighter. “I tell you why you used to want to not have to fall talak with you.”

“Um?”

Patting the back of the wife slowly, Angkasa said, “It is not about fear ngajak you live hard, if that matter I can still pay for college we both. But what I thought, I definitely won't be put on the brakes before you get it. I'm afraid Mama's the same Papa as the target, My. Dad used to be able to do anything for sure.”

Myria nodded in her arms because there was a truth to Angkasa's thinking first. But now the most important thing has passed. He has had a new life, although new problems will also be present in the future.

“How long have we been here?” The content of the conversation changed because it should not continue to be sad.

“Three days.”

“Outmost time, Ka.” Myria's body moved away. She observed the husband's face to look for a joking expression, but did not find. It was precisely a sweet smile given Space to her.

“Why? You don't feel at home here? Yes, we'll go home if it's.” Not yet had a chance to answer, Angkasa has moved to the suitcase at the end of space. He even moved quickly to tidy things up.

Space chuckles again. “Ya .. I don't want your meaning if you don't agree. Yesterday's reservation was Mama, I got it sorted out. If you don't feel right, we go home! This comfort of my wife should be number one.”

Thousands of butterflies seemed to tickle the stomach until Myria's lips smiled widely. She drowned her head deeper into her husband's chest while enjoying the beating heart and Angkasa's perfume.  Myria didn't expect her happiness to be a dream. If it's a dream, he doesn't want to wake up.

But, it's all real. The young man who used to sit behind his stool, now grows up completely and must be an idol of women. Myria did not want to think that, she had been immune long ago if Angkasa was so valued.

***

The mentari rolled up to deliver the night. Incidentally, the full moon was shining beautifully since yesterday. Hugging Myria from behind, Angkasa looked at the beauty of the night.

“Like my name, that's the extent of my love for you, Myria.”

Myria's body shook with laughter. The woman who was sitting leaning in the embrace while holding the warm chocolate felt amused to be recognized so. “No need to fight. Weird know, don't you?”

Hands extended forward to pull the mug Myria was holding. Space sips a drink to moisten the throat. “Gombalin wife can reward.”

Again Myria laughed and got more and more uncontrollable as Angkasa kissed her. “Kasa, really mode, anyway! Huh, ah! Your hobby is really kiss-kium continue.”

“Every touch is on the head, who doesn't want to?”

“Ngeleesss .. already, deh. We chat seriously.”

Eyebrows lifted one up, Space advancing the face. “What?”

“Kasa ...” Myria pushed her husband's shoulder slowly. “Can't be serious? I want it from yesterday to forget. If this abis we live where?”

Breathing causes changes in the face. Space justifies sitting, then back staring outside. “I haven't bought a house because I'm waiting for you. All this time we can not talk together, so this run out we look for together to suit your taste. In the meantime, it's up to you to live where. Come to my parents' house or your parents' house. Or ... buy apartment first.”

“Ngapain buy apartment if you want to buy a house?” It is true, the mind of Space sometimes strange to make his wife shocked. Not just now, but since then. Myria so remember when she used to give a ring at the mall, her husband did not look at the price. “Like a waste of money. Not good, tauk!”

“Continue? What is the rent until we get a new home?”

A breath of change came out of Myria's lips. The woman put the mug to the side of the sofa, then cupped the husband's cheek. He saw eyes as black as the sky tonight, Myria then spoke softly full of feelings, “You forgot or did not know that I have an apartment? We stayed there a while.”

Smile rising on the lips. Space nodded. Without warning, the man in a white T-shirt lifted Myria to make his wife scream.

“Kasa, alibi! Later jatoh.”

Myria's request was obeyed, Angkasa slammed his wife's body into the bed and imprisoned her with two hands. “Mumpung last night here, I want to ask for allotment.”

Myria. Want to push the body of the man who is on it, but lose quickly. In the end, inevitably resigned and only according as evidence of a good wife.